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My life feels like a nightmare I can't wake up from.

#bpd #borderline #ventcore #mentally unstable #mental illness #depression #depressed #depressing life #exhaustion #loss of a family member #loss of a loved one #what comes next #sad #sadnees #depressing shit #anxiety attack #stress #vent #vent post #Spotify

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Everyone curses at me. I feel like I’m the villain of the story. But I don't think I can be different. I wish I could. It pisses me off and I HATE myself for it.

#villain of the story #bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #mentally unstable #vent #mental illness #bpd vent #bpd problems #quiet bpd #bpd feels #ventcore #bpd struggles #family problems #toxic family #toxic me #depressed #sorry for being depressing #i am the villain #i hate myself #mistakes #rejection

[poppy144]

💬 „How are you today?” 💬

💭 Oh God, don’t ask me so personal questions… 💭

#current mood #mood #moody #mood swings #mentally unstable #mental illness #mentally ill #vent #anxious #depressed #ventcore #depression #anxiety #thoughts #living with mental illness #mental health #struggles

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Thanx everybody for every support you've given me. I haven´t been active for a long time but I guess I will publish more posts at this time. I´m miserable again. Guess I will post some MEMEs because I´m lost and don´t know what to do haha.

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I set a new standard. I am so broken that therapy is not suitable for me due to my hypersensitivity.. lol, what about now?

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #Borderline #hypersensitivity #actually bpd #bpd feels #bpd problems #mental health #mental illness #mentally ill #mentally unstable #hopeless #therapy #bpd sucks #bpd struggles #broken #broken af #bpd blog #bpd vent #therapy problems #sensitive #sensitivity #lost

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I’m depressed..

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Omg hugs and cuddles are amazing! It is the best way to treat mental illness.. at least for me.

#mental illness #mentally ill #mentally unstable #bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #vent #quiet bpd #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd vent #sad #sadnees #depressed #depression #mental health #recovery #anxiety #anxious #cry #crying #hug #hugs #cuddles #recovery tips #recovery thoughts

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Long time no see. I am still alive.. unfortunately.

[poppy144]

I guess I was too naive when I thought that if I tell people how to treat me, they will treat me that way. I thought it isn't hard. But they still hurt me.

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #Borderline #quiet bpd #quiet borderline #actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd struggles #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd post #bpd tag #attachment #attachment issues #abandonment #abandonment issues #vent #vent blog #personality disorder #mentally ill #mental illness #mentally unstable #naive #sad #BPD relationships #bpd stuff #bpd sucks

[poppy144]

People who don’t cry over minor inconveniences

How does it feel to be gods favorite?

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#mentally ill #mental illness #bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #living with bpd #bpd feels #abandonment #abandonment issues #rejection #anxious #bpd meme #bpd vent #vent #bpd struggles #mentally unstable #bpd blog #bpd brain #quiet bpd #quiet borderline #actually bpd #bpd traits #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd relationships #bpd things #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #bpd life

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I have so much sadness inside me that I don’t know how to handle it. Crying is not enough.

#mental illness #mentally ill #depressed #depression #cry #crying #sad #sadnees #sadcore #vent #ventcore #vent blog #mentally unstable #bpd #tears #spilled tears #so many tears #hopeless #mental pain #mental breakdown #grief #miserable #suicide #suicidal thoughts #suicidal #anxiety attack #internal pain

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When I run out of tears, I cry words and wipe them with paper. It turns into a work of art with the imprint of one troubled soul.

#mental illness #mentally ill #sad #sad poetry #sad art #sad artist #sadcore #vent #ventcore #vent blog #traumacore #sad poem #sad writing #depressed #cry #crying #tears #spilled tears #no tears left to cry #sad soul #art #writing poems #writing #vent writing #metaphor #mentally unstable #bluecore #feels #sad feelings #empty

[poppy144]

✨feels✨

#feels #struggles #snuggles #i need a hug #mentally ill #mental illness #mentally unstable #sad #sad poem #sad poetry #poetry #poem #sad aesthetic #sadcore #trashcore #vent #ventcore #vent blog #vent tag #traumacore #feelings #lonely #depressed #problems #cry #crying #empty #emptiness #bpd #abandonment

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Have you ever had a problem you didn't even know how to deal with? So you're just sitting depressed with your empty emotions and getting absorbed in the problem because you don't know what to do and feel terribly hopeless?

#mental illness #mentally ill #helpless #hopeless #depressed #depression #suicide #suicidal #suicidal thoughts #bpd #emptiness #empty #sad #vent #vent blog #ventcore #depressing post #emotions #mommy issues #daddy issues #cry #crying #issues #problems #mental pain #mentally unstable #feels

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I see that having motherly love is a luxury I can't afford. No one will calm down the crying child inside me.

#mental illness #mentally ill #toxic family #toxic parents #mentally unstable #mommy issues #childhood trauma #traumacore #ventcore #sad #lonely #unloved #unlovely #unloveable #attachment issues #vent #vent blog #vent tag #depressed #depression #anxiety #anxious #bpd #borderline #borderline personality disorder #abandonment issues #abandonment

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Sorry, sorry, sorry for being me... I get it. I will never annoy you again. I’m sorry... I’ll leave.

#vent #ventcore #bpd vent #quiet bpd #quiet borderline #traumacore #trauma #childhood trauma #abandonment #abandonment issues #friendship problems #no friends #mentally ill #mental illness #mentally unstable #borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd struggles #bpd feels #guilty #burden #burden to others #lonely #alone #left alone