im so calm and normal but also if im misunderstood by people in a way i cannot control i will tear apart the fibers of the universe
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lana was right... I want someone to eat ice cream with... and watch television... and walk home from the mall with...
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pretty sexy of me to keep going despite each day being more unbearable than the last
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(suffering the clear and obvious ramifications of my voluntary actions) once again god torments me for no purpose but sick amusement
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Clementine von Radics, James
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what hasnt killed me has just made me overly sensitive and defensive
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It fucking hurts to let someone come close to you when they were just a passerby in your life. I know my vision is bad but how could I be so blind?! Yikes.
I feel so much anger and sadness within me. All I think about is escaping from my own thoughts. All those stupid moments keep repeating in my mind and I am not someone who regrets much but this time I swear if I could I want to burn every piece of every little moment we had, every touch, every word, every fucking thing.
Listen I love my heart but we felt wrong this time. How do people find love when all I find are mfs who just lie. When will I ever actually find someone who will love and accept me for me.
Does real love not exist anymore or am I really a fool for believing?
-V
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“ur so quiet” its so fucking loud in my head
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"It's sad," she said, "What is?" He asked,
"I mean, you ask someone about love and they tell you about heartbreak."
-Excerpt of a Book I'll Never Write (via 500lettersforyou)
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"I had no interests. I had no interests in anything. I had no idea how I was going to escape. At least the others had some taste for life. They seemed to understand something that I didn't understand. Maybe I was lacking. It was possible. I often felt inferior. I just wanted to get away from them. But there was no place to go. Suicide? I felt like sleeping for five years but they wouldn't let me."
-Charles Bukowski
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Meditations in an Emergency, Cameron Awkward-Rich
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Are you lesbian?
Bi🦋🏳️🌈
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Nayyirah Waheed, from salt.
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we're all just sluts with mental illnesses and tummy problems
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Why is my world so confusing
I can want but I can barely have,
Sometimes it's not even enough to exist
Sometimes all I wish is for you.
Love is all around, love is within
The hesitation lingers,
I want the sky but I barely run
Afraid I repeat the same mistakes.
My heart wants chaos, it wants you
But I'm driving reckless with no destination
If only I knew before everything blew,
There's a price for each heart and a risk for every lover.
-V
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Mary Oliver, from “Evidence”, Devotions
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— Kathy Acker
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