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Favourite Childhood Games: 625 Sandwich Stacker
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This it amazing! Its really good 👏👏👏
I have a request of Corey Cunningham (Halloween Ends) where in the scene with the nurse and Doctor the doctor has a daughter (or gender neutral reader) and is really close friends/crush (or they could be dating either or) with Corey. The Reader comes home before Corey and Michael kills the doctor and Nurse because Corey listens to how much the reader dislikes their father and his affairs. So when Corey goes to kill Readers father Reader sees and helps him kill their father. Maybe Michael takes an interest to the reader too.
I Just gotta say that THIS is freaking awesome. So much inspiration hit when I woke up to write this. Anyways.
⚠️ Halloween Ends Spoilers, mentions of blood, gore, murder, and Psychopathic tendencies, Cursing, and mentions of affair, not proofread
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GN! Reader x Corey Cunningham where when Michael and Corey team up to kill the Nurse and Doctor, they end up meeting the reader, the doctor’s child, as they come home from work. With their disgust at their father and his awful affairs, they help Corey and watches with him as Michael kills the nurse. And afterwards, the reader realizes they may also have a taste for the way blood splatters.
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It had been a long day at work. Corey had left you on read, and wasn’t answering your calls and neither was Ms. Strode. It was a bit frustrating when all you wanted was someone to talk to. You hit the break aggressively as you saw your father’s car in the driveway. “Fuck!” You yelled, face flushed red in anger, “Fuck Fuck Fuck!” You hit the wheel over, and over again. This was the last person you needed to see when you got home. And you just new there was a new little slut with him. Why wouldn’t there be? There always was.
you fought back the tears of fury that fought at the bed of your eyes, getting out and slamming the car door shut. You didn’t even bother to lock it as you swung open the door, resisting the urge to throw your shoes across the house as you took them off and placed them by the door. You sighed as you saw heels beside your shoes, a suit jacket splayed over the back of the couch. The shower was running too. What else was new. But you felt uneasy. Something wasn’t right.
you looked around, passing through the kitchen as you grabbed a large knife, wielding it at your side for any… surprises You rolled your eyes as you saw the wine holder, champagne and a bottle of wine missing. You let the knife fall slightly as you walk to the deck outside, grumbling. “Dad! Hello?” You mess with the lights to get them on as you fumble, seeing glass broken on the floor. No doubt he was already drunk.
“Dad! Get your lazy ass-“ you cover your mouth when you turn around. In the light, you saw your father on the floor, bag over his head as someone sat there, stabbing him over and over. You opened your mouth to speak but couldn’t as something drew you closer to the scene.
You reached out your free hand to touch his bagged face. You look over at the man currently stabbing your father to death as he starts to pull off his mask. There, sitting next to you with your dying father in his arms, was your best friend Corey Cunningham. His curly hair stuck close to his forehead with sweat as blood was dried at a cut near his cheekbone.
You didn’t say a word as Corey reached forwards, grabbing your hand that was holding the knife. He spoke low and gravelly as he guided it towards your fathers chest.
“You hate him. That’s why I did this. You hate how he always brings some bitch home. In the bed your mom slept in. Ignores you all day while he fucks some girl your age like a fucking pedo. So help me.”
He says, raising your hand as you feel something rise inside of you, coursing you to look at your father’s face. You scowl, remembering the girls he brings home as you bring your hand down with force, blood splattering over your face as your chest heaves with slow breaths.
Corey stands up to walk behind you, letting go of your hand as angry tears roll down your face. You bring the knife down again and again, hitting his now-still chest as blood spills over the concrete of the poolside. The knife red now instead of it’s once clean, silver steel.
You let the knife drop with a shaky hand as you stand up slowly, processing what you’d just done. You walk back into Corey as he holds his bloody hands at your arms, keeping them still and calm as he looks down at the scene.
“Doesn’t it feel better? He’s gone. He can’t do anything to you anymore. It’s over.”
You sob as you turn, hugging Corey tightly. You can’t tell if they were tears of relief or grief but either way, you knew things weren’t the same anymore. Suddenly, you heard a voice shriek from inside the house as well as the screen door shut and lock. You and Corey’s heads whipped around as your father’s latest little nurse slut screamed in terror at the sight of your father lying dead.
She ran inside and grabbed the phone, dialing the police. She peered around the corner at you and Corey. you looked up to him and wondered why he wasn’t doing anything. But he simply shook his head as if to tell you to wait. And you did. And you were glad you did as the two of you watched none other than Michael Meyers pin the bitch to the painting with a knife, her blood falling down her leg and pooling on the floor beneath her. It struck something with you. Something awful. You loved the blood that dripped down into a puddle. It was refreshing to know that justice had been served. The object of your hate gone. It lifted the weight off your shoulders.
Michael turned around, filling your body with shock and terror. He still scared you a bit after watching your mother’s life leaving her body from the very fear she felt from this man, her neck bruised and cut, her wrists no better.
But, suddenly he wasn’t so threatening as he walked towards you and Corey, sliding the door open, not bothering to unlock it as the lock broke completely. He walked towards Corey specifically as he pointed at you and Corey nodded. As if they were speaking silently, Michael looked at you, then he walked past you, making your body shiver as he picked your bloody knife off the floor and turned, handing it back to you. You took it in your hands and looked at Corey, who smiled and nodded. And you understood. There was no going back now. You had done this and you weren’t sorry.
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raven-black102 · 2 years
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Robbie Coltrane who played Hagrid in the Harry Potter movies dies at 72. RIP 🖤
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raven-black102 · 2 years
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Imagine # 1,033
Picture NOT mine.
Year posted - 2022
*I literally just saw this movie, and Corey was so freaking cute, like, wow. 😍
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A knock against glass rang out into the darkened room, startling the young woman who had been sleeping soundlessly. Picking up her cellphone she squinted at the bright screen, her eyes adjusting after a moment, the time pulling an annoyed sigh from her. The knock rang out again, sounding more urgent this time. Tossing her blankets aside she slipped out of bed, her feet padding quietly across the soft carpet. Once she reached her window she flung open the curtains without a care, her eyes landing upon that of her childhood best friend, Corey Cunningham. Nimble fingers unlocked the window before pulling it open, leaning out to talk with her friend, who crouched on the damp porch roof in his sweats and band tee, a shirt he had actually stolen from her a few years ago.
"Corey it's 2:00 Am, what are you doing here?" She asked still slightly annoyed for being woken up so early. "I couldn't sleep... The nightmares..." He cast his dark eyes to the portion of roof he stood upon, his shoulders slumped in defeat. (Y/n) observed him with a frown, her heart breaking for him all over again. "Get inside." She instructed as she reached out, grasping the collar of his shirt, urging him forward. Without another word Corey slipped into her room, kicking off his sneakers before closing the window, locking it then closing the curtains. (Y/n) flicked on her blue fairy lights, the dull color offering little light, but enough for Corey to cross her room without tripping. "Come here." (Y/n) held her arms open, while Corey stood beside her bed, feeling a little anxious.
Regardless he joined her upon the bed, laying himself between her parted thighs, so he could rest his head against her chest. (Y/n)'s legs closed in around him, and her arms wrapped around his shoulders protectively, her hands finding rest within his dark hair. "I'm sorry." Corey muttered softly, only just loud enough to be heard over the fan. "Don't be. I promised I'd always be here for you." She reassured him, kissing the crown of his head affectionately, a smile tugging at her lips when his arms tightened around her midsection. "I didn't know where else to go." He admitted. "It's okay." She whispered, softly petting his hair. "Rest now Corey, I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere." She promised.
"I love you." Corey leaned his head back to look into her eyes, his own eyes glossy with emotion. "I know. I love you too." She murmured with a sad smile, thinking he couldn't love her the way she loves him. "No... I mean..." He sat up, cupping her face between his hands. "I love you (Y/n)." He emphasized, his thumbs brushing away the tears that slipped from her eyes. "I love you too." She sniffled with a smile, overjoyed that he didn't mean it platonically. Corey smiled for the first time in months, before he surged forward crashing his soft lips against (Y/n)'s. They fit together like puzzle pieces, lips moving together in perfect synchronicity. A soft sigh pulling from (Y/n) when Corey nipped at her lip, asking for entrance.
She granted him access, her heart fluttering at the groan that escaped him when he slipped his tongue into her mouth. By the time they parted they were panting heavily, desperate for air, while a small string of saliva connected their lips. Corey leaned forward pecking her lips delicately before resting his forehead against hers. "You're the only one that believes me." He whispered softly. "I'm not the only one." She insisted, knowing there were others that sympathized. "No... You're the only one... Everyone else doubts that it was an accident, I can see it in their eyes... All except for yours, you believe me without a single doubt." He closed his eyes, rubbing his nose against hers softly.
"Because I know you Corey, I know you better than anyone. You're not a monster. You're the man I love." (Y/n) cooed gently, rubbing her own nose against his the same way he had. "The love of my life." She admitted in a whisper. "Say you'll never leave me." Corey begged as he opened his eyes, peering into hers with desperation. "I'll never leave you Corey... I'd rather die than leave you." She admitted, gasping when he surged forward once more, kissing her with a fiery passion that made her heart swoon. Her fingers coiling into his soft hair, pulling him in impossibly closer, desperate to be consumed by him entirely. Unaware, or uncaring to the dangers that await them both.
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*Oh I can't wait to read fanfics about Corey. 🥰 Hope you enjoyed mine! 💚
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Hopes, Dreams, and Everything In Between (Morpheus x Reader)
Summary: Just when Morpheus finally escapes capture at the hands of the Burgess lineage and begins to make his way back to his realm, his weak connection to his power disappears completely. Left stranded in a world with no knowledge of what has transpired for over a century, no powers, and no clothes, Dream of the Endless must let down his guard and place his trust in a human whose path he was quite literally dropped in the middle of.
