reflectingchaos

[reflectingchaos]

Heyo! I'm going to try and keep this short and sweet. I'm not coming back to Tumblr to roleplay, but if you miss me or want to reconnect, I'm down for roleplaying on Discord. This isn't a website that I feel comfortable on as a whole, but I do miss connections I've made thru the hellhole. I'm going to put as much information as I can gather on GoogleDoc. If you want to interact or even just chat, feel free to send an IM or a message if you want my Discord and I will check every once in awhile.

muse page.

[reflectingchaos]

Heyo! I'm going to try and keep this short and sweet. I'm not coming back to Tumblr to roleplay, but if you miss me or want to reconnect, I'm down for roleplaying on Discord. This isn't a website that I feel comfortable on as a whole, but I do miss connections I've made thru the hellhole. I'm going to put as much information as I can gather on GoogleDoc. If you want to interact or even just chat, feel free to send an IM or a message if you want my Discord and I will check every once in awhile.

muse page.

[reflectingchaos]

I cannot function on this website's layout anymore. Am I officially old?

[reflectingchaos]

If you want to still write or chat, feel free to message for my Discord. Here is my muse list on GoogleDoc. All muses apply as long as they're on there, but you're welcome to ask about others. My interest level for certain muses may be higher on a 1x1 Discord RP where on Tumblr I wouldn't have wanted to fight for the attention with them.

[reflectingchaos]

If you want to still write or chat, feel free to message for my Discord. Here is my muse list on GoogleDoc. All muses apply as long as they're on there, but you're welcome to ask about others. My interest level for certain muses may be higher on a 1x1 Discord RP where on Tumblr I wouldn't have wanted to fight for the attention with them.

#ooc;

[reflectingchaos]

I feel like an old lady here. I do not know how this website functions anymore, which is fine. I just sometimes really miss roleplaying. So if anyone thinks they would like to rebuild a roleplaying friendship, hit me up and maybe we can hook up on Discord and do something there. I won't post my handle here, but if you reach out and want to interact then I'll probably give it to you. I just don't want weirdos trying to talk to me that have nothing to do with roleplay, y'know?

[reflectingchaos]

I feel like an old lady here. I do not know how this website functions anymore, which is fine. I just sometimes really miss roleplaying. So if anyone thinks they would like to rebuild a roleplaying friendship, hit me up and maybe we can hook up on Discord and do something there. I won't post my handle here, but if you reach out and want to interact then I'll probably give it to you. I just don't want weirdos trying to talk to me that have nothing to do with roleplay, y'know?

[reflectingchaos]

I feel like an old lady here. I do not know how this website functions anymore, which is fine. I just sometimes really miss roleplaying. So if anyone thinks they would like to rebuild a roleplaying friendship, hit me up and maybe we can hook up on Discord and do something there. I won't post my handle here, but if you reach out and want to interact then I'll probably give it to you. I just don't want weirdos trying to talk to me that have nothing to do with roleplay, y'know?

[reflectingchaos]

I feel like an old lady here. I do not know how this website functions anymore, which is fine. I just sometimes really miss roleplaying. So if anyone thinks they would like to rebuild a roleplaying friendship, hit me up and maybe we can hook up on Discord and do something there. I won't post my handle here, but if you reach out and want to interact then I'll probably give it to you. I just don't want weirdos trying to talk to me that have nothing to do with roleplay, y'know?

[reflectingchaos]

I don't think the Tumblr search thing for blogs always works. I'm trying to find headcanons I made for a Star Wars OC and I KNOW I've posted them with certain words in the post, but the search won't yield anything except for my posts about a Star Wars crossover with Firenze and that's not what I want. Oh well. I'm just ranting about it because I'm annoyed. lol

[reflectingchaos]

-logs into tumblr-

....

I don’t like it.

#ooc; #:(

[reflectingchaos]

In Earthbound,  when the Starman Junior shows up it says,  “you’re no longer a hero,  but just a useless insect.  I’ll stomp you hard!”  The fight proceeds,  and afterwards Buzz Buzz says,  “Whew!  I was taking a big chance there…  He came from 10 years in the future to kill me,  so we can’t relax yet!”  And then we all know what happens next.  Buzz Buzz gets killed by Pokey’s mother when she squishes him.  Now,  I’ve seen posts joking about how he claimed to be so powerful and yet was killed just like a regular bug.  But we’re not entirely clear on how he came 10 years to the past,  and it may very well have been an event that sapped Buzz Buzz of his full energy and potential.  And he’s aware of it,  as indicated by his relief at having beat the Starman.  But then later,  he’s just not strong enough to withstand a common attack from Pokey’s mom.  I believe he was drained of the rest of his power and energy by defeating the Starman,  traveling to the past,  all of that.  And I think he knew it, too.  He knew he wasn’t going to survive going to the past and telling the boy to start on his adventure,  but it had to be done.  Buzz Buzz sacrificed himself for the greater good.

