rawlinacademia - Tumblr blog

rawlinacademia · 17 hours

Text

Heyaa Thanks for tagging me ✨@milestogohalther

The last songs I listened to- I,Carrian by Hozier, Happy by NF

My favourite colours: raven black, phthalo green, crimson red

Currently watching: my life falling apart✨

Spicy, savory,sweet: All and also sour

Relationship status: 'Love is just a fancy and romanticised version of the word attachment'

Current obsession: poisons and hair

Last thing I googled: my father's birthday

Your turn:

@nietxsche @wild-earth @darknwilde

9 People I'd Like To Get To Know Better

I was tagged in this by @munsondjarin but I kept forgetting to join in!

The Last Song I Listened To: On Your Side by The Last Dinner Party (btw I saw them in concert last month and I'm still on a high)

My Favourite Colour: a cherry red, or the colour of pink lemonade lol

Currently Watching: (rewatching) Survivor from the very beginning because it's just so damn entertaining

Spicy, Savoury, or Sweet: Sweet ofc <3

Relationship Status: Single, but in a cool way like your unmarried great aunt who lives in a cottage and looks 15 years younger than her actual age

Current Obsession: ASMR videos on youtube, specifically a few youtubers like Moonlight Cottage, SouthernASMRSounds, and Peace & Saraity

Last Thing I Googled: 'concerts in toronto' lmao because I don't have school until september and I'm not too busy this spring so I wanted to see what I can do for fun

no pressure mutual tags: @sp1rit-realm @loving-and-dreaming @dreamingofmarauders @yrluvjane @oneforthemunny @bellathethirstybitch @beloved-reader @eddiessluttywaist @fifithefish

42 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 2 months

Text

Okay imma shitpost here a lot now

#shitposting #asena rawlin #tumblr #aesthetic

2 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 6 months

Text

Uni has been hectic guys.. Will post surely after midterms.. Drop in suggestions and asks !

Adioss

#asena rawlin #tumblr #university #i am sooo frickin tired

3 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 9 months

Photo

If i had a nickle for everytime someone reblogged or liked this post of mine, i would have...JUST THIS MUCH?!??!

If I had a nickel for every time I thought of running away and living in places like these,

I would have had enough money to actually go there.

(check out my blog for more aesthetic and awesome wallpapers and much more!! @asenarawlin )

-Asena Rawlin

#this economy is crashing T_T #dark academia #dark academia architecture #vintage #dark thoughts #asena rawlin #rawlin asena #tumblr

15K notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

anyone else miss a normal they never had?

#asena rawlin #tumblr #feelings #thoughts #night #tumblrfeed #good night #mind #life

3 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

The beauty and peace of privacy... especially in this day and age!

#asena rawlin #tumblr #qoutes #aesthetic #spilled feelings #poems on tumblr

2 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

How adorable...

#tumblr badge #top poster club #artists on tumblr #poets on tumblr #asena rawlin #rawlinacademia #aesthetic #dark academia #tumblr #dark academia aesthetic #study motivation #studyblr #study inspo #tumblrfeed

2 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

i wish my words flew out my fingers, with the speed of my fingernail on my thumb, Bleeding on the paper might just be a bit better, than to dry-eyed, bleed on the floor...

#asena rawlin #tumblr #aesthetic #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #tumblrfeed #poets on tumblr #poem #m poems #original poems #original poem #poetry #copyright

4 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

Old diaries and forgotten entries, continued legacies and passed on love… Ink stained pages and stacks of albums, all and more can never be enough...

Old list of names and accounts of the young, what a great big gift, it is to get old... To make legacies and to gleam in time, can i ever truly to be that bold... - Asena Rawlin

6 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

It is the little droplets of joy, which overflow my cup onto others..

#asena rawlin #tumblr #aesthetic #dark academia #love #family #relations #photography #poetry #one liners #poets on tumblr #pretty #tumblrpost

18 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

Rain consoles me to a point which no human being has crossed...

#rain #asena rawlin #tumblr #aesthetic #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #tumblrfeed #road photography #study motivation #my photgraphy #rainy season #monsoon #aesthetics #photography #arts

2 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

To be one of those people to proudly say, grey hour >>> golden hour

#asena rawlin #tumblr #aesthetic #rain #monsoon #grey #trees #photography #green academia #tumblrfeed