Word count: 10.7k
A/N: So! Here we are, with what is arguably the longest oneshot I've ever written. @glitchmeharder had left a comment on a post I made, pointing out that they wanted more fics of Morpheus getting stuck in the Waking World and needing to live with Reader for a little bit.
My mind took this sentence and RAN with it. Like, I apologize in advance for how long this is. I'm pretty pleased with it though, especially for my first Morpheus fic. I hope you're pleased with it too.
(Also, the POV jumps back and forth between Morpheus and Reader, but it alternates every other section and is pretty clear which POV is which)
(Also-also I've been staring at this fic for so long now I don't even know if it makes sense anymore)
Let me know your thoughts! Likes are appreciated, comments, asks, and reblogs make my world go round! My inbox is always open for you guys :)
*This fic uses she/her pronouns and includes the use of Y/n*
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Freedom.
After being held captive for 106 long, painful years, Lord Morpheus, Dream of the Endless, King of Dreams and Nightmares, is on the precipice of securing his freedom. The younger Burgess’s lover had erased a small part of the runes encircling his glass cage with the wheel of the old man’s wheelchair, sending little more than a sorrowful glance back towards the prisoner. So this was how he would attempt to secure his safety, by breaking the circle of runes surrounding him. Barely a scuff, really, but it’s enough.
It’s enough for Morpheus to feel the faintest bit of his power return to him.
It’s enough that it’s all too easy for him to influence one of the security guards, waxing poetically about his upcoming beach vacation, to close his eyes for just a moment.
It’s enough for a dream to form, one of sun and sea and sand. Sand that Morpheus is able to gather a handful of, right in front of the horrified guard’s dreaming eyes.
The guard, lost in his dream nightmare, shoots at what he thinks is Morpheus. In the Waking World, he’s shooting at the orb that he’s meant to be diligently watching. A bullet hits, and a crack forms. Another, and another, and another, even as the other guard screams at her colleague to stop.
The glass explodes, and Morpheus fills his lungs with his first huff of fresh air in over a century. He can’t get lost in the joy that threatens to burst like a dam at finally seeing and feeling freedom. Not when he has a job to do, not when he has a kingdom to return home to.
He steps past the broken runes, now useless at keeping him trapped, and towards the two that are commanding him to stop where he is. He does as they ask, standing still in front of them. When the female orders him to open his closed fist, he is nice enough to listen to that command as well, lifting it to his mouth and blowing the sand in their faces.
A portal forms above him, and all Morpheus can think of is home. The Dreaming. He can feel it calling to him, a kingdom beckoning its ruler back. His power lifts him, and Morpheus welcomes the sensation of traveling through realms.
Then, just as quickly as he had his power, he loses it again.
Like a spelunker who’s just had their trusty rope give out on them, Dream finds himself free-falling with no way of stopping or controlling where he’s going. He tries desperately to clutch onto the tendrils of power that have abandoned him, but they refuse to obey.
He lands harshly on cold pavement, weak and disoriented with no idea of where he is. There’s a flash of blinding lights, the sound of rubber squealing, and then…
Darkness.
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It’s late at night, late enough that the few traffic lights that you pass are continuously blinking red and yellow. You hadn’t intended to be out so late, but catching up with friends at a restaurant had led to all of you losing track of time, talking and laughing and reminiscing until a manager politely informed your table that the restaurant had closed ten minutes prior.
Large tips had been left as apologies and your group hustled out of the door, leaving one another with hugs and goodbyes and promises to do this again, sooner than the months it had taken to get together in the first place. You got into your car, locking the doors immediately after, and you were happy.
Still, as you watched those you know and cherish depart with their significant others, you can’t help the pang of melancholy that taints an otherwise-wonderful evening. You’re at the age now where everybody that you know is in relationships, getting engaged and married and settling down and coupling up. You, however…are not. And you’re happy with being single, truly; the best company you can have is yourself. But knowing that you’re going to return home to your quiet apartment, where you’ll go to sleep in your empty bed and wake up to eat breakfast alone before repeating the monotonous cycle that is working a full time job and being an adult in general is making you just a little bitter.
You dwell on this as you drive the deserted roads home, even though you shouldn’t be. Shaking your head at your tendency to mope, you decide to do something about it and turn your radio up with the hopes that something good is playing on the random playlist that had begun when your phone automatically connected to the car’s sound system. Hell, maybe even something bad. Anything to get you out of this thought pattern that is quickly attempting to derail your mood.
“Now here I go again, I see the crystal vision
I keep my visions to myself
But it's only me who wants to wrap around your dreams, and
Have you any dreams you'd like to sell, dreams of loneliness?”
Ironic, considering you were just lamenting your own loneliness, but you’ll forgive Stevie Nicks for almost anything, so you let it slide. Tapping your thumbs on the steering wheel, you hum along to the song and stare out at the empty, rainy landscape ahead.
Empty, until it’s suddenly not.
You don’t look away from the road, you know that you don’t. But in the literal blink of an eye, a white figure appears right in front of your car. Slamming on the brakes with a scream, you watch as the figure collapses ahead of you. You don’t hit whatever it is, thankfully, and after lurching to a harsh stop, you peer through the windshield at what your headlights illuminate.
It’s a person, or at least you think it is. They’re pale, paler than any person you’ve seen before. They’re also stark naked, which, for a number of reasons, can’t be comfortable. Should you get out and help?
You bite your lip as you consider this, stories of human trafficking ploys and hitchhiking serial killers appearing at the forefront of your mind. It’s dangerous, and probably stupid, but something in you knows that this isn’t a scheme to kidnap you. Your eyes were on the road the entire time, and this being was literally dropped down right in front of your car. Grabbing your phone, throwing your hazards on, and unhooking the pepper spray from your keys, you cautiously open your car door and walk to the front of your car.
“Are you okay?” you ask, looking down at the man. 
He’s laying on his side, his face tucked into the crook of his arm. A mop of unruly, jet-black hair covers any other facial features that might have made him distinguishable to you. 
He doesn’t answer, and you swallow harshly. Oh God, is he dead? You thought you didn’t hit him, and your car doesn’t have any damage, but maybe you did.
Crouching down next to him, you take note of just how skinny he is when you lay a hand on his wrist to check his pulse (which is thankfully thrumming steadily beneath his near-translucent skin). No, not skinny. The man in front of you looks emaciated. What happened to him?, you wonder as you move your hand to his bony shoulder and begin to shake him.
“Hey, can you hear me?” 
This time, a muffled groan answers you. Okay, that’s better than before. At least he’s semi-conscious. Still, he doesn’t look well at all, and you should probably get him to a hospital to be checked out. When you voice this thought, you finally elicit a reaction from him. Long, ice-cold fingers grip your wrist weakly, and you stare at him in shock as he mumbles something unintelligible.
“What?” You lean down next to his covered face, trying to hear what he’s saying.
“No…” he mutters. “Please…no…hospital.”
He’s delirious, that much is obvious. Still, you find yourself mulling over his request. He really does need some sort of medical attention, but he managed to muster up enough strength to specifically tell you that he didn’t want to go to a hospital. As you think about it, you also start to come around to the “no hospital” idea. 
After all, what are you going to do? Show up at the hospital and dump a naked, starving man on their doorstep while claiming that you have no idea how he got like this? At best, the authorities would probably be called and you’d be questioned for kidnapping. No, it’s probably for the best to keep away from the hospital.
Logically, you know that you’re so stupid for even considering the idea that you’ve had. But really, what is this man going to be able to do to you? Even if he weren’t in and out of consciousness, he’s so frail that you could easily take him down were he to try and attack you. Against your better judgment, you decide what you’re going to do.
“I’ll be right back,” you assure the man, who you’re not even sure can hear you, before you stand up. “I think I have a blanket in the trunk of my car.”
A quick search through your mess of a trunk does reveal a blanket, hauled around at the insistence of your mother who preached needing an “emergency kit” in your car at all times. Now, you silently thank her as you grab it and hurry back to the man, though you definitely will not mention to her what the emergency kit was finally used for.
You haul him to a sitting position, his head falling back limply as you fix the blanket over his shoulders. “Do you think you can stand? I’ll get you to the car, I just need to get you on your feet.”
He makes a slight movement that looks like a nod, so you move his arm around your shoulder and wait until you feel his light grasp on your shirt before slowly bringing both of you to stand. Once you’re sure that you’re not going to drop him, you struggle with him towards your car. He’s lighter than most adult men, but considering he’s dead weight, it’s still tough to walk with him. You fumble with the handle of the car door, nearly throwing it open so that you only have to let go of him for a brief moment.
You cringe when he falls backwards onto the seats, landing harshly across them. It doesn’t seem to hurt him at all, the only sign that he even felt anything is a groan in the back of his throat. Whispering out a “sorry,” you cover his body with the blanket and make sure all of him is in the car before closing the door and getting into the driver’s seat.
Sighing heavily, you think about your life choices as you glance into the rearview mirror to look at the unconscious man in the back of your car. You’re really going to do this, aren’t you? Taking home a naked man that passed out on the road in front of your car so that you can hopefully wake him up and get him well enough to be on his way without killing you?
Yes, you are.
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The first thought that crosses Dream’s mind when consciousness finally returns to him is that his limbs ache. They really, truly ache. It’s not often that an Endless has lingering pains, but it does happen. He stretches his legs out in front of him, feeling his muscles twinge as he attempts to loosen them.
The next thought that crosses Dream’s mind is that he shouldn’t be able to stretch any of his limbs, considering he’s meant to be curled up in a glass ball.
