razorwiires

[razorwiires]

[hi im over here mostly now]

[a brand new blog for The Entity from Dead By Daylight

No rules yet, no bio yet, truly winging it, but you know the drill: spider god slowly tortures you for eternity

Written by Rose (of @razorwiires )]

[razorwiires]

(    *    & .    —    THE  GOOD  PLACE  SENTENCE  STARTERS   /  PART 2 .

‘  and  then  i  remembered …  i’m  a  naughty  bitch .  ’

‘  because  i  love  you …  i  think .  no ,  i’m  pretty  sure .  yeah ,  i  love  you .  ’

‘  birth  is  a  curse .   existence  is  a  prison .  ’

‘  girl ,  you  are  a  messy  bitch  who  loves  drama  and  i’m  into  it .  ’

‘  holy  motherforking  shirtballs .  ’

‘  i  am  revved  up  and  ready  to  learn .  my  brain  is  horny !  ’

‘  i  came  to  apologize .  there …  i  did  it .  i  apologized .  ’

‘  i  could  kill  them  right  now  and ,  you  know ,  that  would  be  easy .  ’

‘  i  could  never  get  close  to  anyone .  i  never  even  told  a  boyfriend  i  loved  him .  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  how  to  describe  it …  like ,  a  different  zone  of  time .  no ,  that  sounds  stupid .  a  different  clock  land .  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  how  to  tell  you  this ,  but  i’m  dying .  i  mean ,  we’re  all  dying ,  slowly .  when  you  think  about  it ,  we  started  dying  the  day  we  were  born .  ’

‘  i  don’t  know ,  man .  maybe  just  tell  her  that  you’re  gay .  ’

‘  i  don’t  need  you  to  respond  because  i  know  you  have  trouble  saying  how  you  feel .  ’

‘  i  feel  like  you  always  understand  about  20%  of  what’s  happening .  ’

‘  i  got  a  flu  virus  named  after  me  because  i  kissed  a  bat  on  a  dare .  ’

‘  i  just  have  some  worries ,  as  well  as  some  concerns  that  could  potentially  turn  into  outright  fears .  oh ,  there  they  go .  they  are  fears  now .  ’

‘  i  love  you .  and  i  don’t  need  you  to  respond  because  i  know  you  have  trouble  saying  how  you  feel .  ’

‘  i  was  a  good  person  for  six  months .  that’s  like  five  years .  ’

‘  i  wasn’t  worth  changing  for .  ’

‘  i  will  literally  see  you  all  in  hell .  ’

‘  in  the  words  of  my  actual  friends  :  ya  basic !  ’

‘  is  everything  okay ?  i  mean ,  other  than ,  you  know …  everything .  ’

‘  is  this  why  you  came  here ?  to  scold  me  on  the  metric  system ?  ’

‘  i’m  gonna  eat  all  this  chili …  and / or  die  trying .  do  you  want  any ?  ’

‘  i’m  gonna  miss  you ,  bud .  ’

‘  i’m  outtie ,  see  ya  in  hell !  ’

‘  i’ve  gained  a  lot  of  new  skills  recently .  for  example ,  i  learned  how  to  be  passive  aggressive .  totally  fine  that  you  guys  didn’t  notice .  ’

‘  love  isn’t  a  triangle ,  it’s  a  five  dimensional  blob .  ’

‘  more  guys  should  be  bi .  it’s  2018 .  it’s  like ,  get  over  yourselves !  ’

‘  none  of  your  exes  have  gotten  over  you .  ’

‘  oh no !  now  the  thing  i  said  after  we  kissed  will  always  be  ‘ hot  diggity  dog . ’  oh  well ,  it  was  an  honest  reaction  and  i  stand  by  that .  ’

‘  somehow ,  i  never  want  to  leave  you .  ’

‘  that  broke  me .  i’m  done .  ’

‘  that’s  not  a  present .  that’s  just  common  decency .  ’

‘  the  other  possible  medical  diagnosis  is  that  you’re  just  a  bit  of  a  dick .  ’

‘  their  bodies  are  made  very  poorly .  they’re  mostly  goo  and  juice .  you  just  take  the  juice  out  and  then  they’re  dead .  ’

‘  there’s  no  point  to  anything  and  you’re  just  gonna  die  so  do  whatever !  ’

‘  ugh ,  of  course  your  hugs  are  amazing .  ’

‘  wasn’t  he  banned  from  disney  world  for  biting  buzz  lightyear ?  ’

‘  what  a  creep .  why  was  i  friends  with  him ?  ’

‘  whatever  progress  i  have  made  it’s  because  you  and  i  have  become  friends .  ’

‘  whenever  anyone  tells  me  a  story  about  their  life  i  imagine  all  the  people  as  being  super  hot .  otherwise  i  quickly  lose  interest .  ’

‘  who  the  hell  is  this  chick ?  ’

‘  why  do  bad  things  always  happen  to  mediocre  people  who  are  lying  about  their  identity ?  ’

‘  why  is  it  every  time  a  new  thing  is  invented  humans  immediately  try  to  use  it  for  porn ?  ’

