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maggie vera in every episode [1x09]

#✿ ; VISUAL . #this behaviour feels so very evgeniya too

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badass ladies meme  》 𝓖𝓮𝓷𝔂𝓪 𝓢𝓪𝓯𝓲𝓷

“i poisoned my skin, my lips. so that every time he touched me—every time he kissed me, he took sickness into his body. i had to purge it from my skin, then heal the burns the lye would leave. every single time. it was well worth it.”

#✿ ; AESTHETIC .

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thanks for making me this hot tea bro. Why did the steam make the shape of a skull and crossbones when you stirred it lol

#✿ ; OUT OF CHARACTER . #this is such a genya shitpost skdbdjfb #the safin-kostyks and their love of tea

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evgeniya ruslanova safina !!!!!!!

thinking about this once again so i think i should clarify;  genya is a diminutive of evgeniya, and diminutives are usually not used by people who aren’t close.  however, the queen begins to encourage people use ‘genya’ as a way of publically embarrassing the tailor as she grows bored of the girl.  it’s a way of reminding evgeniya of her true position — no longer the queen’s favourite doll, but instead her servant, always at beck and call no matter the time of day.  the scandal within the little palace, mocked and treated as lesser.  after her ruination moment within r&r with the king, genya essentially swaps the tables once again by reclaiming her name.  ‘evgeniya’ becomes the private, tender name her friends and loved ones use, and ‘genya’ becomes the name known to the world and reclaimed by the tailor.

#i think i explained this right skdbjdb #but basically if your muse is incredibly close to her ( devid zoya nikolai alina etc ) then they can call her evgeniya

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@kostuznyet ❤️

Louise Glück, from “The Dream of Mourning”, Poems 1962 - 2012

#✿ ; BLOOMS BENEATH HIS CRAFTING TOUCH ft KOSTUZNYET . #hahaha this is absolutely fucking fine???

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That’s steel. It’s brave and unbreakable. And it doesn’t need fixing.

#✿ ; STUDY . #end me with these feelings thanks #iconic......

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but  oh  how  desperately  she  wants  to.    she  dreams  of  a  time  where  she  might  casually  thread  her  fingers  between  his,  of  lacing  their  lives  together  like  the  network  of  veins  that  lay  rooted  within  their  bodies  —  but  today  is  not  that  day.    he  won’t  dare  to  meet  her  gaze,  and  even  though  that  was  rarely  done  on  any  other  day,  the  way  his  body  curled  tighter  around  himself  protectively  brought  a  gentle  frown  to  the  tailor’s  features.    in  this  moment,  she  is  reminded  of  a  buried  corpse,  how  the  earth  eats  away  at  them.    just  a  shell  of  what  life  there  used  to  be.    ❝  devid...  ❞    her  tone  is  as  wounded  as  her  amber  gaze  portrays,  the  sudden  outright  rejection  stinging  harder  than  she  had  ever  imagined.    guilt  shared  between  them  was  asphyxiating,  though  evgeniya  tries  hard  to  not  show  it  as  her  spine  straightens,  hands  clasping  gracefully  in  lap.    always  a  picture  of  perfection  painted  outwardly,  but  sometimes  she  wished  she  would  crack.    release  her  from  this  gilded  cage.    ❝  she’s  going  to  be  able  to  help  ravka  now...    to  close  the  fold.    that  collar  will  help  her.  ❞    saints  forgive  her  for  the  hopeful  lies  that  left  her  lips.    she  knew  that  collar  did  not  mean  freedom,  but  she  had  to  naively  hope.    if  proven  wrong,  then  an  illusion  not  of  her  own  making  would  shatter;    genya  would  lose  all  justifications  that  the  darkling  was  simply  doing  the  necessary  for  ravka,  making  her  own  pain  unnecessary  in  every  sense.    a  rough,  half-swallowed  pill  that  only  choked  her  further  with  every  glance  she  made  towards  devid,  towards  alina  and  mal,  towards  herself.

