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ratass1869 · 2 years
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69 followers. Noice
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Gotta lose 4lbs in 2 weeks and I'm scared I can't do this. I'm terrified
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Unpinning at 130lbs
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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I've consumed maybe 400 cals the last 4 days and I'm not moving on the scale. Does anyone have any idea whats happening? I'm going insane
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Stuck at 136 and on the verge of a mental break down
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Unpinning at 135 lbs
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Just lost 17lbs in 20 days? How? Well I'm not sure. I can tell you though that I am terribly terribly ill
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Mouth feels like I ate glass after last night's accidental purge
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Mouth feels like I ate glass after last night's accidental purge
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Girls that get it, get it. Girls that don't, don't
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Drank two cans of monster and I can feel the colours
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Just lost 17lbs in 20 days? How? Well I'm not sure. I can tell you though that I am terribly terribly ill
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Unpinning at 140lbs
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Don't get me wrong, I hate bulimia BUT last night I ate 3 cheese sandwiches, two chocolate bars and left over desserts from the night before, AND I LOST WEIGHT
Mentally declining
Physically declining
Emotionally declining
But I'm thriving in my own sick and twisted way.
I want to die but I also want to see how far I can go
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Jesus fucking Christ it's been awhile but guess who relapsed, lost 7 pounds and still hates themselves???
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Days one complete
Breakfast- 149
3 rice cakes 102
Cheese spread 47
Lunch- 130
Cream of mushroom soup 130
Snack- 86
Energy drink 86
Dinner- 243
Salad with dressing 33
4 rice cakes 136
Cheese spread 74
Total cals for the day- 608
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ratass1869 · 2 years
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Not me starting abc again because I went on a bender for four days 😔
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