‘  yeah ,  i  love  you .  ugh ,  that’s  embarrassing .  i  feel  so  itchy .  ’

‘  you  are  too  selfish  to  ever  be  a  good  person .  ’

‘  you  got  it ,  you  piece  of ...  butt .  ’

‘  you  need  to  ghost  her .  disappear .  block  her  number .  bonus  :  anything  she  left  in  your  apartment  is  now  legally  yours .  ’

‘  you  are  brilliant ,  charming ,  obviously  gorgeous .  ’

‘  you’re  my  friend .  that’s  why  i  can’t  kill  you .  ’

#Prompts;

[razorwiires]

PROMPTS   FOR   THE   HEAVY   HEARTED

the burdened:

“  being alive is exhausting.  ”

“  i ruin everything i touch.  ”

“  no one ever helped me when i needed it.  so,  i just.  try to do my best to keep others from feeling that kind of loneliness.  ”

“  i feel like the pain is all i am anymore. ”

“  i wish i remembered anything other than loneliness.  ”

“  i’m not a particularly good person.  but sometimes i wish someone would think i am.  ”

“  i’m just always the one who gets left behind.  ”

“  i never seem to belong anywhere.  or to anyone.  ”  

“  i’m alone.  and it’s my own fault.  but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.  ”

“  i don’t know how to just live.  i constantly feel like i’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.  ”

“  i always expect people to hurt me.  because they usually do. ”

“  i don’t know how to let go of my trauma.  i don’t know what i am without it.   ”

“  it’s better if i’m alone.  i can’t hurt anyone if there’s no one close enough to get hit by the debris of my fuck ups.  ”

“  there are just too many people depending on me.  i can’t rest.  i can’t let them down.  ”

“  i don’t have anything or anyone left anymore.  ”

“  i’m not strong.  or brave.  i survive ‘cause there’s not really any other choice. ”

“  i tried to give up before.  but the universe just didn’t let me.  ”

“  i just want to be done.  i’m tired.  i’m so,  so fucking tired.  ”

“  i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me.  ”

“  every time i start to feel like things are getting quieter and i can feel safe,  something bad always happens.  ”

“  i tend to love people more than they love me.  and it’s okay.  i don’t mind but…it can be lonely.  ”

“  i just don’t feel like my life makes any difference to anyone.  i’m just here.  ”

the comforter: 

“  hey,  look at me.  i’m listening.  you can tell me anything. ”

“   how can i help you feel less alone?  ”

“  i’m here and i’m not leaving or letting you change the subject.  now talk to me. ”

“  i know you feel like you’re alone and i’m not going to invalidate that.  but i can tell you that i’m here.  and i know there are people who want to care and help if you’ll let them.  ”

“  whatever it is you’re struggling with,  i want to help and it’s not going to make me look at you any different.  ”

“   i like having you around.  and not because of what you can do for me or give to me—  i like you.  i value you as a person.  ”

“   i just need you to know that you’ve never been ‘nobody’ to me.  you’ve never been nothing.  ”

“   you’re important to me.   you hear me?  you’re important.  and that’s never gonna change.   ”

“  i’m not going anywhere until you get some sleep.  ”

“  i want to take care of you.  please,  let me.  ”

“  no one is meant to be all alone.  that’s not how humans are built.  you don’t need to do all this on your own.   ”

“  you don’t deserve the bad things that happen to you.  you never did.  ”

“  i can’t promise you aren’t going to have any more hardship.  but i can promise i’m gonna be right here to get your through it. ”

“  you make a difference in my life.  i’m not just saying that.  it wouldn’t be the same without you here and i don’t want to find out what it’d be like to not have you around. ”

“  next time it gets this bad,  you call me okay?  now you just sit there and i’m gonna make you some tea and soup and we’re gonna talk this out. ”

“   is it getting bad again?  ”

“   you are so much stronger and braver than you think.  ”

#Prompts;

[razorwiires]

why is there a 60 dollar dominos charge on my card

She grins up at him. They both know why there's a $60 Dominos charge on his card, but she plays dumb anyway. "Guess you got hungry the last time you were blackout drunk. Better let me hang onto your card next time for safe keeping."

[razorwiires]

lastpig​:

   When she steps in front of him, his eyes trace down, right down to the throat.  Double her size, he’s twice as strong and twice as tough.  Even in too deep (his temples pound agasint his brow- head’s on the war path !! ) he knows she’s armed.  If it isn’t a knife in the pocket, it’s a knife in the boot but all a knife is is a piece of stinking metal.  

   And he’s twice her size.

   It wouldn’t even be hard.   With both hands he’d snap her neck.  He’d plant his boot in her teeth; he’d break, snap, slaughter- anything.  John Kramer isn’t his biggest problem; Amanda fucking Young is.  Mark’s not going to do any of that, not because he’s afraid to test the length of the chain, but because he doesn’t want to.  Not that his conscious had finally decided to air on the side of just (or merciful) but because even with all the eyeliner and all the glares and all the scars she pretty.

   She’s pretty.  He’ll give her that.  He’s a dumb animal.  He hates that she knows.  