His eyes snap open when he realizes this, and he’s bewildered to find that he’s not staring at guards looking at him disdainfully from the table they’re always perched at, nor is he looking at the wrought-iron bars separating the large, underground room from the staircase upstairs. No, instead, he’s looking up at what looks to be a ceiling fan, spinning lazily around and around.
The events of what happened before he ended up here (wherever “here” is) begin to come back to him in fragments. First the runes being erased, then securing the sand from the guard’s dream. The orb shattering, sand being blown, and beginning to make his way home. That’s where his memory becomes muddled.
There were lights, and a voice. He thinks he remembers the vague sensation of being moved, but he’s not too sure. Whatever happened, he ended up here…on a couch, under a number of blankets. Certainly not in the same basement that he had been in for over a century, with its familiar cold seeping through the very glass he found himself trapped in. No, this room is warm and inviting. Comforting, almost.
Wherever he is, it’s not in the Dreaming. More alarmingly still is that he can’t sense the Dreaming at all. After that small glimpse of his power that got him out of the Burgess basement, his power has completely abandoned him. A not-unusual feeling, considering he spent the last 106 years without it, but being “free” and powerless is not something that he’s used to.
He has had a lot of time to think about what his lack of power feels like. After a few decades, the best he could liken it to is missing a sense or losing a limb. It’s something functional, something that he should have, but that he doesn’t. Cruelly, he was granted a taste of what he should have for a mere second before fate or karma or the universe itself decided to play yet another cruel joke on him.
Dream slowly takes in his surroundings, his thoughts sluggish and confused. There’s a table next to the couch he’s laid on, a glass of water placed on it. A black screen sits on a stand across the room, and he stares at his reflection in it for a moment before the sound of humming draws his attention away.
A figure – the person humming, he assumes – comes through a doorway, eyes immediately meeting his own. Curiously, she smiles at him when she notices this. Dream’s muscles tense, on guard in the presence of an unknown being so soon after escaping Burgess. Has he escaped one prison, only to land in another?
“You’re awake!” she exclaims, as though she’s happy to see this. “How are you feeling?”
He ignores the human’s question. “This is not the Dreaming.”
“No, this is my apartment.”
“I must go.” Dream attempts to stand up, but finds that he struggles to just barely sit up. “I need to return to my realm.”
“You’re not going anywhere, look at you! You’re too weak to even move.”
She begins to approach him, but the glower he sends her way is enough to stop her in her tracks. It does not matter that she was stating the obvious when she said what she did, referencing his physicality. He will not be told what he can and cannot do, where he is allowed to exist. Not anymore. “Do not come any closer, mortal.”
“Okay, I won’t.” 
She puts her hands up in the air, presumably to show him that she means no harm. The move reminds him of what one might do in the presence of a frightened animal. In her mind, he is a frightened animal. 
“Have you drank any of that water? I don’t know where you were before I found you, but you look like you haven’t had anything to eat or drink in a while.”
He looks at her warily, but slowly takes the glass that is apparently designated for him. After over a century, he’s more than a little parched. Though he will not show any gratitude before it is earned, he is thankful that at least one of his needs is being met.
The woman waits patiently for him to make the next move, choosing to sit on a large chair near the couch and tap at a rectangle she holds in her hands. Morpheus appreciates not being watched as he greedily drains the water that he’s been offered. Only after he places the now-empty glass back on the table does she look up at him and wait for him to make the first move.
“How did I end up here?” Morpheus asks slowly.
“When I found you, you basically appeared in the middle of the road from out of nowhere. You were passed out, and you only really came around so that you could tell me not to take you to a hospital.” She nervously plays with her hands, which rest in her lap. “I wasn’t about to leave you out there, so I brought you here.”
“Why?”
It comes out harsher than he intended, but considering the only interaction he’s had for so long with other beings involved threats and pleas for immortality, riches, and power, he isn’t expecting much. In fact, Morpheus is preparing himself to listen to her list of demands before acting. Though he’s powerless right now and unable to manipulate her dreams the way that he did the guards at Fawney Rig, he still has millenia of experience to draw on when it comes to escaping a captor.
Contrary to his belief, she looks at him in surprise. “Why?” When he nods, she shrugs. “I guess…because if I were naked and unconscious in the middle of the road on a rainy night, I’d want somebody to help me to relative safety.”
Ah. It’s at this point that Dream realizes that he is, in fact, very much still naked. Though he’s hardly shy about his form, he is aware that most humans have a more puritanical point of view when it comes to the covering of bodies.
“Are you hungry? You look like you’ve been starved, so I’m guessing it’s been a while since you’ve had something to eat.” The woman stands and takes the glass off of the table, musing to herself as she walks to another room. “We’ll probably have to start you on something light so that you can get used to eating again. Maybe toast?”
She doesn’t stop rambling even as she returns and hands Morpheus another glass of water. Though, even if she were to stop long enough to take a breath, Morpheus doesn’t know what he would say. He’s so bewildered at this entire situation that the Prince of Stories himself is at a loss for words.
He’s been left completely powerless in the Waking World, and he would have to fend for himself were it not for this random human whose path he’s been literally dropped in the middle of. A human who, apparently, has no devious intentions towards him, though he finds it hard to believe that all humans aren’t evil and heartless like Roderick Burgess and those complicit in his captivity. He finds it especially hard to believe that the first human he comes across after the Burgess affair would be the exact opposite of those he’s been around for so long.
Destiny himself must surely be breaking his stoic demeanor to laugh at his younger brother’s misfortunes.
“Seriously, when was the last time you ate something?” After a moment of silence, Morpheus realizes she’s asking him a question.
His attention is brought back to the woman, who’s reclaimed her seat in the chair across the room. Lifting his chin, and with what he hopes is a voice befitting the ruler he once was, he says, “One hundred and six years ago.”
She laughs at what she assumes is a joke, until she realizes that the expression on his face doesn’t change. He can see this mortal begin to make the connections in her mind. His mention of his beloved realm, the fact that he called her “mortal” to begin with, the century plus of imprisonment. The Waking World is so quick to dismiss magic and the supernatural as “fairy tales;” if it is beyond their comprehension, then it therefore doesn’t exist.
Yet, even with what they believe to be sound logic, humans just know when they encounter something that they can’t quite explain. Morpheus has always seen it in the way that people back up when he or his siblings or any of the many other preternatural beings that wander this plane walk past. The fear in their eyes as something primal activates within them, something telling them that they are no longer the apex predator.
Even with his lack of powers, he still carries his innate abilities that are woven into his very being. He can hear the woman’s heart beat faster, see her pupils dilate in apprehension. She knows, even if she does not want to admit it.
Quietly, she asks, “Who are you? What are you?”
“I am Lord Morpheus, Dream of the Endless, King of Dreams and Nightmares.”
A long minute passes as she takes in the information he’s given her. She does not run away from him in fright (which has happened to him a couple of times), nor does she call for someone who will attempt to capture Morpheus and use his powers to their own advantage. Instead, she thinks over what she’s heard and nods.
“It’s nice to meet you, Lord Morpheus, Dream of the Endless, King of Dreams and Nightmares,” she smiles after saying all of his titles, apparently finding it amusing to be in the presence of a king, “I’m Y/n.”
Morpheus is not used to thanking others, especially mortals. However, this woman’s helpfulness seems to warrant that he learns how to do so, so he nods. “I thank you for offering me aid in my time of need, Y/n.”
“I’m going to get you some food.” He hardly opens his mouth to make a rebuttal before she’s pointing at him accusingly. “Don’t argue with me, you need food. Then after that, we’ll get you some clothes. Sound good?”
She doesn’t wait for an answer before she’s back through the door, presumably towards the kitchen. Though Morpheus is still wary of relying on anybody, let alone a human, he doesn’t exactly have a choice. Not when he’s this weak, and certainly not when he’s powerless. No, he has no choice but to place his trust in this strong-willed woman who was crazy enough to rescue a stranger in the rain.
Fates help him.
•••
So, the random, naked stranger you saved out of the middle of the road turns out to rule the collective unconscious of all of humanity. And he now lives on your couch for the time being (with clothes, thankfully; you had procured a shirt and a pair of sweatpants for him when he had finally agreed to let you help him), because he’s apparently lost the powers that connect him to said collective unconscious. No big deal.
You didn’t want to believe Morpheus at first. After all, just the mere idea of some being who is eons old and is, in his words, “the anthropomorphic personification of the concept of dreams” sounds insane. But the same sense that told you that it was safe to take him home tells you that he’s telling the truth. And as you get to know him more, you find that that sense was right.
From the way that he talks to the memories of empires long gone and the recollections of those great figures of history that he’s met and inspired, all of which he shares with you as the days go by and it becomes obvious that he can’t just ignore you and hope that you go away, you find it very easy to believe him. He hasn’t given you a reason to not believe him, and until he does, you’ll continue to trust what he tells you.
It’s at least a week before your new roommate is strong enough to move easily around your apartment, though he still looks half-starved. On his second day of staying at your apartment, you had offered to help him to the shower. After all, if you had been deprived of showering for 106 years, it would be one of the first things that you wanted to do. After thinking it over for a long couple of minutes, Morpheus had begrudgingly agreed. The moment he attempted to stand, he had been unable to support himself and had fallen to his knees. This left him no choice but to take your outstretched hand.
It was very obvious that the proud king felt humiliated at needing to use you to support most of his weight as you maneuvered him through your apartment and to the bathroom. You couldn’t exactly blame him, because you’re sure that it is humiliating, especially when you’re a being that’s normally more powerful than a literal god who has to rely on a mere human for help walking a few feet.