5 notes · View notes

rawlinacademia · 10 months

Text

The Book Thief

One of the recent books I had the fortune of reading was the Book Thief. Written by Markus Zusak, a historical fiction, suitable for any age. First most, the narration has my heart. I am not a huge fan of first person point of views but the wonderful storyteller here, Death, changed that for me. What a character, absolutely enigmatic and charming. How he insists that this story can be cheerful, even affable but not nice. Haunted by humans, yet still fails to de-attach himself from them. After doing this job since the beginning of mankind, an awfully long period of time, he still manages to get affected by the tragedies that humans inflict on each other. Hunger, war, famines, love. Now that is very humane of Death. I will not refrain from saying the truth but he is most definitely my favourite character in the book. His commentary, his remarks, the dialogues and callbacks along the lines of, ‘I know what’s going to happen, and so do you’ have been exhilarating and chill worthy for me. As a figure with no feelings of remorse or guilt, the emotions he acknowledged he felt, be it while collecting souls, or while pondering about the fate of people or him confessing how he doesn’t understand the duality of humans. Absolutely brilliant! A part of me saw glimpses of Sherlock in him, the book and Cumberbatch’s Sherlock, but for the most part of the book, I kept him as stereotypical as ever and an avid dementor fashion enthusiastic guy in my mind. The theme of the book in my opinion is him. How he is present everywhere, especially in the set time. He is not dangerous, nor wishes you harm. All he is doing is his duty, which is, as natural to him as he is to us. Death is not a punishment but rather a relief.

Being set in the N a z i Germany era, the historical fiction this novel possess is truly a delightful sorrow. Destiny and a young girl, Liesel Memminger, with a mother and brother. Neither of them with her for long. (I am sorry). The timeline if I am not wrong, correctly aligns with the real-life events and the mentions of the camps and tortures are true to the bone. Liesel Memminger, fascinated by novels and books since when she couldn’t even read a single thing. A girl truly just filled with passion and burning desire, enough to steal books from frosted graveyard to sizzling bonfire to the comforts of a mayor’s wife’s library. Liesel accesses the true powers of words. Or at least begins the journey to it. It is her reading that calms the neighbourhood taking shelter in the basement from the fireworks in the sky. It is her reading and writing which saves her life.

The Hubermanns…oh dear me! As I started the book, I was under the impression it was going to be a typical foster home that treats the foster kid poorly. Which then contributes to the child’s trauma and makes its life worse and the book longer. But how wrong I was! I was expecting Hans to act extremely abusive and shady with Liesel. That’s the initial impression I got from him. But I was bound to love his character, what a father figure. Former WWI soldier, the best accordion player, and a painter with the biggest heart. A man of his word truly, despite having conflicting thoughts in his mind. To stand with his country and son or with the man who he owes his life to? I wouldn't say he was flawed or had many bad traits but the ideals and morals he stood up for, what he bled and broke for, were truly remarkable. This man has my utmost love and respect. My mind sort of fan cast-ed David Thewlis as Hans and I am very happy that is did. Wonderful character designs, I must say.

Oh, Rosa Hubermann, I expected her to be an evil stepmom who constantly abuses her daughter and is only after money. I mean, yes, we do get the impression of her being a sharp tonged mother with a bad temper,for a long time but like Death says Rosa is a good woman for a crisis. How she gathers herself and protects everyone who was near her. She won’t let anyone sleep hungry, and she won’t let Liesel grow up too fast, whom she abuses, quite a lot of times…but that is just her love language. Just as Hans's love language for Liesel is to spend time with her when she needs it. Be it waking up in the middle of the night to soothe her, to change her soiled bedsheets or to teach her how to read and provide her with a book any chance he got, despite the financial situation. And for Rosa, his love language was to irritate her with his accordion playing and more. I was absolutely broken at those moments when the same Rosa who used to shout and curse at Hans for playing the accordion instead of finding jobs, used to hug the very thing she despised, for she missed the man she so dearly loved. Hats off to Markus Zusak to have created such multi-dimensional people in this story. So realistic. Very much along the philosophy of everyone has both good and bad sides. Soft and hard insides.

Which reminds me of Rudy Steiner. Damn him. Liesel’s neighbour, from her arch enemy to her best friend. God, I truly felt like a teenager reading those moments with him and Liesel. The first encounters, Jessie Owens incidents, the funny banters, the thieving, the standing up for each other and the asks for a kiss. Oh! How Death used to mock us with the words like how Rudy will finally get his kiss, but it would be too late for him. Death’s way of teasing the reader about what they wish would just happen and how it wouldn’t, the way they want to, by disclosing just enough details to keep them turning and tossing in the bed. I really hated and loved this style.

Love, heals, be it from the hands of Hans and Rosa or from Liesel’s. Concept of family and relations have been one of the key points I found being highlighted. Be it the relationship of Hubermanns and Liesel, or with Steiners or with Max Vandenburg, the Jew in the basement who writes two books for Liesel which helps Liesel understand people, friendships and devlopes her skills as a reader and writer, and who indirectly saves Liesel’s life through this way.

And I loved this book. I found happiness and joy while reading the saddest of the scenes, set in such a depressing phase of Human History. And with this, I was able to pick out the sadness and grief in the happiest of moments. This is what life is all about. Love, relations, problems, conflicts, joy and grief. How Death is not as fearsome as it is passed on. How a false propaganda and elitist views and ideals can cause havoc and vast genocides. How fun and laughter gets us through the hardest of times. And how we as humans, have the lifespan of a mayfly in comparison to the wonderful universe which surrounds us. Yet still, human life and relations we make along the way are as important as ever.