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qeutzalcoatl · 7 days

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maybe i’m mad at the experience. i don’t know how to describe this anger. i told my co worker how i didn’t trust doctors and how i felt like they treat people with no insurance. she then followed up how her experience with her ex husband was with the healthcare system and how they helped people with no issuance first and ignored them.

girl be so fucking for real right now. i was taking about how i feel like they don’t take care of people and they just pump them full of drugs and how i’m scared to go because of this reason.

her ex husband is alive and my dad is dead.

they help some people and treat the rest like guinea pigs.

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qeutzalcoatl · 7 days

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Tom Shea

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qeutzalcoatl · 2 months

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i got bullied into going to a madonna concert (i don’t know even like her ” and that i can’t afford and now i’m in a payment plan with my manager.

i literally said no and i pointed out what i already had to pay in my next two paychecks.

she said i can pay her in installments.

like her paycheck is literally way more than mine plus she has parents paying for things. she doesn’t have to pay what i have to pay. i lose like 90% every paycheck in bills alone.

i literally have to live off of ramen for the next month. because my “installments” to her is my food budget.

she said she is hoping i pay her back.

listen i’m not a hater or anything but i hope madonna dies between now and then. or at least postpones.

#*

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qeutzalcoatl · 2 months

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you know the propaganda wheel is turning. i have heard stories of immigrant men committing heinous crimes. i can believe it’s true. all men are willing and capable of committing these crimes.

but why?

when the women and children are in these same scenarios on the side we are suppose to be opposed to, we never hear of what they are capable of but what is done to them.

and we paint them in the same picture. so that’s how i know.

again, someone does something bad and you paint them all the same. there are plenty of men, women and children that are innocent.

but you need a villain to be able to commit your atrocities to.

I like how you chose to pick on people that have no protection.

do you see how the narrative is a spinning wheel for those in power against us.

the fight is on all fronts.

#palestine #immigration #texas #from the river to the sea #protect immigrants

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qeutzalcoatl · 3 months

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i don’t think my family likes me very much. i knew. but learning it everyday still hurts. it hit me during Christmas. when i got pity gifts.

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qeutzalcoatl · 5 months

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today the squirrel did not get run over. but somehow the squirrel still died. this is going to sound super unhinged.

i have a measurement on how my day will go based on whether or not i come across a dead squirrel or if i see a squirrel crossing the street and i stop to let it pass safely.

i’ve been sad since yesterday. it happens. it passes. i let the squirrel cross the street.

a sweet old italian man kissed my hand to say goodbye today, a woman told me she hopes i feel nothing but kindness this season. i smiled, i laughed.

yesterday two dogs mauled my neighbors cat. i don’t know if it’s still alive. it’s a staple point to my everyday. everyday i come home, it’s there in the driveway. it’s a tuxedo, with a mustache, we named it papa cat. i didn’t know how much i needed this cat being there until today.

it just finally feels like the dam broke.

#*

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qeutzalcoatl · 6 months

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just found out i've been abandoned by god which means he's not watching anything i do anymore. you should come over.

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qeutzalcoatl · 7 months

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yeah i’m dropping jujutsu kaisen after this last chapter. i am so fucking sick of this shit.

#jujutsu kaisen #gojo saturo