polyamarhie

[polyamarhie]

I MOVED ACCOUNTS

so i moved from here to @polyamarhoushaven which is the sideblog of my main art blog @marhikit so if you see that blog following you, don’t worry that’s just me!

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Commissions open, saving up for groceries and other necessities

Hi guys, so I just wanna say that my commissions are finally open and it’s to save up for groceries and other necessities like being able to contribute to paying for bills since my family’s barely scraping by what with my dad taking vacation leaves, sick leaves and absences whenever he doesn’t want to go to work and the current situation in my country making it harder to find work that would take a person with my experience level in and I really don’t want my youngest sister to keep dipping into her savings just to try and help us through days where our food won’t last through the day

To see my prices, I made a carrd to compile the prices and samples, I’ll be adding more samples in as time goes by to keep my style updated!

https://marhikit.carrd.co/

#art commisions #commissions open #digital commisions #signal boost #self promo #selfship community #self shipping #Selfship #self ship #self ship commissions #seriously tho i need help rn #also yes im back

[polyamarhie]

i was contemplating something and it led me to this

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When Canon kills off your f/o or gives them a love interest:

[polyamarhie]

Never quite Eden, but not quite yet wild...

💐 Hi there, I’m Marh~ I’m a they/them Ace that has a fondness for high fantasy and pre-colonial Filipino history! I’ve been into self-shipping for some years now and I’m always looking for fandom buddies to ramble with and to enjoy my favourite medias with!

💐My biggest fixation is Tolkien, Dragon Age and Mass Effect but my interest flickers to here and there whenever my brain goes into different F/Os’ territories! To see my self-ship list, click here!

💐My blog is Safe for Work since most of the naughty stuff I do are put in sites that would have filters. I mostly like to draw or write here or sometimes just lurk but honestly, I just want to talk fandoms with a lot of people qwq

💐Minors are allowed to follow if they want to. DNI if you are a bigot (homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc), a pr*shipper, if you share the same F/Os as me (I’m sorry, I’m sure you’re a lovely person but I don’t cope well with that)

#self promo #promo #Selfship #self shipping #self ship #self shipping community #self ship community #self insert #self insert community

[polyamarhie]

Valentine's Event

Hello, Self shipping community! Last year, when I joined you publically around this time,!there were many accounts offering gifts and services as a way to celebrate Valentine's. This year I decided to prepare a little something too. Without further ado I present to you the

F/O LETTER EXCHANGE

How would this work?

Simple. In my google doc you write your username and the name and source of your f/o. Then you wait.

But! Who will write all the letters?

Other users. While I do plan on writing the majority myself I am aware there are better suited people to write certain characters. I won't monitor if you have written something for someone, after adding yourself to the list. However, that is the preferred way to go about this.

How many entries can one person add?

There's no limit. Realistically there are more and less known characters so to have a better chance of receiving something you can add as many as you want.

Worth remembering

It is helpful to leave some information on your blog to help the writers. Are you okay with swearing/nsfw stuff? Are you dating the character? Is it pre-relationship? And other things about your dynamic. Just tag it as F/O Letter Exchange to make it accessible for writers

If you receive a letter from character A, please change your entries with characters B and C to bold. That way the users can still send you a second letter but we will know who hasn't received any

The source titles as sorted alphabetically, please keep it that way

The event ends at 15th but if anyone is still left without a letter I will send you one up to a week after

And lastly - have fun! Doesn't matter how popular or niche your f/o is - whether it's Victor or Bruno or a character most don't remember the name of - they love you and you’ll have a chance to read all about it

#Selfship #self shipping

[polyamarhie]

It be wedding day! 

[polyamarhie]

On this brightest of days...

It’s that day at last! My wedding with Zen!

To say this day had been long-awaited was an understatement.