   The door is kicked shut behind him.  It’s small and much too humble for a lieutenant detective.  Chipped paint on white walls, small kitchen, table; twin sized bed tucked in the corner.  Clothes on the ground, single mug in the sink, an empty vase Angie gave him (he doesn’t know what flowers to buy, never did).  It’s sad- miserable as the man it houses.    

    ❝ You want me to walk you back to John’s? ❞ The way he touches her shoulder is careful, void of any tenderness but with the same apprehensive uncertainty of a man resting his hand on a wildcat. ❝ Or you maybe wanna stay here?  Get…warm ?? ❞

She glances over at him with a scowl, but doesn’t pull away from his hesitant touch. They both know Amanda didn’t come all the way back to Mark’s shitty little apartment just to turn around and head home upon seeing it. She knows he’s just trying to be polite, trying not to make assumptions. She doesn’t care about his chivalry and surely he knows it; his little shows of manners are for his own sake.

"You really know how to make an awkward situation worse, don't you?" 

She turns to fully face him, pressing her hand into his chest and giving him a solid shove. It doesn't really move him, but it gets her point across that she wants him to back up towards the couch.

"Enough bullshit. Are we fucking or are you gonna waste more of my time?"

#lastpig #Mature;

[razorwiires]

someone said this gif is amanda and hoffman and it hasn’t left my head since

[razorwiires]

[upd8 gave me amanda brain, writing coming soon?]

#Ooc;

[razorwiires]

portraversal​:

@razorwiires

       The Fog can be a fickle, irritating thing, the beast repeatedly finds.

       The confines of its territory, selected for a Trial. Driven from its own realm, it had thus sought the forest. But claws meet concrete instead of dirt. In place of trees, brick walls and metal shelves and human clutter. Mouthparts twitch and curl inward, briefly drawing tight.

       It regards the white vehicle with disdain. Considers leaving.

       But it recognizes this place. Has hunted the Prey here before. There are bodies, meat, on the lower level, it recalls. Perhaps elsewhere as well. The smell of death here has always been cloying to its senses, and the creature had never been given the chance to investigate before. The possibility of finding food is tempting — if only to learn whether it can scavenge here the next time its supply runs low. Yet the layout is confusing, not well known, and the creature doesn’t discard the chance of there being another Hunter here as well.

       A moment of debate. In time the Demogorgon sets down a portal, before cautiously venturing further in on all fours. If any others are present, it would prefer to minimize the risk of detection.

She sees the creature before it sees her. She sees nearly everyone before they see her. Even now, maskless, on her own turf where she’s let her guard down, she’s naturally small and stealthy. She takes up no space, makes no sound. She watches, not from around a corner, but from a booth; the signal of her surveillance cameras is jammed during trial. Outside of trial, everything is fair game. 

The Demogorgon is animalistic, as far as she can tell. It's motivation seems to be food. Survival. It isn't malicious; it's violence has purpose. Amanda never plays well with others; she doesn’t appreciate the other killers wandering into her territory. But, this one is different. She’s undecided on the Demogorgon.

Cautiously, she heads for its location, passing through the freezer room on her way. Her approach is audible only from the sound of a pig corpse being dragged behind her. She’s decided that she doesn’t want to be the creature’s target. She stays behind the slab of meat once it’s dropped to the ground, kicks it into the doorway with her boot. “Here. Come get it.”

#portraversal #DBD Verse;

[razorwiires]

SAW apprentices (+ schenk) as banned tags

[razorwiires]

under construction. written by rose.

#[doing outlast things atm] #Promos;

[razorwiires]

Saw II (2005) | Król Lear i Kordelia by Maurycy Sztencel, 1892

Saw III (2006) | Cordelia Comforting Her Father, King Lear, in Prison, by George William Joy, 1886

#aesthetics; the pig;

[razorwiires]

[hi! i’m still here!

i got all moved into my new apartment but there’s still boxes to be unpacked. plus, i work retail, with christmas coming up, and my main coworker who shares my duties quit two days ago. so work’s been busy and stressful, unpacking is still happening, i’m going to be doing family things for christmas, etc. etc.

these may sound like excuses: that is because they are. i am really hoping to get back into writing very soon, but it may not really happen until the first of the year. bare with me! i will be back]

[razorwiires]

#aesthetics; the pig;

[razorwiires]

[hi! i’m still here!

i got all moved into my new apartment but there’s still boxes to be unpacked. plus, i work retail, with christmas coming up, and my main coworker who shares my duties quit two days ago. so work’s been busy and stressful, unpacking is still happening, i’m going to be doing family things for christmas, etc. etc.

these may sound like excuses: that is because they are. i am really hoping to get back into writing very soon, but it may not really happen until the first of the year. bare with me! i will be back]

#ooc;

[razorwiires]

“Everything is connected. Nothing is also connected.”

a private + selective rp account for dirk gently from dirk gently’s holistic detective agency (2016)

written by sam

[rules] [about] [verses]

#promos;

[razorwiires]

under construction. written by rose.

#promos;

[razorwiires]

[sometimes I just think about the stacks of dirty dishes in the meat plant dbd map]

#[they said 'but how will people know that mandy has depression?']