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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 5 months
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 7 months
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New poetry in the works ā€¦. āœØ
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 9 months
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 1 year
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31 things 31 taught me
1. Give yourself grace, especially when you need it the most.
2. Let things be what they are and make the best of it.
3. Cherish the time you have.
4. say yes, donā€™t FOMO.
5. be kind to yourself - kindness changes it all.
6. donā€™t exert energy thatā€™s not reciprocated.
7. people are only human, so no one is perfect.
8. forgiveness is what will free you, let it go.
9. ultimately your happiness comes first.
10. protect your peace at all cost.
11. if itā€™s toxic itā€™s not for you
12. work only to live, not live to work.
13. compromise and adapt, this will not inhibit growth.
14. watch more sunsets
15. listen for the sounds of nature, this brings solace.
16. donā€™t question God.
17. death is not final.
18. take more pictures youā€™ll never regret it.
19. breathe deeper.
20. rise to the opportunity when it presents itself.
21. love harder despite the risk, the reward is much greater.
22. make more memories.
23. expect the unexpected, give yourself grace through the uncertainty.
24. family is everything.
25. wherever you are is where you should be.
26. be more proud of yourself, youā€™ve come so far.
27. when thereā€™s darkness always seek for the glimpse of light.
28. logic over emotion.
29. if youā€™re at peace with it, it was the right call.
30. mistakes are inevitable.
31. welcome adventure. . .
- Juelz šŸ’Ž
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 1 year
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Grieving a loss, of a mother.
A feeling, like no other
you can feel yourself losing
sense of reality
it will make you question your sanity.
Her laugh was contagious
the joy within her could be felt for miles.
her smile
lit up rooms
how the sunā€™s warmth
kisses the sky each morning.
The memory of her embrace
in your time of need
will forever be your comfort.
Within her eyes
family always would come first.
her love was dispersed equally
she cared so deeply
and the beauty of your aura
will be forever remembered.
- Juelz šŸ’Ž
Wrote for a close cousin whom lost his mother, may this bring peace and solace to those who have a faithfully departed parent.
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 1 year
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ā€œYou may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.ā€
ā€” Maya Angelou
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 2 years
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 2 years
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Metamorphosis
Do you see the texturized skin
shedding away from the existence of the woman I once was.
Disappearing before my eyes,
layer after layerā€” peeling away.
Shedding of the insecurities, the toxicity of thoughts,
ideals,
and letā€™s not forget toxic behaviors.
Shedding of conforming to social norms
and becoming a woman
I was proud of.
Shedding of expectations
and standards
of others
and carrying the weight
of the disappointment
they may bring.
Shedding of body dysmorphia
Will I ever see myself the way others do?
With such admiration
and appreciation
of this shell of a body.
At one point a woman I wanted to become
And now that I became her, whatā€™s next ?
The evolution of self is endless
They say
you must make space
for grief
in the process of growth.
But while shedding your skin
Donā€™t forget to have grace and compassion
to forgive yourself
for the things you had to do ā€”to survive.
To thrive.
In a world
where we are taught to hate ourselves.
Never be afraid to begin again.
Donā€™t apologize for waking up one day and being a new version of you,
People get threatened by not recognizing the person they once knew.
Do you see the texturized skin
shedding away from the existence of the woman I once was
Just lying there on the ground
not weeping or making a sound.
Keep shedding those layers
of who you once were
and no longer want to be.
When you look in the mirror change
Not what you are but how you see.
Have patience within your phases of becoming her.
Mourn her and give her a proper burial
so you wonā€™t miss her when sheā€™s gone.
The shedding of this skin means she no longer belongs
Let her go, enjoy your bliss.
Next is Metamorphosis.
ā€” Juelz šŸ’Ž
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 2 years
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 2 years
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(UN)Defeated Love
Tell me i am not difficult to love
Validate
my
feelings
Am i asking for too much ?
They say to not put a time limit on love
But ā€”
How can it be 3 months and youā€™re still
not sure if Iā€™m enough?
Are you fucking me for fun ?
My feelings arenā€™t fully invested, Iā€™m terrified
And yet Iā€™m still not willing to run.
Is it me not loving myself once again
Or you just wanting the benefits and only being friends.
If thatā€™s the case just tell me I can take it
You acting like ur into me to get what you want,
just stop, you canā€™t fake it.
These triggers are bringing out my traumas
And ugh I canā€™t shake it.
Thereā€™s more to this then youā€™re willing to say
To win sometimes you have to lose
And Iā€™m getting to the point
where I have to choose ā€¦
You or me
I have to love myself first
Itā€™s just not meant to be.
Tell me Iā€™m not difficult to love
Because I know I am not.
Just as easily as I walked into
Your life I can walk out and clearly you forgot.
I canā€™t rid of this feeling of not wanting to let you go
But after all this time of growth
What with it do I have to show?
If I continue this ā€¦ Iā€™m not respecting myself
Iā€™m not willing to play the hand that Iā€™ve dealt.
Iā€™m not going to continue to feel this way
If Iā€™m choosing to stay just know
Iā€™ll leave if I have to, if not now someday.
And when I walk away
Donā€™t be surprised
I donā€™t want to see tears in your eyes
You gave me no choice
Tell me you want me to stay
Tell me you wouldnā€™t have it any other way
You have to want this just as much as I
So tell me the truth, speak it from your heart
A real man knows what he wants from the start.
Either we want the same things or we will grow apart
I canā€™t take another defeat.
I just want to believe
That Iā€™m not difficult to love.
ā€” Juelz šŸ’Ž
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 3 years
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Love this ā¤ļø
Sometimes you need to invent
A destiny where you frolick
Under sunshine,
Sparkling like a red diamond
Every inch of yours
As authentic as a child's smile,
Where you grow and enrich
Like the colours of autumn
Night after night,
And there's no cap
On how loud your laughter is
Or how many skills
Make up your might,
You have to create a small picture
Like a warm and loving postcard
And find a pleasure that contrasts
Sharply with what prevails
In your mind.
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 3 years
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Audio to my poem, ā€œTriggered.ā€ Enjoy šŸ˜ŠšŸ’Ž
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 3 years
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Triggeredā€”
your hostility was explicitly
nothing more than toxicity
I believed in us, even though you hurt me
you never did it maliciously.
As much as I told you to move on
Your heart wouldnā€™t let you get rid of me.
Removing you from my life
i knew
had to do
expeditiously.
You liked playing the blame game,
Your words never matched your actions,
You showed no shame,
From that moment I knew
we were nothing more
than a dying flame.
Triggered.
Our initial connection was strong, Butā€¦
we took turns using our hearts like a ping pong
Yet no one ever wanted to admit when
they
were
wrong.
Triggered.
You exposed my insecurities
As if you were trying to ruin me
And it took me awhile to understand what you were trying to do to me.
It was too early for me to feel this way
Each week that I cried
I knew
I
shouldnā€™t
stay.
Iā€™m sad to say but instead of choosing me
I chose you at the end of the day.
Triggered.
You loved me as if I was property in your possession.
I deserve love with no obsession or aggression.
Without question, you were another lesson.
We never compromised.
My peace.
I sacrificed.
My heart was paying the ultimate price.
Triggered.
You were the epitome of incantation
And what sickens me is your manipulation.
I am no longer allowing your exploitation.
I am disappointed that I put myself in this situation.
Besides your lack of communication, disrespecting me was your biggest violation.
For your actions there was no justification,
Losing me will be your biggest L,
With no exaggeration.
Triggered.
ā€” Juelz šŸ’Ž
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 3 years
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 3 years
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poetrybyjuelz Ā· 3 years
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