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haunts me that halsey at 19 and taylor at 33 both wrote about matty healy in religious terms like

#taylor swift #halsey

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when sally rooney wrote “and it was easier and safer to stay in a bad situation than to take responsibility for getting out. Maybe, maybe. I don’t know. I tell myself that I want to live a happy life, and that the circumstances for happiness just haven’t arisen. But what if that’s not true? What if I’m the one who can’t let myself be happy? Because I’m scared, or I prefer to wallow in self-pity, or I don’t believe I deserve good things, or some other reason. Whenever something good happens to me I always find myself thinking: I wonder how long it will be until this turns out badly. And I almost want the worst to happen sooner, sooner rather than later, and if possible straight away, so at least I don’t have to feel anxious about it anymore.” in beautiful world where are you, i felt that

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“Maybe we’re just born to love and worry about the people we know, and to go on loving and worrying, even when there are more important things we should be doing.”

— Sally Rooney, Beautiful World, Where Are You

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i'm never not thinking about the way in normal people sally rooney wrote "i'm not a religious person but i do sometimes think god made you for me" and then in beautiful world, where are you she wrote "if god wanted me to give you up he wouldn't have made me who i am" because it's really all about a love so intense and all consuming that challenges even faith because what is god compared to being loved

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Anaïs Nin, in a letter to Henry Miller, d. March 9, 1932, from A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953

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It's crazy to think that in a few years I'm gonna be a 30 year old teenager

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i will die without routine. also this routine is killing me

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you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

#taylor swift #ttpd #the tortured poets department #the 1975 #lana del rey #the neighbourhood #the arctic monkeys

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Sorry for casting evil spells on you I had low blood sugar

#txt

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i’m in disbelief that there’s people who genuinely still believe the government makes decisions with the people’s best interests in mind rather than making decisions that solely preserves power and allows them to make more money

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Having a crush gives me the same symptoms as psychosis

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don't care + didn't ask + i see beauty in things you wouldn't even begin to ponder

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If you don’t romanticize the mundane I literally don’t know how else to help you

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if you were a tree i’d rest in the shade under your leaves

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“hello my hair looked nice today i wish you saw it’s been a long time since i heard you say something new also nobody hugs me the way you did.” and “i will not mention the last time i saw you. my mouth, so far from yours, i said i am afraid i will spend entire years trying not to need you.” and “i glance off in another direction. but i always glance back at you.”

#web weaving #words #poetry #quotes

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#taylor swift #the manuscript #ttpd #the tortured poets department

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trying so hard to not message them anymore since i don’t have to see them in real life, but god i miss that person so much

#like lol you were basically in my life for two years and i don’t get to hear your voice anymore #tk22 #i know it for the better but :(