porcelain123doll

[porcelain123doll]

Please recommend good free apps for fasting ;) thank you!!!

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[porcelain123doll]

Okay, but stomach vacuuming is ultimate thinspo!

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[porcelain123doll]

Day -3

Started good. Also had beautiful weight on scale - 61.6kg

Than… started to stress about school and tomorrows exam. Ate one meal too much (would be fine, if my mom didn’t bring me vegan pastries. Ate 3…) no comments - I want to give up. I always last about 2 days. I will try to ignore this situation tomorrow, will try to control myself and go to gym.

Mu biggest problem is self control. It’s like black out. I don’t think even 2 times and eat it. It’s different if I need to buy it, but if it is on my table… I know it was kind of because of my school work, but even then, I needed to atop myself.

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[porcelain123doll]

Day 2

Weight: home scale said 63kg; gym scale - 61kg (i think it’s closer to 63)

Ate much more than anticipated.

FOOD: fruit with musli and coconut milk (2x); yesterdays vegetables with humuss and tofu; sun dried apple; grapes + ice cream (on stick) vegan. Late night snack - 2 slices bread with hummuss

Drinks: coffee (2x); protein shake

Workout: 60mins cardio (machine said that i burned 611 cal, not sure it’s true) and 12 075 steps

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[porcelain123doll]

Day 1 - getting back on track.

Didn’t weight myself - too scared after binge week(s)

Food: Nut mix; 2 riped bananas; some vegetables boiled (thanks mom); some sun dried apples and grapes

Drinks: coffee (2 I think - only black!!); protein shake (~100 cal); and one glass of prosecco (went to theatre)

Workout: 18 337 steps (usually it’s ~ 10 000)

P.S I try not to count my calories

#food log #body ch3ck #small waist #body chex #ed rules #model thin #anarex1c #anarexsick #bingedisorder #just ed shit #edtmblr #tw ed thoughts #tw ed behavior

[porcelain123doll]

Hi!

I am 43 hours into my fast (goal was 2 days + sleep (~8)). And this is my first time fasting more than 32 hours and I am struggling.

I’m really pale, weak and have weird feeling in my chest. Is it normal? I want to end it not for the hunger sake, but I want to get out off this miserable state. Im drinking water, and I had a nap. I’m well rested….

What do you think? Do I brake it with corn before sleep or keep going?

#anarecca #anarex1c #not pr0 ana #tw ana stuff #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #ed fast #ana fast

[porcelain123doll]

Guoir

[porcelain123doll]

Guoir

[porcelain123doll]

Have you thought about it that we can't reach UGW because we are deliberately stopping ourselves?

this weight goal is the only thing that gives us hope, but when we achieve it we will lose it. we are afraid of emptiness and the futility of life. we are afraid that weight will not change anything….

#anarex1c #not pr0 ana #anarecca #ana inspo #tw ana stuff #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #body ch3ck #goal weight

[porcelain123doll]

I don’t own this post. Found it on instagram. DM if you want me to take this down.

A small reminder 🤥 :

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[porcelain123doll]

I don't think that people judge me, when they see me. No!

“You are invisible. You’re nothing more than walking nothingness…

No one would ever choose you and you would not choose yourself.”

And i don't think there is more painful feeling than this. it's despair. I don't want to live with such sadness and pain in my chest.

#tw ana stuff #anarexsick #i want to be th1n #just ed stuff #eating problems #th1inspo #th11nspo #an0r3xic #ana fast #i will be skiny

[porcelain123doll]

Watching your progress slowly slip away as you're stuck in the binge part of the cycle is a different kind of pain

[porcelain123doll]

[porcelain123doll]

Nobody really tells you how hard it is for your body to lose It’s “comfort weight”.

By comfort weight I mean the weight your body kind of naturally maintains. For me it’s 65/66 kg.

Maybe if you loose big amount of weight it changes, but I wouldn’t know…

#body ch3ck #an0r3xia #ed stuff #edtmblr #an0rex1c #skinnnny #body chex #getting skiny #only pr0 for myself #ed rules #model thin

[porcelain123doll]

Reblog if its ok to message you during this holiday season incase Im feeling lonely or out of place during family events because no one should be alone on Christmas

[porcelain123doll]

now I understand what people meant by - you can reach your goal weight, but it isn’t enough…

#edtmblr #an0rex1c #skinnnny #body ch3ck #body chex #getting skiny #only pr0 for myself #ed rules #model thin #goal weight #anarex1c #not pr0 ana #anarecca #ana inspo #pro for myself #proana #just ed shit #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #pr0 ed

[porcelain123doll]

Oh, holy christmas time inside ed tumblr! Everyone is dead scared and getting ready for binge.

A reminder that you are not alone - everyone will sufer and it will be ugly….

I recommend not to use scales. If we don’t fall into binge for several days- everything will be fine! There will be no big weight gain!! 🤥❤️

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