#reblog;

[reflectingchaos]

omg, this stupid frog thing is actually entertain me. what the FUCK.

#ooc;

[reflectingchaos]

Every Fallen Feather by Shayfer James might be one of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard, I am straight up sobbing.

#( ooc. )

[reflectingchaos]

random (chaotic) dialogue starters.

* is that all you have to say?

* tell me you love me or something, don’t just stand there!

* are you out of your fucking mind?

* it’s truly a wonder that you’re still alive.

* that’s not my name.

* that’s not my name and you know it.

* how many fingers am i holding up?

* i swear, it’s my dog’s fault.

* are you really going in there?

* that’s how people get killed in horror movies, you know?

* if you die on me after everything i’ve done for you… i’ll never forgive you.

* how could i ever forgive you?

* sometimes, everything shifts in the snap of a finger.

* stop yelling at me or i’ll tell them!

* would it kill you to hold my hand every now and then?

* just squeeze my ass and tell me everything will be okay.

* you’re all i need right now.

* you’re finally here, so i can fucking sleep.

* i told you to turn your music down!

* you’re not my parent!

* i didn’t steal your boyfriend, he came with me willingly.

* it’s taking everything in me not to slap you in the face right now.

* you know, people can hear you.

* do you ever think before you speak? you should try it.

* i’ll change your life, if you let me.

* will you go buy me tampons or not?

* please, close the door on your way out.

* keep your hands to yourself.

* what do you think they were thinking about? you know, when they died?

* do you think they know?

* it’s not my fault, it’s 4am and you’re fucking yelling at me!

* you’re a shit friend.

* you’re my best friend.

* you’re my only friend.

* i hope hell is nice and warm when we get there.

* tell me the truth, at least once.

* did you really cheat?

* i don’t wanna know the details.

* can i have some?

* i would kill for a nice glass of wine right now.

* you brought a knife to a gun fight, baby.

* you’re so stupid it kinda turns me on.

* i want you to meet my parents.

#( askbox. )

[reflectingchaos]

tw: severe car accident, chronic pain, drug use

The following are wholly unique decisions for Jughead that are inspired by actual events. Be advised, I am developing my main verse with him being in his young to mid-20s. I will, of course, still entertain verses where he is a highschool age, but in order to create a more interesting atmosphere of change and development, I’m going to explore Jughead as an adult. Many of these headcanons are designed to a) help me work through things or b) bring more light to things that I believe deserve it.

At the age of twenty, and at the bud of his adulthood, Jughead was driving home from work after working long hours and without a day off for over two weeks. He was exhausted from work and momentarily fell asleep at the wheel, causing his car to go off the road. He was on an interstate and going highway speeds, so his car bounced through a ditch, went through a fence, before coming to a stop in a tree. The injury was severe, with specific trauma to his hip and legs and he spent hours in surgery where the doctors had to try and piece him back together. Eventually they did, with permanent metal holding him together as he healed. Because of the devastation of the injury, the surgery went longer than expected and Jughead came out of the surgery with sciatica in one leg. As a result of this, he suffers chronic pain 24/7.

In the years following this accident, Jughead would struggle severely with depression and severe pain, as his nerve pain would cause his feet and leg to feel as though it were literally on fire, and he would begin drinking and using various forms of drug use to try and find relief. Throughout his twenties, he had variou ups and downs. In his late 20s he learns of a natural herb called kratom. While it doesn’t nearly take all the pain, it has helped him considerably to manage his pain to get himself cleaned up.

#headcanonjughead;

[reflectingchaos]

It’s remarkable to me that after over a year I still have a desire to characterize and write John Watson all solely because of the lines to this song: Mama sent me to the army, said it’s gonna make me a man. Dropped me off at the bus stop curb with a gun and a Bible in my hands. I said, ‘Mama, what you’re doing, maybe I don’t understand.’ She said, ‘One’s gonna kill and one’s gonna heal, but they both will bring a man to Heaven.’

#notetoself; #( hmm #what to do... )