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I am pretty mad at my roommates who are next door to my room. I mean, it probably a little unwarrented but for context, I have a pretty bad cold and all the places to eat in the campus are in AC so we go out in the night to one of the messes, where the other two ate while I didn't find anything appetizing so I was like... "I'll just look if there's something I want to eat over there and if there isn't, I'll just come back here and buy some soup."

Now, by this point the AC at that mess was suffocating and I wanted to get out and it was just a two min walk minimum to the other mess. But no! They are like "we won't let you go alone." I mean I appreciate the sentiment but I am sick and feeling suffocated in the place and I really wanted to leave but they refused to let me go alone and until after they eat (and chat for another 10 mins cuz a couple of other friends came over) -_- and then they remember I have to eat and take me to the other mess

So here I am, sitting in the second mess, the only one eating while the others were just on their phones and it was grating on my nerves at this point. And awkward.

Like, I really appreciate the sentiment of "don't let people go alone" but really? At least let me have some me time outside by myself when I am eating without making it feel like you are bodyguarding me cuz I have a common cold? I am not weak enough that I will faint on the way back!

And then one goes on to comment that I shouldn't eat rice when I have a cold and that a roti would be better. Just please let me have what I want without feeling judged.

I don't know. This past week has been really really shitty. Help please? I think I really need a pick me up and my best friend is not picking up my calls cuz she's busy for the past two weeks.

Being in the hostel is fun. I don't miss home that much. But having a common cold doesn't have to mean having bodyguards. I can go to a mess which is right next to my hostel by myself just fine

#personal

[rasnak2]

Growing Bonds

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For @atlararepairbigbang, to go with the fic Growing Bonds, a fic about the complexities of attraction and love in a polyamorous lense. Please give the author some love and read the fic!

#atla rare pair big bang #I love this style! #polyamory

[rasnak2]

Dissonance

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“Have you had enough whiskey to dance yet, or should we order another round?”

Lin smiled despite herself. “We can dance,” she said, “but don’t blame me if I end up stepping on your toes.” xx

For @atlararepairbigbang, to go with the fic Dissonance. Please give the author some love and give it a read!

#atla rare pair big bang #👀 #hot

[rasnak2]

After the Uncommon Rains

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We get that life happens. Artist @barelyaware had a last minute tablet tragedy, so with their permission the mods are sharing a cropped draft piece of the art they developed for After the Uncommon Rains, an Iroh II/Asami Sato western AU. Be sure to check out their blog for a potential update to the artwork at a later date, and be sure to check out the companion fic as well!

#atla rare pair big bang #irosami #👀 #to check later

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Avatar: The Last Airbender Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Azula/Kuei (Avatar) Characters: Azula (Avatar), Kuei (Avatar), Long Feng, Lu Ten Additional Tags: War, Politics, Arranged Marriage, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Summary:

Azula and Kuei were both born in cages. Together, they will remake the world over again.

#atla rare pair big bang #azula x kuei #please #chefs kiss

[rasnak2]

My anxiety rn has me completely holed up in my room except for the times where I have to go eat :/ and my roommate hasn't come and I don't have enough social battery to find other people. One tried to reach out but I was hella awkward that I probably drove them away :/

#at least I am not vetti in my room #hostel rambles of r

[rasnak2]

I'm in the hostel rn and my anxiety is shooting over the roof. FUCK! I'm not homesick but my socializing quota for the day is so done today

#personal

[rasnak2]

Me thinking I overpacked my large suitcase only to realise I have space in that one but definitely overpacked the smaller one so I have to shift the stuff on the smaller one to another larger one. *sighs*

#the woes of packing for a hostel I suppose

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Me wearing my new walking shoe today and my pinkie hurt so bad after wearing it and walking/standing around for more than 6 hours.

Meanwhile my crocs: I can walk in it for 8 hours and my feet hurt cuz of exhaustion and not because the shoes constrict my toes. There's a reason I prefer the wide shoes. The pointed ones SUCK. Fight me

[rasnak2]

OM NOMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO!!!!

Do you guys remember Om Nom?

#cut the rope was amazing! #Until the ads kicked in #the fucking apps ruin all the childhood games :(

[rasnak2]

For update, I checked the changes page now and found this :(

Seriously, respectfully, WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THE NEW DESKTOP DASHBOARD!!!!!!!

SORRY BUT IT IS TOO FUCKING CLUTTERED AND FRANKLY, NAUSEATING.

Like one second it was the old dash and the next time I refreshed there was a change with no prior info? And no option to revert it back?

Please please please change it back.

#please bro what is going on?? #change the dash back

[rasnak2]

Seriously, respectfully, WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THE NEW DESKTOP DASHBOARD!!!!!!!

SORRY BUT IT IS TOO FUCKING CLUTTERED AND FRANKLY, NAUSEATING.

Like one second it was the old dash and the next time I refreshed there was a change with no prior info? And no option to revert it back?

Please please please change it back.

#tumblr wtf?

[rasnak2]

My anxiety is through the roof and none of my usual outlets seem to be helping. And on top of that AO3 is down. And I'm home alone. Life sucks

[rasnak2]

what people think writing as a hobby is like: oh, i have an idea!   i am actively writing right now!  this is great!!

what writing as a hobby is actually like: oh, i have an idea!  I opened the word document aaaand the idea is gone.  it’s totally fucking gone into the ether.  i try writing it down anyway, but it’s but a pale shadow of its former self, an atrocity that was never meant to exist.  it begs for death, to be released from this page of lies.  i delete the sentence and stare blankly at the document.  the sentence has been freed, but i am still ensnared, unable to escape from this wretched cycle.

[rasnak2]

Guys listen,

Women are simple creatures.

We just need pockets in our pants and dresses.

Trust me every single one on this earth will have a whole huge grin if you get them something with pockets.

#Properly sized pockets I might add if you will #big enough to at least keep our phones without the fear of it falling

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[ID: A digital illustration of Orym and Fearne Calloway from Critical Role. Fearne is a tanuki and Orym is holding her up in front of him. Orym is drawn with a long thin tail with a fluffy end and both his tail and Fearne's are wagging. A green heart is drawn above them. End description.]

Reunited!!

#orym #fearne calloway #critical role #cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #yessss #🥺🥺🥺

[rasnak2]

I am one week away from actually moving to hostel but I have done nothing in terms of prep work and idk what I need. Help please!!! *Internally panicking but trying not to show it*