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To my general shock it seems I have not actually uploaded this piece to Tumblr before. Way back in 2021 things were...very dark and bad. I lost three family members and a companion their equal in about a year. Three of them in about four months. There was and still is a lot of baggage tangled up in there. I was painting my character Ama Tala (The mother of all wolves) thinking somber thoughts on the winter solstice. My grandmother died that night. It gives me a lot to think about every year. Last embers. Long cold nights. Sparks. New beginnings. Growing days. Happy Winter Solstice.

#winter solstice #art

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Things that are going to happen in 2024 according to Star Trek:

1) the absolutely giant homeless-population of the USA (or was is just New York? Idk, I‘m from Europe) is going to start a civil-war fighting against the upper class and police.

2) Ireland is going to get united

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So this is what Tomie has

Hear me out guys… what if Miku could clone herself via Mitosis? MIKUTOSIS

leek chromosomes

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The only thing worse than my blog’s search function is my job’s intranet search

#why do I tag things if I can’t find them tumblr?? #what is the point #tumblr #tumblr search #hellsite #hellsite (derogatory)

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WIP my beloved spirk

#spirk #star trek

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the way they planned to have saavik and spock have a kid that is so vile that is so disgusting i wish i had never seen that thank god nimoy was like no but the fact they ever even THOUGHT about it eeuuughhh ruins everything for me

#star trek #i wish i was dead and never knew about that ever #i hate it #sammeeeeee

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has this been done

#behind every gay couple is a gayer more evil doctor #star trek tos #spirk #leonard mccoy

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the way they planned to have saavik and spock have a kid that is so vile that is so disgusting i wish i had never seen that thank god nimoy was like no but the fact they ever even THOUGHT about it eeuuughhh ruins everything for me

#star trek #i wish i was dead and never knew about that ever #i hate it #sammeeeeee

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you know what? i hope ivan is a trauma for till. i want him to see his body in the back of his mind all the time. i want him to remember their childhood. i want him haunted by the ghost of ivan. i want him remember how the kiss felt. i want him to see ivan’s smile whenever he thinks of giving up. i want him to be angry and confused. i want him cry. i want him to write a song about it. i wanted him to be permanently altered. i want him to finally see ivan. even if it’s too late.

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Girls! Girls! Girls! ✨

Insta || Youtube || RB || Ko-fi  

#spirk #star trek #fem!spirk #everything is better sapphic #cis swap

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Kinda surprised no one told Till that trying to win his round against Ivan would give him a chance to see Mizi again.

Imagine: Ivan is still prepared to die, but Till is actually fighting. Do you think Ivan would stumble? Do you think seeing that Till is ready to kill him for a chance to see Mizi will hurt more than a despondent performance?

Was their friendship that worthless to Till?

#that boy does not care about you Ivan #I'm kidding #alnst #alnst till #alnst ivan #ivantill #ivan is s chew toy for me #i hope hes not dead so he can suffer more 😊 #i love him i do

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I think why I give Till more shit than Ivan for being in love with someone who will never reciprocate is that Mizi was in a committed relationship.

Dude, the answer has been and will always be no

#alnst till #alnst #alien stage

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Two birds on a wire would be great for Ivantill and Mizisua

#alnst #guess who discovered alien stage #alien stage #mizisua #alnst ivan #alnst till #alnst mizi #alnst sua #ivantill

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Dick Grayson and his eras

Experimenting with my style and colors again, idk I'm kinda really enjoying rendering portraits lately)

#nightwing #dick grayson

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Do I want romance? Yes. Do I also crave, at sometimes even more, found family? YES

wdym an average platonic bond cant be deep and meaningful do none of you remember the power of friendship

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The fact that so many countries came together to intercept the Iranian missles before they hit Israel proves that those countries absolutely could prevent more strikes on Palestine; they simply choose not to. Even the ones who have called for a ceasefire.

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star trek text posts IV: the one with the anons

#star trek #star trek tos