Depressive episode ended, it’s time for the horny… I started going out again, it’s time to find some dick because I can’t stand the feeling of hornyness anymore, it’s been too long.. Any dating tips (cuz i forgot how to talk to people)!?
Im so tired of feeling lonely all the time, i can’t live like this anymore. Nobody to guide me, this world is so horrible and i feel so lost all the time. I need someone to tell me what the fuck to do, i need a daddy who will be able to make this mess out of my head and make me a whole fucking person, I can’t do this shit anymore 🥺😭
It’s probably poetry that makes life worth all the pain. It’s probably paintings and pretty dresses. It’s mostly kind people and appreciation of small little sweet moments that make me go trough all the pain and stay alive. It’s these cold showers in which my breathing stops and my body is shocked. It’s the blooming flowers and nostalgic memories, good lovers and tasty food that keeps me going… la vita e bela..
Btw i got drunk at work and cut half of my nail off with the new knife, now i have to cut meat with my right hand which is hard as shit….
Im back from work, it’s 2am and i am dead. I wish i could just sleep on the beach all day long drunk from ridiculously sweet cocktails. I wish i had a lifetime supply of new books. I wish it was less hot. Why am I stuck in this situation for 3months now god whyyyy
Im back from work, it’s 2am and i am dead. I wish i could just sleep on the beach all day long drunk from ridiculously sweet cocktails. I wish i had a lifetime supply of new books. I wish it was less hot. Why am I stuck in this situation for 3months now god whyyyy
“You belong to me you fucking bitch. You are mine. I can’t let them see you! I will pull their eyes out, i will shoot them, i will murder everyone that looks at you. You ARE MINE.”
Not an ask, but I appreciate you candour and willingness to tell righteous, fake doms to just fuck off. Very cool!
Hope you are doing well, regardless of ~those~ types!
I know it can be pretty hard to do so, especially if you are uncontrollably submissive due to trauma, and i hope you find courage to do so every time someone disrespects you. You are an alive person and you don’t owe anyone your submission, they have to earn it first. 💓 hope you have great experiences around here dear! 💕💕