According to Morpheus, if he had his powers, he would have recovered at a much faster rate. Since he doesn’t, though, and he’s effectively human for the time being, he has to recover as a human would. When you come home from running a couple of errands one day to find him sitting up on the couch without needing to lean on anything for support, reading a book from your collection, you’re extremely glad to see that his “human” recovery is progressing nicely.
As time passes, though, you’ve found an odd companionship with him. He’s slowly become less wary of you, and you of he, which has allowed you both to trust the other and actually, dare you say it, form a tenuous friendship.
It seems like he’d been expecting you to basically tiptoe around him and ignore him throughout the duration of his stay with you. Considering you don’t want to wake up to a corpse on your couch because you abandoned him in his time of need, and because you’re a person with a conscience, you’ve done the exact opposite, much to his chagrin and bewilderment.
You’re in the kitchen chopping vegetables for a soup, still working on building Morpheus up towards being able to eat actual meals, when he actually comes to you seeking companionship. He hovers at the edge of the kitchen, watching silently as you go through the familiar motions. Finally, he moves just a couple of steps closer, like a feral cat being enticed by food from a human who’s determined not to look at them. It’s not that far off from reality, you realize.
“What are you doing?” he asks.
Though it’s pretty damn obvious what you’re doing, you decide not to be sarcastic with him. “Making soup.”
He nods, leaning against the counter to watch. You feel a bit like you’re on a cooking show with the way that he’s viewing your actions so intently.
“What’s so interesting?” you ask after another moment of unwillingly being on Iron Chef.
“I suppose I’ve never really watched someone cook before.”
The knife pauses in midair, and you turn to look at him. “I’m sorry, what? You’ve been alive for as long as beings have had consciousness, but you’ve never watched someone cook?”
“It’s not often that I have to eat. If I choose to enjoy food, the palace staff typically prepares it for me.”
Oh yeah. It’s easy to forget that Morpheus literally has a castle when he’s standing in your kitchen with bedhead. You would make a joke about him being spoiled, but you suppose that if you were in his position, you also never would have taken the time to actually step inside a kitchen.
“Do you want to learn?”
“How to cook?” You nod. “Are you sure that you want to teach me?”
“I’m literally just going to have you cutting vegetables,” you say with a laugh. “It’s a pretty easy task, even for you, your highness.”
His lips just barely move upwards, and you stare at him, stunned. Did he just smile at you? You didn’t even know that he knew how to do that. You’re about to try and convince yourself that it was just a trick of the light when he says, “Being that I am a king, it’s ‘your majesty,’ not ‘your highness.’”
He did smile! And he made a joke! It’s such a small accomplishment, yet you can’t help but to feel immensely proud of yourself. Hiding your own pleased grin, you step back from the cutting board. “Okay your majesty, come over here so I can teach you to cut vegetables.”
Morpheus definitely isn’t going to be on any cooking shows of his own anytime soon. Actually, you don’t know that you’d even trust him to be in the kitchen by himself anytime soon. He nearly cuts off a finger a couple of times, and he struggles to figure out how to hold whatever he’s cutting so that it can actually be cut. The vegetables he’s been in charge of cutting are uneven, but you can see how proud he is of having completed this task himself. You’re proud of him too; though you can tease him for having never done something like cooking before, it must be hard to learn a new skill after so long.
After this, Morpheus becomes less of an unwilling house guest who’s only putting up with you because he physically can’t leave and more of a friend. It became inevitable that you would have to spend time together, since he’s living on your couch until he can figure out how to get back to the Dreaming, but it’s become actually enjoyable to be in his presence, and vice versa. Though he can still be cold, distant, and haughty, that’s to be expected. Your relationship has changed, and he’s changed.
It takes a couple of weeks, but Morpheus finally starts to feel well enough to re-enter the land of the living. At least, he’s well enough to insist that he can start researching how to regain his powers or go home. Naturally, you join him. Morpheus has long-since given up on asking you why you help him, finally realizing that this is just how you are. If he wanted to be left alone, he should have landed in front of the car of someone who didn’t care about his well-being.
You’re sitting in your local public library with him, one of your now-regular visits as you search through book after book to try and find answers. The both of you are tucked in a corner near a set of windows, enjoying the way that the sun warms your skin. Books from a variety of subjects are scattered all around you; religion and history, mythology and occult. Anything that could potentially give you an idea of how to help an Endless regain the powers that they were created with. Needless to say, there’s not a lot of material written on this topic.
Yet another book with no answers is tossed to the side in frustration, and you begin to just fire off random ideas off the top of your head. Most of them involve seeking the help of any magic contacts that Morpheus has here in the Waking World, which is made difficult by the fact that Morpheus has no way of contacting these beings. Both because of his lack of powers, as well as the fact that he’s not the most open person for one to make a contact with.
(“You? Not friendly? I’m shocked, truly,” you had said with obvious sarcasm coloring your tone. Morpheus simply sighed, turning the page of the book he’s reading harsher than needed.
“Yes, have your laughs at my expense.”)
It’s more than a little discouraging to have absolutely no answers, and you’re starting to get desperate. You tap your fingers against a book you’ve already looked through, hoping that maybe you’ll learn something through osmosis.
“You could…”
You pause, trying to think of a good idea. Your mind is racing as you turn from logical plans that could actually work to the illogical. After all, if you can’t find something that works, you’re at least going to have some fun. 
“Throw me off a bridge, maybe? That’d surely get your sister to show up.”
Morpheus only looks at you. “That is not funny, Y/n.”
“I didn’t say it was!”
“I know your sense of humor well enough by now to know that you find this suggestion of yours at least slightly amusing.”
Your lips twitch, because he’s right. The mental image of Morpheus chucking you off a bridge and then eagerly waiting for his sister, literal Death, to appear while you’re screaming and falling to your end does make you want to laugh. 
“Well, it’s the only idea I’ve got,” you say with a shrug.
“A terrible idea, truly.”
You roll your eyes jokingly and mutter, “Jerk.”
When you first met Morpheus, he would have taken your words and actions quite seriously and been offended at the perceived insults. Now, he simply rolls his eyes right back at you and smirks. Just one of the many things that have changed between you.
It’s here, on the floor of the library, that things majorly change between you. It’s here that Morpheus kisses you for the first time.
You had taken a solo walk around a few of the shelves under the guise of seeing if you had missed any research, but really you needed to get away from the corner of no answers before you started shredding books out of anger. It helped enough that you were able to return to the research with fresh eyes, and it seems like it’s paying off.
In a book about pagan rituals, you find the first promising information that you’ve seen in the last three library trips. You lay your hand on Morpheus’s shoulder to get his attention. “Wait, listen to this! This book talks about summoning the Fates.” 
You point down to the passage. 
“‘It is fitting to begin December with an offering to the Three Fates, the weavers of destiny. Put out three small cups of red wine, fruit and bread, along with three knives. This is a way of honoring the powers that will bring more provisions during the coming year. Have ready three candles, red, black and white.’ It’s not December, but I would think this could potentially be done year-round? We give them an offering, they recognize who it’s coming from, and they give us some answers. What do you think?”
When you look up at Morpheus, you find him already looking at you with his beautiful blue eyes. He’s told you that, when he has his powers, his eyes resemble two stars. With the way that they always twinkle when they catch the light just right, you’d argue that they already do. You smile at him, unable to stop the awkward giggle that escapes you as he continues to look at you with something you can’t quite name.
“What?”
His eyes look from your eyes to your lips and back again. Your breath catches in your throat as you realize what he’s about to do, a mere moment before he leans in and presses his lips to yours.
Morpheus is a really good kisser, which is to be expected since he’s been alive for longer than you can fathom. He kisses you softly and sweetly, and the butterflies that flutter in your stomach make you feel a bit like a teenager receiving her first kiss from a beau. You sigh against his lips, bringing a hand to his cheek while he places one of his on the back of your neck.
Then, it actually hits you what you’re doing. Though you don’t want to (like, you really don’t want to), you need to put a stop to this. What if the only reason he’s doing this is because he feels some sense of gratitude towards you for saving him in the first place? You can’t take advantage of him like that, even if he is a very attractive man that is currently kissing you.
“Wait.” You put a hand on his chest to put some space between you, though you still rest your forehead against his. “I don’t want you to kiss me just because I’m letting you crash on my couch.”
“Do you think that I am incapable of making my own decisions?”
“No, of course not! I just–I worry that you feel like you owe me, or something. You don’t.”
You can feel Morpheus smile under your touch. “It is chivalrous of you to refuse me because you believe that you are taking advantage of me. However, I can assure you that you need not worry.”
“Are you sure? What about, like, power dynamics?”
“Y/n, I’m eons old. If anything, I have all of the power here based solely on that.” Oh, yeah. Before you can actually beat yourself up over the stupidity of that statement, he continues. “I can promise you that I have my wits about me, and there is nothing clouding my decision-making. I care for you, and I would very much like to continue kissing you.”
“Okay,” you whisper, unable to believe that this is actually happening.
He laughs lightly. “Now, may I kiss you again?”
You nod. “Yeah, you can definitely kiss me again.”
Morpheus is more than happy to reclaim your lips with his.
It would almost be embarrassing, how quickly you’ve fallen in love with Morpheus, if it weren’t for the fact that he’s fallen just as fast. You’ve lived blissfully in your own little corner of heaven with him for almost four months now. Though getting him home is still important to both of you, it’s also become less of a priority as you’ve fallen more in love with each other.
(He’s also very happy to be sleeping in bed with you instead of on the couch.)
Laying in bed with him one night, you’re transfixed with mapping out every inch of his skin that you can touch with your fingers and watching goosebumps form in their wake. You don’t think you’ll ever get over just how unreal Morpheus seems to be. You understand, of course, that this is due to the fact that he’s an Endless, that he is physically more than a human, and thus a human form can not truly contain all of him. But to be up close and personal to such a phenomenon really drives home just how ethereal he really is. You can easily see why he’s been mistaken as a god so many times throughout history.