The whole of the RFA knew that the moment Zen met Urielle, he was already thinking of weddings and their future children. In fact, Yoosung had revealed to everyone that he found a planner filled with notes and thoughts Zen has for a wedding he wanted to plan that fit both his and Urielle’s tastes. Jumin, thinking that Zen was already planning to propose, had immediately moved to try and offer to fund the wedding only for Zen to say he wanted to wait until his parents accept him.

The hope and desire to have that before getting married was a good one. No one wanted to deny that and Urielle had stood back and allowed Zen the time. But as a some passed with that same door being slammed in Zen’s face, with disdainful looks in eyes that should be loving, with constant derision than support, Urielle had to pull Zen away from the pain and heartache.

What did the world expect her to do when her most beloved was hurting inside for a family that never saw his worth?

So she took him away, brought him to their home and let him cry. She held him that night and reassured him all would be well given time. But as Zen listened to her words, he realised something. Why did he have to put everything on hold when it felt like his parents would never support him? He has someone who loved him already, does he not? He even has a family much more supportive than his parents and brother that both verbally abused him. The RFA was the family he needed.

So that moment was all he needed to propose.

It was rushed and he didn’t even have a ring but he felt that it was right. And Urielle had said yes with that same look in her eyes that she gets when Zen says anything regarding his love for her. Despite the fact that he had to resort to using his hair tie to temporarily propose with, he found that he wouldn’t have it any other way.

And now…here they are.

Zen fumbled with his bowtie while shifting around in his room, wanting nothing more than to smoke but knowing he had promised to stop now that he and Urielle were going to be completely together now.

“Are you ready, Hyung?” Yoosung’s voice filtered into the room and Zen turned his head to look at the purple-eyed youth looking at him with wide, expectant eyes.

Zen would be a coward if he said anything other than a yes.

And besides, he’s been wanting to say that for a long time now.

“We should get going before your fans block the streets.” Jumin’s voice came in as the young CEO entered Zen’s room while fixing his cufflinks, “By then, we’d have to send you to run to the venue.”

“If he survives,” Yoosung added in, shuddering as he thought of the fangirls in question.

Zen grimaced and nodded. His friends made a point and he shrugged on his suit jacket before making his way out. He had refused Jumin’s offer to fund everything in the wedding but he allowed Jumin to at least fund some parts of it to show he didn’t mind the man’s offer to help. Jumin had also insisted on hiring bodyguards and the transportation for the wedding. Zen highly doubted that was necessary, but was he going to protest? No. He remembered well how Kyungju had acted with him and he didn’t want that to happen on what was meant to be a big day for him and Urielle.

The ride to the venue was filled with Yoosung’s ramblings and occasional discussion of LOLOL, 707’s random thoughts and playful remarks about his desire to see Elizabeth III - something he did not want to see in his wedding thank you very much - and Jumin trying to stay on topic about the current event - Zen’s wedding - while also trying to think of new business ventures.

As the limo came to a stop, Zen stepped out and was shepherded off into the waiting room where he and Urielle would be waiting to be announced by the emcee. As he was marched off to the room, he saw Jaehee looking over the wedding plan with knitted brows before she looked up and she smiled.

“Zen,” she greeted as she opened the door and gestured for him to come in, “Urielle is already in there.”

Zen’s breath hitched. 

She was there already.

Steeling himself, Zen marched into the room and felt himself stop the moment he caught sight of Urielle pacing back and forth. Her hair had been fixed up into a braided bun, her gown was pinkish white which was quite different from the other wedding gowns he’d seen. He remembered when the two of them looked for each other’s wedding clothes, Zen almost insisted on a pink-based outfit too but she told him to go for something he wants. So he went with the black and dark blue theme…he figured it would compliment her colours easier that way.

“Urielle,” he breathed out, “you look stunning.”

Reaching out, he pulled his fiancee close to him the moment she turned to face him, her eyes were wide and then she smiled. Zen had not seen a more beautiful sight or person like her.

“Hyun,” she greeted, cupping his face with one hand, “you look as dashing as ever.” she murmured.

