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getrude’s behavior throughout hamlet is pretty ambiguous and I think you could reasonably say she’s hiding some morally questionably choices but,, man. her last words. when she’s trying to tell hamlet about the drink. when she’s trying to choke out a warning as the poison constricts her throat. it’s so important she tells everyone what happened, she knows this, she knows she has seconds. but even though she has to get this information across in the last few seconds she is alive, even though this is the most important information she could ever communicate, even though time is running out, she makes sure her son hears her call him “my dear Hamlet” one last time and. man. that just. ,,

#:(

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also i find it deeply funny that in tsc andrew is just kevin’s pet goalkeeper and kevin’s pet monster and “that creepy little goalkeeper” when he takes up soooo much space in aftg in literally every fucking scene. even when he isn’t physically present he’s taking up space on the page because neil won’t stop thinking about him. then u get inside jean’s head and he’s like yeah aaron minyard is uninteresting outside of his outstanding murder charge and andrew is also there

#the sunshine court #tsc #aftg #it was crazy how UNNOTICEABLE Andrew was to Jean #like how little space he took up #it really shows how fucking obsessed Neil is with him lmao

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cardinal red

#beautiful #I fucking love Jean Moreau

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Neil "I'm fine" Josten and Jean "I was injured in a scrimmage" Moreau

#the sunshine court #tsc #tsc spoilers #aftg #aftg spoilers #I love how remarkably similar they are #and also how wildly different #they could have both turned out exactly like the other in each other’s shoes #it’s gotta be the wildly different mommy issues #neil’s mom taught him to fight back no matter what it cost him #to prioritize his life and his freedom and his agency no matter how much it hurt #and Jean’s parents taught him just how disposable he was #how much he didn’t matter #how useless and hopeless it was to fight back no matter how much it hurt him to accept things as they were #Jesus even Neil’s dad was like ‘hold on son come back’ #even if it was just to murder him at least Neil fucking mattered to him #I’m crazy about them both canonically being from mafia families

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what do you mean neil josten knew to calculate the distance between him and an older man so he could easier avoid getting hit (and run away) when jean moreau calculated to stay within arm reach of his coach because “a coach who had to get up to strike hit harder than one who could simply take a swing”. i’m gonna be sick.

#the sunshine court #all for the game #tsc #aftg #tsc spoilers

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im laughing so hard because no matter what song you listen to 

spiderman dances to the beat

no matter what song ive been testing it and lauing my ass off for an hour

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inflation hitting hard in the valley

#we’re fucked folks

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i support women's neutrals. i support when women just stand there and do nothing

#this one’s for the Shakespeare class #I have unintentionally become the ‘I support women’s wrongs’ girlie lmao

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my pronouns are she/her bc I'll never be him (anthony head playing on his pink ds in full costume on the set of merlin)

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"ne'er-do-well" is such a harsh criticism like bro ne'er? e'er? like youd think at least some'imes id do well but nope. ne'er

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#I have friends who aren’t actually in ‘fandom’/fandom spaces proper #but do read fanfic sometimes #and they literally will not read anything they can’t put on goodreads #like they get pissy about ao3 authors asking people to not put their stuff on goodreads #like you are missing the point friends

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whenever i'm trying to talk myself out of buying something i don't need i always hear my old russian professor's voice echoing in my head: "WHAT??? WILL YOU DIE THE RICHEST MAN IN THE GRAVEYARD?" and then i make an unwise financial decision

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Back when I used to walk around my college in a corduroy blazer and slacks I didn't call it "dark academia" I called it "professor drag" and the purpose was to smoothly walk into parts of campus I wasn't supposed to access

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I should do blackout poetry from the book dune by frank herbert

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they should invent sleeping that makes you less tired