“What’s it like?” you whisper to him, unwilling to fully break the tranquility you’re experiencing.
In the dim light, Morpheus looks at you. “What is what like, beloved?”
Your heart jumps at the pet name, so sweet and unexpected. Fighting to keep your wits about you, you ask, “Your kingdom. The Dreaming.”
“I don't even know where to begin when I tell you that it is the most wondrous place you will ever lay eyes upon.” He closes his eyes briefly and sighs wistfully. “It has been over a century since I have been home, and yet I can still see it as if I were merely there yesterday.”
“If it’s hard to talk about, you don’t have to.” You should have realized that asking him about the home he currently has no way of getting back to would make him upset.
“It does not make me sad to talk about it. Rather, I love the Dreaming so much that it overwhelms me sometimes. I am the Dreaming, you see. It is a part of me.”
“So it’s perfect, then.” You don’t mean to say that out loud, but the way that Morpheus looks away bashfully makes you glad that you did.
“That is what some believe, yes. It’s a vast plane, considering all the universe’s dreamers use it when they close their eyes at night. The area around the palace, my direct kingdom, is stunning. Imagine the most beautiful landscape you can. That beauty would pale in comparison to Fiddler’s Green, with its orchards and valleys and rivers and mountains.”
“Really?”
“Mm. My personal favorite is a small clearing ringed by trees that make it seem as though you’re completely blocked off from the rest of existence. There’s a waterfall there, too, and I believe you’d quite enjoy the mermaids.”
All of it sounds wonderful, but that last word has your mind sparking with excitement. “Mermaids? Like…actual mermaids?”
“Of course. Mermaids are creatures of dreams. And nightmares. They are subjects in my realm.”
“That’s amazing.” You pause for a moment. “Would I be able to meet them?”
“You will be able to do anything you wish when I finally get to bring you to my realm. Though, it may be difficult to get you out of the library once you’re there.”
“I should have assumed you’d have a library.”
“Yes, and it is my sanctuary in the Dreaming. The library holds every book that has ever been written, every book that will be written, and even books that have merely been ideas in the minds of authors. It is overseen by Lucienne, without whom I fear the library would fall into permanent disrepair.”
“That sounds wonderful.” You yawn, your eyes too heavy to keep open for much longer. Morpheus notices this and pulls you closer to him. “Tell me more about it. Then maybe I’ll get lucky and be able to catch a glimpse of it while I sleep.”
It’s merely wishful thinking, considering dreams since the night that Roderick Burgess trapped Morpheus in his basement have been nothing more than fragments of scenarios. But his voice is so deep and calming, and you can tell that it makes him happy to talk of his home. Maybe tonight will be the night that the Dreaming decides to welcome its king back home. And even if it doesn’t, you’ll enjoy falling asleep in your lover’s arms.
•••
When Morpheus first woke up after his captivity, alone and confused and without his powers, he thought that he would never be able to feel anything except anger. Anger at his situation, anger towards those that had captured them. And for a few days, anger was all that he felt. But slowly and surely, Y/n had managed to chip away at the anger that had threatened to harden around his heart. Though he was not looking for love, nor did he expect to ever deserve love again after everything he had done to ruin every relationship he had been in, he had found it with her. The anger became replaced with an incandescent happiness, happiness that threatened to swallow Morpheus whole if he allowed it.
And he was certainly tempted.
It’s been approximately four months since the night he was freed, but it certainly hadn’t felt that way. Where he had spent the past 106 years counting day after agonizing day, four months with his beloved seemed to pass in the blink of an eye; an impressive feat for an Endless. Morpheus has, dare he say it, enjoyed getting to be a human, learning more about humanity and all that he had missed. Though he still lamented the loss of something so integral to his very being as his powers, his realm, he was able to recognize the gift that he had been given in spending the last four months with Y/n.
He’s sitting with her on the couch where it seems as though everything began, reading yet another book in the hopes that he might find a way to regain his powers, while she watches a movie on the television about some sort of battle in space (yet another aspect of humanity that she enjoyed teaching him, modern technology and everything along with it). She had meant to show him this movie, claiming that it was one of her favorites and that she believed every being needed to see this. Of course, it took a total of five minutes before he found himself hopelessly lost among the plot and had turned to the book next to him.
She had pouted for a moment, more to try and make him feel bad than from actually being upset. He had simply smirked in her direction, kissing her forehead before laying his arm around her and drawing her closer to him. Yet another thing that he loves about her, among many things, is that he can just exist in companionable silence with her. It’s rare, at least in his experience, when one finds another where this is possible.
Her head falls against his shoulder, and he smiles down at her when he sees she’s fallen asleep. In moments like these, he wishes more than anything that he was connected to the Dreaming once more. What he wouldn’t give to be able slip into her mind and give her the sweetest dreams that she deserves. As he closes his eyes and leans his head against hers, he imagines that he can feel that link to his realm.
After a moment, Morpheus opens his eyes and jarringly realizes that he can feel it. Her dreams, and the Dreaming itself. After 106 long years, the Dreaming returns to him as naturally as if he had simply blinked. His power suddenly twining through his veins again, something which he had taken for granted nearly his entire existence, has tears pricking at his eyes. Oh, how he has missed this.
Morpheus can return home now to reclaim his mantle and rule the Dreaming once more. He should be thrilled about this. He is thrilled about it. Thrilled, until he looks at the sleeping woman leaning against him and realizes that a decision must be made, and soon.
His power has returned, yet it’s still incredibly weak. Weak from not using them so long, and weak due to his not having his tools–his sand, his helm, and his ruby. Thus, he cannot be at his full strength until he recovers them. Will his power disappear yet again if he waits too long? If he wakes her to relay the good news, to take a moment to say goodbye, will the Dreaming escape from him? If his power does leave again, will he ever have another chance such as this?
It’s something that he cannot risk. And yet, he finds himself unsure, even though he knows what he has to do. This woman, this mortal, has managed to ensnare his heart so completely that Morpheus considers potentially forsaking his kingdom just for the chance to properly part with her in the way that he wants to, in the way that she deserves.
Morpheus takes great care not to wake her up when he moves her off of him to lay down on the couch. His fingers trace the slope of her nose, down to her lips and across her cheeks, mapping out her face. If this is to be the last time he sees her, he wants to remember everything about her. Knowing that he will have to depart without telling her where he is going or knowing if they will be together again grieves him. He has not felt pain of this kind since he helplessly watched Jessamy be murdered in front of him.
He lingers when he kisses his beloved’s forehead, not sure when, or if, he will have the pleasure of seeing her again. If she’ll forgive him for what he has to do, how he has to leave her. He whispers this in her ear, a simple, “I love you. Forgive me.”
Then, he closes his eyes and feels that tug that has always connected him to the Dreaming. He envisions the sandy dunes outside of the Gates of Horn and Ivory, the way they melt into the rolling hills of Fiddler’s Green in the distance. He sees his castle and his library, Lucienne and Mervyn, Cain and Abel, the seas of dreams and nightmares. He places himself there, and when he opens his eyes to see Lucienne leaning over him, when he feels the sands of his realm against his back, he knows…
He’s home.
•••
Waking up on your couch that day with no sign of Morpheus anywhere had confirmed your worst fears. Just as suddenly as he had appeared in your life, he was now gone without a trace. And as the hours eventually turned into days without him, you had to come to terms with the fact that he was really, truly gone.
Life without Morpheus, after having had him as yours for a few glorious months, just felt dull. Literally, it felt as though your senses were dulled now. Colors weren’t as bright, songs weren’t as beautiful, things didn’t taste as good, flowers didn’t smell right, and things that were once soft now felt harsh against your skin. He was gone, and you were alone. Things were as they were before that fateful night when he landed in front of your car.
It’s not even that he left you. Rather, it’s how he left you. Never would you have expected him to just completely abandon you, with no note left behind or anything to explain where he had gone. You assumed he had gotten his powers back, which was wonderful, truly. After all, that was the end game, wasn’t it? But for him to just…leave, after everything you had been through and shared with each other, hurt worse than you could have imagined.
You became intimately familiar with the five stages of grief in those first few days after his departure, cycling through each stage until you would come back around to the beginning and do it all over again. It felt pathetic that you were this heartbroken, but how could you not be? Morpheus had held your heart in his very hands, only to discard it as if the gift you gave him, of your love, meant nothing. You couldn’t even mope for as long as you wanted to, because you just reminded yourself of fucking Bella Swan in New Moon, and god forbid you share any similarities with her.
Eventually, you settled on feeling angry. Angry at him, angry at the circumstances, angry at yourself, angry at the world. You’re so mad, but then you feel like you have no right to be mad, because he got what he wanted! He has his powers and his realm back, which was the only reason he was with you for as long as he was. You both knew that, and still…
You really wish that you could hate Morpheus.
He hadn’t even come to visit you in your dreams, which had really sealed the deal for how little you meant to him. If he had gotten his powers back and returned to his realm, surely he would have spoken to you while you were asleep to at least let you know that he was alright? But no, you didn’t even receive that from him. And so you were left without closure, which made getting over him really difficult.
Still, you try your best to get over him, even though you really don’t want to do so. Two months after Morpheus vanished without a trace, you’re finally returning the last library book from your research sessions with him. You felt silly, holding onto it for as long as you did, but it proved that he had been here, and that what you had experienced was real. It was a tangible link to him; it was your only tangible link to him. Unfortunately, the library has only let you renew the book so many times before needing it back, and today is that day.