“Not as beautiful as you,” Zen argued, grinning as he saw Urielle getting ready to argue causing him to lean down and kiss her. “Not now, today is a special day and let’s just both agree we are both very attractive.”

“Time for you both to go onstage!” Jaehee’s voice broke through his speech and Zen sighed and closed his eyes before leaning back and smiling before taking Urielle by the hand and pulling his fiancee to the entrance.

They were going to do this.

Together.

His family wasn’t there but what did it matter? Jihyun was there with his new lover, Hiyas sitting at the place of his parents, the RFA was basically his family now. He doesn’t need people who would cast him aside the moment he strays from the mould they set for him. The people who love and support him are right here.

And looking at the woman before him, he felt his heart beat faster at the thought that this is the one. The one he would stand with and love for the rest of his life.

“I love you, Urielle,” Zen whispered, bringing up her hand to his lips.

Eyes misted with tears met his and a watery smile quirked up painted lips.

“And I love you, Hyun.” 

#mystic messenger #zen mystic messenger #self shipping #Self Insert #self ship #self ship wedding

[polyamarhie]

self shippers, if we ship in the same source, please follow/interact/talk to me!

i’ve noticed a kind of recent trend where people who ship in the same source are blocking others rather than trying to befriend them and i don’t understand it. and i’m not talking about sharing the same f/os but different ones.

look, we’re all here for the same reason. we’re a community, we want to love and create and have fun. it’s a lot more lonely when you alienate people who like the same thing as you, rather than bonding and having someone who will understand your gushing perfectly. trust me when i say some of the best friendships come from this. isn’t that why we started? ❤️

#not art #same here! #if we ship from the same fandom and you have different f/os pls interact #or chat with me hell follow me and ill follow back #i love making fandom buddies and its fun if we ship from the same fandom #like hi pls be my friend???

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my half of our art trade @polyamarhie ! tysm for allowing me to draw for you!

#benedictis #Selfship #self ship #Self Insert #selfship community #self shipping #aaaaAAAAHHHHHHH????? #I DUCKING LOVE THIS #WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVED WHAT YOU DREW HHHHNNNNGGG #THANKS FOR SUCH AN AMAZING ARTWORK QWQ #not my art #art for me

[polyamarhie]

Happy anniversary Sammy, thanks for the wonderful years together and all the ups and downs you took me on. I love you <3

#SPN #Self Insert #Selfship #self shipping #self ship #Sam Winchester #sambrosia #supernatural

[polyamarhie]

Me? Getting a job to be able to afford shit I wanna buy like games and gadgets and stuff? Very highly likely.

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I announced this on my Twitter yesterday but Hyun and I are now engaged! Among my F/Os, he’s one of those that fell hard and fast and it just felt like the right time to take this step.

I hope you guys would be there for the wedding!

#Selfship #self shipping #Self Insert #self ship #selfship community #self ship community #self ship wedding #mystic messenger #zen mystic messenger #ryu hyun #hyun ryu #hyurielle #my art

[polyamarhie]

My kink is husbands & wives who are still portrayed as very much in love with each other, because even after years of commitment and kids, they still talk to each other, go on fun random adventures and try new things. No resentment. No portrayal of marriage as a chore. Just actual love.

#normalise happy and healthy marriages pls #i love this shit

[polyamarhie]

this user self ships

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Sketch Commission for @squips-ship ! They wanted the drama ✨, and I love the drama! 

#other's self ships #laurvert #AAHHH?? EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS IS SO PRETTY AND PERFECT #I CANT EVEN HHHH

[polyamarhie]

Hello! I was wondering if I could get a promo? I'm running a one week long event over at @lettersfromanotherworld where people can receive digital letters from fictional characters! If this sounds interesting could you maybe respond to this ask on your blog? Thank you!!

Oh wow, that does sound cool! I like the idea of this blog so definitely responding!

#ask