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I'm not Myelf. I am Not Feeling it. I Finally Need Help.
I am exhausted of my thoughts.
I am exhausted of fearing of the unknown.
I am exhausted of worrying about my employment.
My Anxiety is at an all-time high and has a mind of its own. Even on pills it still likes to pull at my strings.
I am exhausted and question if I will wake up tomorrow alongside Michelle and Bella.
I am tired of waking up every night at a minimum of three times andā¦
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Yes. This Still Does Really Happen
Yes, this still does happen and we wonder why we are losing talent.I was at my local coffee shop when a Customer asked the cashier behind the counter for a paper cup to pour out her Pepsi from the bottle.After giving her the cup, the Manager ripped the cashier a new one stating that the cup cost 10 cents and that she just lost the company money.You can see that this Cashier was new to her job andā¦
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Let's Talk About Mental Health
Hello. My Name is Cary Shawn Brandes and I am a 51 year old on a Mental Health Journey with my BiPolar 2 friend.Here is my story.You may know me as someone who can be intense, loves to laugh, seems to be an extrovert and never gives in. But do you want to know a Secret? I have been hiding behind a mask for many decades and it has been and continues to be a very exhausting adventure.Only recentlyā¦
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This Has Hit Home.
This post hit home.This post says it as it is.This post is truthfull to the core.Many of you that know me, know how this has hit home and has knocked me down for the punch on several occasions and continues to play peek a boo when least expected.ā¦ I tend to hide it very well, but it is so exhausting to do so.This is why the RenegadeRetailer exists as it gives others that support voice and knowingā¦
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This Post Hits Home.
This post hit home.This post says it as it is.This post is truthfull to the core.Many of you that know me, know how this has hit home and has knocked me down for the punch on several occasions and continues to play peek a boo when least expected.ā¦ I tend to hide it very well, but it is so exhausting to do so.This is why the RenegadeRetailer exists as it gives others that support voice and knowingā¦
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Merchandise - Coming Soon
Merchandise ā ComingĀ Soon
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Welcome to the Bipolar Journey and Madness of a RenegadeRetailer.
Welcome to my site and I am happy to have you here.
I invite you to take a look at my Blog that follows me throughout my Mental Health and BiPolar Journey that seemingly works well alongside my Retail Leadership Marathon.
I will be also be sharing with you my experiences and stories about living and being diagnosed as BiPolar and my ranting about my Career in the
Worlds Greatest Soap Opera āā¦
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WELCOME TO THE BIPOLAR JOURNEY AND MADNESS OF A RENEGADE.
WELCOME TO THE BIPOLAR JOURNEY AND MADNESS OF AĀ RENEGADE.
Welcome to my site and I am happy to have you here.I invite you to take a look at my Blog that follows me throughout my Mental Health Madness and BiPolar Journey.I will be sharing with you my experiences and stories about living and diagnosed with the greatest gift of being BiPolar.So let me set your expectations now.Please donāt have any, as there will be:š Technical Issues.š Swearing.š Steppingā¦
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Do You Like Me?
Do You LikeĀ Me?
Question for you.Yes you.Do you Like Me š ?As Retail Leaders we are responsible to Manage and Coach our stores to the best of our abilities and sometimes our decisions may not be popular.š So the question that needs to be asked is:ā Why do we feel the need to be ālikedā as a Leader, Coach or Manager.š Is it because we believe that if you hurt an Employees feelings or ego they will just get up andā¦
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It's OK To Not Be OK.
Itās OK To Not Be OK.
If you are not OKā¦.thatās OK.You are stronger than you think you are.
ā¦ and if you can not see that then call someone.
š Call a friend.šš¼ Call a stranger.šš» Call your local help hotline.šš¾ Call me.
We can get through this together.
Admitting you need help is a sign of strength and not weakness.
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Was This The End?
That was a close call.I was on the threshold of making a decision.This decision was circling my mind for awhile now.My mind continues to not be keeping up with me for the last little while and is getting tougher to formulate a clear thought to either document through writing or video.What then is my purpose if I cannot continue to do what I do best?Closing down the blog was my last resort, but itā¦
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The Retail Disease That Affects You.
When a Manager, Leader, or Coach lacks the necessary leadership skills, they will revert to micromanaging instead, this will frequently drive away their Associates, Employees, Team Members, or whatever flavor of the month you call them.
Because of their controlling nature, they can also say goodbye to any bonus as their turnover and retention will come crashing down. This tremendous opportunityā¦
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Please Buy Me a Coffee āļø.
Hello.Over 5 years and 4500 plus posts later I am looking for some help towards raising some funds and helping me bring my story to more of us who like me are on a BiPolar Mental Health Journey that coincides alongside my Retail Madness Marathon.
We need to remember that we are never alone on this ļ Blue Marble.
š If you like what you are readingĀ and would like to supportMy Journey and Madnessā¦
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Just Another BiPolar | Spiraling Story.
Wow.That was not cool yesterday.š¤Æ I spiraled.I was not able to control my thought process.I was thinking the worst was about to happen.Thank you Bella for staying by my side and ensuring I needed a kiss every minuteā¦. ps: Bella is my Pitbull / Beagle mix and my best friend second to Michelle.Today is a new day and I appreciate that I have been given the ability to continuously be knocked down andā¦
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Just Another Bipolar | Spiraling Story.
Wow.That was not cool yesterday.š¤Æ I spiraled.I was not able to control my thought process.I was thinking the worst was about to happen.Thank you Bella for staying by my side and ensuring I needed a kiss every minuteā¦. ps: Bella is my Pitbull / Beagle mix and my best friend second to Michelle.Today is a new day and I appreciate that I have been given the ability to continuously be knocked down andā¦
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It's Raining and It's Pouring.
Itās Raining and Itās Pouring.
Itās Raining.Itās Pouringand the Old Man which is me is š¤£ Snoring.I was on my usual 3km Journey to Starbucks ths afternoon and was pulled aside.Ok, here we go again. What did I do?How do I know this person?Will I need to explain this to Michelle š?Nope.It was Nicole.Nicole has been following me as the RenegadeRetailer for years and by some random coincidence the Stars lined up and we met.WoW.ā¦
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