You stand in front of the book deposit box in the library, holding onto the book and feeling the cover that you’ve mapped out time after time as you attempt to work up the courage to let go. Let go of both the book itself, as well as the hope that Morpheus will come back to you. It’s obvious that it’s not going to happen, and you’re doing nothing but hurting yourself by continuing to hold out hope that it will. You need to live your life again, even if it means letting go of the best thing to ever happen to you.
Somebody clears their voice behind you to draw you out of your inner monologue, and you realize that a line has started to form. Smiling sheepishly at the grandma waiting for her turn, you whisper “sorry” to her before taking a breath and finally dropping the book inside. The flap of the box closes with a finality that signifies that you aren’t getting that book back. Stepping away from the deposit box to allow the line to progress, you take a deep breath as the finality of the situation hits you.
That’s it. All that you’re left with from your four months with Morpheus now is memories. You were hoping that this would feel more freeing, that you’d feel a weight lifted off of your shoulders and go waltzing out of the library like the main character in a coming-of-age movie as the end credits played to signify that you were turning a corner in your life. Instead, you just feel a pit in the bottom of your stomach, a sickness that this is really it. Now, you have to figure out what to do next.
Even as you turn to leave, you can’t help but think of Morpheus. You glance into the corner of the library that you spent many days with him in, the corner of the library where he kissed you, and you just want to cry. You miss him. You really, truly miss him, and it seems like it’s going to take more than returning a library book to get over that.
You wish you had pictures that you could burn, like every other normal relationship.
As you exit the library, you find yourself making eye contact with the fucking crow sitting in the tree across the street that seems to follow you around now. You’re probably just paranoid, because you don’t even really like birds, but it feels like you see that giant black bird everywhere you go. At first, for a hopeful second, you had allowed yourself to believe that maybe it was a sign from Morpheus. But when you had quietly said hello to it and it just did crow things, you realized that you were being stupid. Of course a random bird isn’t going to be a messenger from the lover that had left you.
Because this is already a terrible day, it gets worse when you harshly knock against someone when you’re walking in the parking lot to find your car. You stumble backwards, nearly falling from the force of it. The only reason that you don’t fall is because the person who you’ve just inadvertently assaulted grabs onto your forearm to steady you.
“Shoot, I’m sorry,” you mumble, squinting against the sun.
“I believe I’m the one that should be apologizing.”
That voice. You know that voice. Could it really be, or have you just finally lost your mind and are imagining what you want to happen?
But then your vision clears, and you look at him, and no. It’s real. He stands in front of you two months after you last saw him, looking down at you like you’re the one that left him suddenly.
Your mouth opens, then closes, then opens again. There are so many things that you want to say to him. After all, how many times have you imagined this exact scenario and all of the things that you would say to him in said scenario? Now you’re here, with his hand around your arm, and all you can think to say is, “Morpheus?”
He looks better than he did even at his healthiest when staying with you, which goes to show just how drained he was without his powers. His lips are lifted just slightly, his version of a smile, and he looks good. His coat fits him perfectly, as though it were made just for him (it probably was). He’s dressed in all black, of course, from the coat down to the black boots he wears. You finally meet his eyes, and you gasp when, for a split second, you see the stars that make up his eyes before you blink and they’re back to the blue you’ve known.
“Hello, beloved,” Morpheus says. The deep timbre of his voice sends shivers down your spine, a side effect of not hearing it every day like you used to.
You want to be mad at him. You are mad at him. He left you with no warning and disappeared from your life without a trace. He had left you so suddenly, in fact, that sometimes in the middle of the night when you were out of tears and hadn’t yet cried yourself to sleep, you wondered if you had simply imagined everything about him. Yet, seeing him again, all you want to do is fall into his arms and tell him how much you missed him. 
When you lunge forward, it’s not to hug him, which is what you always expected you would do if you were to be reunited with him. Instead, you say, “I can’t believe you fucking left me!” and shove at his chest in anger, which, if the look on his face is anything to go off of, he hadn’t been expecting either. 
The shove hardly moves him, but it fills you with satisfaction to be able to physically assert just how upset you are, so you shove and hit his chest again and again. Morpheus, to his credit, just stands there and takes it, hopefully because he knows he deserves it.
Even the patience of an Endless, however, is not endless. Morpheus grabs your wrists with one of his large hands and stops the physical manifestation of your rage in its tracks. You fight him for a moment longer, but eventually the hot tears building in your eyes spill over, and you look up to face him defiantly. If he’s going to make you cry, he’s going to have to see it.
“You couldn’t have left, I don’t know, a note or something? Just to let me know that you were going to disappear without a trace?”
Morpheus looks pained at this, and a sick part of you whispers ‘good, he deserves to feel bad.’ “When I realized that I could feel the Dreaming after you fell asleep that night, I was not sure if that would be my one and only chance to reclaim my throne. I had to make a choice, however difficult it was, to return to my realm through your dreams.”
“But you didn’t think to let me know that you were okay after you made it back?”
“You remember my tools? My helm, my sand, my ruby?” He waits for you to nod. “I had to retrieve those before I could return to you.”
“Don’t forget about the whole ‘dream vortex’ thing after that! Ugh, that was a mess.” You look up when another voice chimes in, only to find yourself looking at the crow that you had been mentally cursing minutes ago.
“Did–did that crow just talk?”
“Raven, and yes.” Said raven flutters down to land on Morpheus’s shoulder, who glances at his corvid companion like he’s a nuisance.
“This is Matthew, my emissary,” Morpheus introduces.
“Uh, it’s nice to meet you, Matthew.” You feel a bit stupid saying hello to a raven, but it’d be rude not to. “I’m Y/n.”
“I know!” Matthew says cheerfully.
“You may return to the Dreaming, Matthew. I no longer require your assistance.” You stifle a laugh at how obviously Morpheus wants his raven, who is apparently enjoying being a third wheel, to hit the road.
“Right, right, you don’t have to say another word. I’m off!” Matthew flies from Morpheus’s shoulder and presumably back to the Dreaming, though you’re not quite sure how the logistics of traveling between dimensions work.
Left alone now, Morpheus stares at you, and you he, for a long moment. He seems to be waiting for you to make the first move, to see if you’re going to react with anger again. Finally, you rip your hands from his grasp and throw your arms around him. “Fuck, I missed you.”
Though slowly, Morpheus returns your hug, pulling you to him and pressing a kiss to your forehead before resting his chin on your head. “I missed you as well. I have ached for you and your presence since the moment I had to leave. Believe me, if I could have taken you with me, I would have.”
You close your eyes, savoring the feeling of actually having Morpheus here and being in his arms. It’s all you’ve dreamed of, for lack of a better term, since he left, and it feels just as good as you imagined it would. You could stay like this forever, and you almost do…until a car honks at you and you remember that you’re standing in the middle of the parking lot.
Sheepishly, you wave at the car and mouth “sorry!” as you grab Morpheus’s hand and pull him towards the actual parked cars. The driver that you’ve now royally pissed off glares at you the entire time that they slowly drive past you, making you giggle nervously. When you look over and see the bewildered look on Morpheus’s face (you would love to know how he would have reacted had you been flipped off), your laughter increases.
Your laughter is cut off when Morpheus leans down and kisses you. Whether that be because he’s trying to get you to shut up or because he actually wanted to kiss you, you’re not sure. Either way, you enjoy finally getting to kiss Morpheus once more.
When you pull away, you look him in his piercing eyes and say, “I’m still mad at you, y’know.”
“You have the right to be so. However, if you are amenable to spending more time with me as I attempt to win back your affections, I would like to show you my kingdom.”
“You wanna take me to the Dreaming?” Morpheus nods, smirking at the way you try to act nonchalant and not excited. “...Can I meet the mermaids?”
This makes him chuckle, a rarity for him. “Yes, you can meet the mermaids.”
The excitement at this prospect wins out, and you grin. “Okay then. Woo me, your majesty.”
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Morpheus had feared the worst when he had decided that the Dreaming was rebuilt well enough to receive its (hopefully) future Queen. He worried that Y/n would have taken another lover, or that she would not love him at all anymore. A frequent criticism by his siblings is that he gives too much of himself to romantic relationships, and that very well may be true. But Morpheus knew for certain that, were Y/n to turn him down when he finally reappeared in her life (and he would not even blame her for doing so; not with the way that he left and remained away for so long), it would crush him in a way that no other rejection ever had.
He thinks it would hurt even worse than the Nada affair.
When he finally coaxed his beloved to smile in response to something that he said–a sight which he will never take for granted again–those fears were assuaged. When she agreed to accompany him to the Dreaming, Morpheus allowed himself to hope.
Hope. A word so simple, yet a word that carried so much within it that it could defeat Lucifer themself.
Hope blossoms within Morpheus as he holds out his arm for Y/n to grasp onto so that they can travel safely to the Dreaming, and it turns into a flame when she instead grabs onto the lapels of his jacket and allows him to wrap his arm around her waist.
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Very Silly Wish-fulfillment (feat. Alucard), part ??? in an infinite series
Imagine a world where you are on The Romantic, a TV show where a bunch of other unimportant contestants, Sebastian Michaelis, and Alucard compete against one another in feats like 'carrying you as gently as possible,' 'waltzing you around a ballroom' and 'destroying all your enemies in the most fucked up way.'
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TV production companies pls feel free to DM me for more genius ideas.
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HOWL’S MOVING CASTLE
HOWL’S MOVING CASTLE MASTERLIST
HOWL PENDRAGON
A FATEFUL ENCOUNTER 
Part 1
Part 2 
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
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Everyone is born, but not everyone is born the same. Some will grow to be butchers, or bakers, or candlestick makers. Some will only be really good at making Jell-O salad. One way or another, though, every human being is unique, for better or for worse.
