pondblossomm

[pondblossomm]

the first step to recovery is acceptance.

accepting that you are living with an illness, one that you did not ask for nor is it any fault of your own.

accepting that you are worthy of a healthy life fully of happiness, love and healing.

accepting that healing is NOT linear.

accepting that healing takes time, and to heal is to feel.

accepting that you can get better.

accepting yourself for who you are.

[pondblossomm]

oh to feel so unworthy of love, that your chest feels like an endless cavern, a long stretch of darkness that goes deeper than the unknown

- Myself

#sad thoughts #sad qoutes #qoutes #sadcore #left behind #sad aesthetic #lonely quotes #lonely #unlovable #i feel so unloveable #please love me #isolation #depression #anxiety #tumblr qoutes #abandoned

[pondblossomm]

📌 - ❤️‍🩹

creating more posts like these on pinterest

#trauma #traumacore #ptsd #sadcore #sad thoughts #left behind #sad aesthetic #sad qoutes #abandoned #qoutes #grief #greiving #dealing with grief #lonely #sad pinterest #pinterest #depressing quotes

[pondblossomm]

#life qoute #sad qoutes #sadcore #sad thoughts #tw greif #greiving #lost you forever #lost a friend #death #traumacore #trauma #ptsd #left behind #sad aesthetic #i miss u #i love you #come back #corecore

[pondblossomm]

i still want one last hug

#sadcore #lyrics #song lyrics #greif #greiving #lost you forever #trauma #traumacore #ptsd #sad thoughts #abandoned #left behind #qoutes #sad aesthetic #sad qoutes #lost friends #i miss u #i love you #suicide awareness #song: good enough by xdinary heros

[pondblossomm]

please don’t do this to me. please don’t make me add your name to the list of people who abandoned me without a word. please don’t leave with your hands over your ears. please talk to me. you can leave. you can leave after you tell me why.

why won’t anyone stay?

#trauma #traumacore #ptsd #sadcore #sad thoughts #sad poem #sad aesthetic #abandoned #abandoment issues #trust issues #broken #left behind #why #qoutes #sad qoutes #lonely #lonely quotes

[pondblossomm]

I am so glad I didn’t open up to you because all you did was prove me right.

I knew you would leave.

#sadcore #sad thoughts #traumacore #trauma #ptsd #abandoment issues #trust issues #i'm sad #leave me alone #trust no one #life qoute #qoutes #sad aesthetic #sad qoutes

[pondblossomm]

if i don't let myself feel it, it won't hurt as much right?

#traumacore #trauma #ptsd #sad thoughts #depressing quotes #depressing shit #i hate my dad #self conscious

[pondblossomm]

#trauma #traumacore #ptsd #sadcore #ptsd art #anxiety #sad thoughts #depressing quotes #lonely #alone #please love me

[pondblossomm]

credit to artist, found on pinterest

#lonely #sad thoughts #losing someone #traumacore #sadcore #anxiety #sorry for being depressing #depressing quotes #alone #ptsd #trauma

[pondblossomm]

no one asks if i'm okay anymore

#sadcore #sad thoughts #traumacore #trauma #ptsd

[pondblossomm]

do you ever just

#trauma #traumacore #ptsd #sadcore #ptsd art #coping #liminalcore #liminal aesthetic #anxiety #anxiety art #photo edit #edit #sad edit #alone #lonely

[pondblossomm]

shout at the wall;

cause the wall doesn’t fucking love you.

-

i won’t express my pain to those who love me because it hurts them. they worry, they feel guilty, they cause more harm than good. i cant hurt others with my feelings if the only thing that hears them is the wall.

#trauma #traumacore #ptsd #wilbur soot #jubilee line #lyrics #anxiety #quotes #sad thoughts

[pondblossomm]

YOU CHOSE TO LEAVE ME!

YOU ARE LEAVING JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I’VE EVER LET IN

I HATE YOU FOR THAT I FUCKING HATE YOU BUT I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH AND NEED YOU TO STAY

WHY DO THEY ALWAYS LEAVE ME?

WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS TIME AND TIME AGAIN!? I AM BEGGING YOU TO STAY AND NOT BE A PART OF THIS REPEATING CYCLE I CAN’T ESCAPE

I AM JUST FALLING ENDLESSLY

GRABBING BRANCHES WITH MY HANDS COVERED IN SWEAT AND BLOOD

THEY SNAP UNPREDICTABLY

AND ALL I CAN DO IS WATCH THEM FADE IN THE GROWING DISTANCE ABOVE ME

THEY WATCH ME WITH SUNKEN DEAD EYES BECAUSE THEY DONT CARE

THEY NEVER CARED

#trauma #traumacore #ptsd #sadcore #abandoned #left behind #losing someone #sad thoughts #broken trust

[pondblossomm]

Accommodating chinchilla plays along with human’s game.

(via)

[pondblossomm]

for the first time in years i feel like i have no one to talk to besides my mom…

it feels pretty empty

#vent blog #sadcore

[pondblossomm]

they never see me

#trauma #traumacore #ptsd #sadcore #ptsd art #vent blog #vent art #anxiety