❝ don't touch me. ❞  @kostuznyet .

#kostuznyet #✿ ; ANSWERED . #YOU ASK FOR ANGST YOU GET IT #immediately post-stag collar making?? idk timelines

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Paolo Sebastian | The Nutcracker

#✿ ; AESTHETIC . #short keftas??? cute

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SOFT ANGST STARTERS.

‘stay for me.’

‘what’s this between us?’

‘i don’t want your apology.’

‘you know i have feelings for you.’

‘yeah, i remember the drill.’

‘you’ve never hurt me. ever.’

‘then leave her/him/them. at home.’

‘i don’t believe it.’

‘this is breaking my heart.’

‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’

‘what keeps you up at night?’

‘i wish you were here.’

‘i let you down.’

‘something strange happened here.’

‘you’re not safe here.’

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

‘we are not the same, and never will be.’

‘don’t touch me.’

‘is it my fault?’

‘i’m not like them.’

‘i forgot my name again.’

‘i don’t know who i am.’

‘your fear of looking stupid is holding you back.’

‘are you still alive?’

‘i don’t like being told what to do.’

‘am i making you uncomfortable?’

‘nobody cares if you don’t go to the party.’

‘it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it.’

‘where the hell are my friends?’

‘stop pretending life doesn’t terrify you.’

#mobile //

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genya + the triple goddess  /  maiden, mother, crone

#✿ ; OUT OF CHARACTER . #will elaborate later

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evgeniya safin;  avatar of the web, previously dabbled in the flesh, and touched by the stranger.....

#✿ ; OUT OF CHARACTER . #tma au??? hmst #THIS STUFF CREEPY AND IM INTRIGUED

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#✿ ; VISUAL . #vaguely confused evgeniya...... cutie

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“Your lips, those lips, such lips. Poison and yet still so utterly beautiful.”

— Magenta mouth. -s.p. (via 89words)

#✿ ; STUDY . #................. yeah ouch #not only were they literally poisoned but she was lying to alina a lot..... poisoning her for the darkling.....

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𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗬 𝗢𝗙 𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗟  —  evgeniya & devid.  Louise Glück • Sue Zhao • Florence Ripley Mastin • “Holding hands” by Daniel Arsham • F. Scott Fitzgerald • Edward Munch • Richard Silken • Trista Mateer

#✿ ; STUDY . #✿ ; BLOOMS BENEATH HIS CRAFTING TOUCH ft KOSTUZNYET . #row spoilers // #long post //

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OPHELIA by Miklós Ligeti

Cover illustration made for the book “Rémkirály” by Dániel Szerencsés

#✿ ; AESTHETIC . #blood // #body horror // #just in case ?? #but i love this because truly....... genya for a while was 'faceless' #she tailored herself so much..... and not to mention that she was just another body to the darkling

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couple row genya thoughts below the cut so spoiler warning

fuck off leigh why can genya not be happy just ONCE???

i do love that they finally got a wedding at home though.... it was the cutest thing i’ve ever seen

whilst i want widow genya stuff, i also don’t want to accept it lmao

i wish genya had kept the notepad tbh.....  

i’m so glad that she finally got to face the darkling and not forgive him??  i was so worried that leigh would redeem him, make him this grand martyr..... i love that they just went “alright, guess he did that” lmao

I HAVE TO SAY genya & zoya’s friendship...... i love them. the fact that they became each other’s support system....

also genya saying she should be the one to tell alina??  i adore..... the idea that they keep in touch secretly, the idea that genya feels like she has to be the one to buffer between alina and the darkling..... 

#row spoilers // #✿ ; OUT OF CHARACTER . #i rlly binged through the book so im still pretty hazy mentally lmao

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the fact that i think about this moment randomly sometimes....

#✿ ; OUT OF CHARACTER . #kos spoilers // #just because i know some mutuals haven't read it yet <3