MATILDA (1996) dir. Danny DeVito
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“jesus christ!”
he’d startled you, jumping down with a thump from the building. there’s a float to his step as he turns around to walk backwards in front of you, cheshire grin only intensified by the black makeup. he gives a small chuckle, almost a proud one as he replies, arms spread out as if to say ‘here i am’.
“not quite.” he states.
it makes you huff and you quicken your steps, passing him with a little bump to his shoulder. he’s popping out from a cross road in the alley in front of you before you get too far. it takes a yelp from you, and you scowl as he laughs.
“eric. not in the mood.” you say. he falls in line with you, matching your pace. he only hums in response, pulling you into him with an arm around your waist. you would protest, his cold body pressing against you making you shiver, but it’s been a while since you’ve seen him. and it makes you all the more furious.
and he can tell, the tense shift in your shoulders and the way you hunch into yourself making him feel all the more guilty for his prior disappearance. eric’s hand twitches where it lays against the curve of your waist, and he’s pulling back to pry your bags from your hands, throwing them over his shoulder.
it’s a small gesture, and he can only hope you accept his kindness in apology.
“there was some business in need of me.” he says suddenly. it makes you turn your head to him, and he gives you a smile. to anyone else, he would appear frightening, but you can see the pain behind it, the soft curves of his face that make him the man he is. was. you frown in response.
“business?” you question.
“hm.”
it’s all he gives you and your frown deepens. you turn suddenly, stopping in front of him and pressing a hand to his chest. he stops, but his head stays hung. you push him gently, and he finally looks up at you from between his unruly hair. his hand lifts to grasp onto yours, the warmth of your body bleeding through his cold, lifeless skin. eric holds it tightly, bringing it up so he can hold his lips into the surface, closing his eyes.
“i never mean to hurt you.” he confesses, voice a whisper as it tickles your skin. the kiss he presses to your hand leaves a black mark of makeup behind and he smiles down it. “as always, i have marked you with my sin.”
his poeticness makes you giggle, your anger washing away, and you move to cup his cheek in your hand. you step closer, so much so that the tips of your boots meet his.
“your sin holds no burden to me. if a life of sin is what you lead, i will follow.” it’s intimate, a strange way in which you wish to communicate your love. “devil incarnate, or angel of the gods, eric, what you have done does not define you.”
he hums again. there’s a twinkle in his eye, and despite the lifeless body that he is, he can imagine the pounding of his heart as he gazes at you. you are the life he can breathe.
he’s suddenly alive again, and he grips you around the waist, lifting you up and pressing his face into your neck. it makes you laugh gleefully as you hold onto him.
“i’ve missed you. my heart, my soul.” he says. his devotion to you makes you smile, and you press your forehead against his as he puts you down.
“come home next time.” you reply. he pulls you in, resting his cheek on the top of your head. and despite the cold air, you can only feel warm.
“you are my home.”
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Sorry for bother you again Charlie but I have this crazy funny idea in my head. So the head nurse see the slashers are board at Saint Lewis (hope I spelled it right) along with the staff. The head nurse decide it would be fun to have Just Dance game for them to play. What song would the slasher and staff play? Who would enjoy playing and who would sit to watch but still enjoy the others having fun? Maybe have a small bbq party (with no alcohol of course) so they can all eat like a big family. If this is to much and crazy idea I'll understand but I can imagine Michael dancing to blinding light by the Weekend because of tik tok XD
Hey there ! It took me a while but, I finally finished. Here are precisions on their favorite kind of music and I hope you'll like it ?
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You : "What are you listening to ?"
Him *smiles and winks at you* : "I was born this way, baby. Wanna dance with me ?"
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Barry is a Lady Gaga fanatic. He has an entire playlist dedicated to her. He also knows Just Dance and would bring the game to the party. Barry is a great dancer, which can be surprising since other personalities such as Dennis or Kevin don’t really know how to and would prefer watching.
He is also a social butterfly and would be thrilled to attend a BBQ party. He would bring the food and organise everything to be perfect. He would also make sure to give each of the personalities a chance to dance and ask them for their favorite song.
Favorite songs : I Like Boys, Todrick Hall or Born This Way, Lady Gaga.
Pennywise :
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You : "What are you listening to ?"
Pennywise : "None of you beeswax."
You : "...Jerk."
Pennywise doesn't like sharing his personal interests. As you've probably noticed after spending a long time with him, he can be rude when someone gets to close to his personal bubble. Don't take it personally. Also, he doesn't dance as much as Penny, but he can dance.
I don't think he would even attend, BBQ party means socializing, and he hates socializing and if he attended, he would probably go play pranks more than actually dancing.
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He has old and very traditional taste in music, the sort that soothe more than makes you want to dance. Pennywise may sound rather rude or harsh, but his music is the exact opposite.
Favorite songs : Loreley, Teir Abhaile Riu or Tir Na Nog.
Penny :
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Penny *giggles* : "WANNA DANCE, HUMAN ?! PRETTY PLEASE ?! COME ON !"
You *sigh after having danced all night with Penny* : "How about we take a break, Penny ?"
Penny *giggles before running away*
Penny just needs to hear the word dance.
Just needs to hear it.
And he'll be up and dancing.
He's not called the dancing clown for nothing.
One thing that he learned and made Pennywise teach him is how to dance and all the different types of dancing. Penny is very energetic and needs to move a lot. He loves dancing and would ask you to dance all the time. The only minor inconvenience is that he can't get tired and it would be a lot of effort for any human being to keep up with him.
He would be very happy to attend the BBQ party and would even use his powers to be sure everyone has some fun. Penny is very extroverted and where Pennywise is uncomfortable, he is in his element.
Penny *starts dancing with everyone* : "I love this song !"
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Favourites : Anything and everything as long as it is catchy and you can dance on it.
Freddy :
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Freddy *smirks when you ask him what he likes listening to* : "Sit on my lap, and maybe I’ll tell you ?"
You *roll your eyes* : "Dream on, Krueger.."
Freddy was born in the 1960s and is the most musically cultured out of all the slashers. He is a huge fan of music and used to play guitar. He has witnessed the greatest and collected quite the collection of CD’s and music disks over the years. He always insists on being in control of the music during celebrations or parties.
Yup. Did I mention he is an annoying little bastard ?
If it’s a team game ? He wouldn’t hesitate to ask you to dance either. He has moves for a dead man. He will most certainly take the lead if it’s not your thing and take the chance to be as close as possible to make you uncomfortable and get a laugh out of it.
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Favorite songs : He loves everything related to rock. I Will Survive. Kiss. Panic at the Disco. Skillet..But, he also likes the classics. Michael Jackson. Queen. You name it. He has so many favourites.
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You : "And you ? What kind of music do you want me to put on ?"
Michael *thinks about it and writes down* : "Well..I do like Blinding Lights. One of the nurses let me hear it once and I did enjoy it."
Michael doesn't have a favorite song.
He would listen to whatever is on and enjoy it if it is good enough. Michael is very easy to please, but he wouldn't dance. He is rather slow and would be afraid to make a fool out of himself.
He would be happy to attend the BBQ party and get to see all of the other slashers and talk to them about their day, it feels like he has a normal life again.
However, as the father figure of many of the slashers, he would make sure nobody gets in trouble during the BBQ party and silently watch his "misbehaving children" closely. (aka Freddy and Pennywise)
Him *takes Freddy by the back of the neck and silently puts him in a time-out*
Freddy *protests* : "Hey ! Not fair ! I didn't do shit !"
Michael *sends him a death glare*
Freddy *stays silent for the rest of the dinner*
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You : "What is your favorite song ?"
Norman : "Oh. My taste in music is very old. I'm afraid you may not know any of them, or any of the originals anyway. But, wait..I think I have old disks somewhere ?" *shows you*
Norman was born in the 1960s and he has grown to love romantic songs and used to dance on them with his mother. It makes him nostalgic and he can even get lost in thought when he hears them.
He knows how to dance, but he is an old gentleman and waltz will always be his go to. He doesn't know Just Dance, but will be happy to try, or simply hear the different songs and have a dance partner.
He would be happy to be invited to the BBQ party with the other slashers, because he misses having a family and it would make him smile to spend time with them.
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Favorite song : Can't Help Falling In Love With You (Elvis Presley) or I Love You Baby (Frank Sinatra).
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Jason didn't have access to the internet growing up and wasn't really musically cultured when he was first admitted inside St Louis. He could barely talk.
However, being surrounded by people from different cultures and backgrounds allowed him to open up and culture himself. He also finally had access to the internet, which helped a lot.
But, Jason had a lot of anger in him when he was first admitted and the nurses had to find a way to calm him down. This was when Viktor (the coroner) had the idea of using music to make him calm down.
He made him listen to a bunch of different songs to find which one would help and finally, discovered that hard rock worked well as therapeutic music for Jason.
So, whenever he's stressed, frustrated or angry..He listens some hard rock and it helps him stay calm, like at big social events.
He also likes taking photos and would be sure to take a lot of them to remember the moment.
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Favorite songs : Hard Rock Hallelujah or Awake and Alice/Monster (Skillet)
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Brahms : "Disney songs."
You : "..."
The other slashers : "..."
Brahms *flushes in embarrassment because he thinks you are judging him*
You *smile before putting on a Disney songs playlist* : "Let's go !"
The slashers *all get up and start singing and dancing*
Brahms *smiles widely at the show*
Freddy and Pennywise *grab Brahms and pull him up*
Freddy : "Hey ! Don't just stand there ! We ain't doing this without you, kiddo !"
Pennywise *grumpy as ever* : "If I have to dance, so do you !"
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Brahms is the like the youngest sibling of all the slashers and they all have a weak spot for him (that they'd admit it or not). Penny seems innocent because he has learned to appear so, but Brahms is the only slasher who really has the heart of a child and all the slashers can feel it.
He is one of them, he already killed, but he is the only one who succeeded in keeping that small part of innocence in him and they eventually all got attached to him one way or another.
Brahms likes BBQ parties or any other kind of fun gatherings with the slashers, because he doesn't need to pretend. He doesn't feel the need to be perfect with them. He used to have very strict parents with very high expectations of him. They would glare at him at any small mistake and use harsh punishments (hit him with a cane and smack his fingers with a ruler).
He often had bloody knuckles at the end of social events and family dinners.
Let's say, the slashers are very different and it's a huge change for him; one that he very much welcomes.
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Amita : "You just gotta have a little boogie for me to shake, sugar. Earth, Wind and Fire (Boogie Wonderland) is the best song ever invented. I said what I said.."
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Eva : "Shake It Off (Taylor Swift). I need to run in many places of the hospital at the same time and it gives me the daily push of adrenaline I need to keep a smile on my face and stay polite."
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Viktor : "Sugar - Robin Schulz. If you want to move ? Best song, and it keeps me awake. It did help me on many lonely and sleepless nights at work."
https://youtu.be/AY0W3bGGC1o
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
And a song that I think defines the slasher family :
https://youtu.be/SfcFClCbGFc
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Of course don't forget about these guys 😍
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happy kinktober😋
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The Colliding Tides of You - Masterlist
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Pairings: [AVENGERS x Bi!READER ]
- WandaNat x Reader
- Stucky x Reader
- Tony Stark x Reader
Summary: You hadn't known what happened. One moment, you were running for your life. The next moment, you were falling from the sky and your only hope was calling the one number you had to save you. You were in a universe where the Avengers existed and you had no idea what to do. You fight between doing what's right and what feels right. Do you return to your own universe or do you stay with the people you love?
[Set after AoU and canon divergence after.]
Warnings: 18+. polyamorous relationships. F/M, F/F, F/F/F, F/M/M. Eventual smut. Explicit Sexual Content. Canon-level violence. sugaring relationship. Angst. Explore themes of domestic violence and family issues. Domestic fluff. Slow Burn.
Note: Yeah, I said reader gets with everyone. What about it? LOL This is my self-indulgent fic. Therefore, sporadic updates but we're here for the fun! Chapters with sexual content will be marked with a *. There are no set amount of chapters, so I will add as I go :)
Main Masterlist | Library Blog
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Chapter 1: Falling Into the MCU
Chapter 2: Meet the Avengers
Chapter 3: The First Outing
Chapter 4: The Nightmares
Chapter 5: The Dilemma
Chapter 6: The Attack
Chapter 7: Comforting Wanda
Chapter 8: Finding Bucky
Chapter 9: Forgiving Steve
Chapter 10: Growing Feelings
TBC
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Do yourself a favor. Sound up. Enjoy.
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You’re Perfect Masterlist
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Prologue
Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5
Interlude
Episode 6
Episode 7
Episode 8
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the fact Amber was the one who didn’t want this trial to happen, but Johnny Depp didn’t give up. he knows he has nothing to hide, because he has what she doesn’t: the truth.
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Justice for Johnny Depp
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Happy birthday to the one and only AlanRickman
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Hello Charlie is have yet another request it hope you don't mind. The Slashers reacting to the song called Empty by Letdown? Can you also add Norman reacting to it took please if it isn't any trouble?
The Song :
You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing
Time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion
All the other fear I had
Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty
Somebody heal me, hold me, make me, know me, hate me
No one can love me
Inside my lonely
Someone won't feel me, show me, make me, know me, I'm not safe
You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing
Time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion
All the other fear I had
I can't control me
My mind won't stop me
It wants to fail me, help me, let me carry, help me
This is my misery
I want to kill me
It's in my memory but I'm shaking when it fills me
You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing
Time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion
All the other fear I had
Take it from me, I've taken a way to feel free
Never a thing, I don't know a thing to fix me
Stuck in my head now
Get me the hell out
Life is a game I don't wanna play, it played me
Lost in my ways, I'm lost and afraid and angry
Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty
You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing
Time I'm facing, all my days
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Pennywise stayed quiet during the whole song and could only think of all the things and people he lost.
He indeed feels "empty" and even though he doesn't particularly like music, he could relate with this one.
"You don't know the price I've paid" and what a high price that was..He was alone for a long time before Penny tagged along.
He used to have 8 siblings as a human and grew up surrounded by them and, in a matter of minutes, he lost all of them and became a monster that they would be afraid of.
He hated it at first, hated himself for what he had become and what he craved to survive, until he realized it didn't matter.
They were gone. He was still there.
He became emotionless and slowly lost every ounce of humanity he had left and couldn't even feel regret towards the children he killed. He didn't feel anything anymore..until Penny.
Penny somehow managed to restore whatever was still human inside him.
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"Lost in my ways, I'm lost and afraid and angry"
He knows that feeling all too well. He felt so lost in this life he never chose and could only keep pretending and survive.
Penny doesn't understand the song, but he does understand the feelings behind them.
Unlike Pennywise, he has no memory of his life as a human and didn't become empty because of it, but in the contrary:
He became overwhelmed by his emotions.
Penny felt lost and even though he will never admit it: he's afraid.
He's afraid of the loser club who almost killed him, he's afraid of dying and he's afraid of losing everything again.
Penny : "I only remember being so hungry and angry when I woke up the first time..Hungry and so very angry.."
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"Life is a game I don't wanna play, it played me"
This lyric fits Arthur so well.
His whole life has been one big joke and nobody listened to him when he asked for help, for someone to save him from his life.
He was miserable and nobody helped him or even tried to understand him.
It was only when he killed Murray on a TV show that people started listening to him.
Life played him, so he decided he would stop trying to play by its rules.
He created chaos and its in the midst of it that he realized that he wasn't the only one...that he would never be again.
Arthur *lets out a small bitter laugh* : "Funny how people suddenly start listening to you when you become famous, huh ?"
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"I can't control me"
Michael doesn't talk because he's afraid that if he was to talk to someone and get attached to them, he may kill them.
So, he refrains from doing so and he's afraid he may lose control..
He doesn't really know how his curse works ? All that he knows is that if he speaks to anyone, he may bring back Myers..the boogeyman.
He already succeeded in leaving Laurie out of this..He wouldn't make another innocent person suffer because he is afraid.
This is why his hands are often shaking, dark whispers promising him that he would finally be at peace and begging him every second of every day to let him free. But he wouldn't. He would keep control, as long as he can.
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"No one can love me"
Freddy in one line.
He doesn't believe anyone would love him and prefers to be prepared for disappointment than actually believing in something that was never given to him.
He may as well believe in Santa Claus better than in love.
His mother didn't love him, he was the result of a mistake, an horrifying event which gave him the lovely surname of "the son of a thousand maniacs"
He doesn't know who his father is ? But, if he had known back then ? He would have probably killed him.
Freddy was born unloved and died unloved..This is why the song is so understandable to him.
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"Somebody heal me, hold me, make me, know me, hate me"
Jason may not understand all the lyrics, but he does understand this one.
What Jason ever wanted ? It was for someone to be there for him, need him and love him.
He wanted to be enough for somebody.
Unfortunately, he never had anyone like that in his life.
He made sure to become strong, to look past the fact that he was ugly and become a better person to finally be accepted..but, he never was.
The only person who ever accepted him was his father, who died.
He then decided to protect the only place his father ever loved : the Crystal Lake.
This was when he decided to become Jason Voorhees, the slasher. The monster.
He tried, but just got tired of trying.
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"It's in my memory but I'm shaking when it fills me"
His mother's memory was consuming him and he felt it each time she took over.
He wanted to get away, but he felt like drowning everytime he tried.
He was afraid he would end up alone without her, which only deepened his obsession and worsened his mental health.
To the point where he thought he might actually let his mother take over completely ?
Norman liked the melody and closed his eyes to hum alongside it.
He had no one when she died..So, he made sure she would stay with him forever.
Norman *to no one in particular* : "...What a beautiful song."
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"Stuck in my head now"
Kevin was trapped in his own head for years. He was trapped and could only watch from the sides as the other personalities started using his body for things he could only watch, horrified.
He tried to stop them, but was too weak to do anything as he saw young girls being torn to shreds and devoured by the beast..
"This is my misery"
The misery of all the personalities is having to share the same body. Imagine that you are living your life, but you have to share everything with more than 23 people that all want to live a full and accomplished life ?
The personalities may need each other, doesn't mean they like it..They all want the light to themselves and even though Kevin is the original owner, he's also the one who spent the less time in his body.
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"You can't see the walls I'm bracing"
Not only did he build actual walls to hide himself in, but in his mind as well.
After so many failures at being happy and being called a disappointment by everyone around him, he decided to raise walls around him so he may never suffer again.
His parents were ashamed of him just because he liked things no one else did and decided it was better to hide him.
Brahms was born in a rather wealthy family which didn't like anything or anyone different. Relations and reputation being the prime rules.
When they understood he would never meet their expectations, they said he was not to leave the house ever again and Brahms grew up with no education besides books, no friends, no love..which is why he is still a child inside.
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"You don't know the hell I've been through"
Five didn't really listen to the song until the last couple of lyrics came up and one in particular caught his attention.
The reason he's so hard is because he indeed went through hell and back.
He lived through an Apocalypse where his whole family was dead and then had to learn how to be a ruthless killer to survive.
He then became addicted to coffee and a workaholic. Work kept him centered on his true objective: get out of this hell and return to his siblings.
He may sound rude and insensitive, but he isn't. He was just taught to act like it.
(Hey there. Hope you liked it ? Also, I received your other request, but it will take me a little longer to complete.)
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