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BSD Chapter 90

I felt so down after reading the new chapter I cant get into the mood to do the summary 😭😭 So I am sorry if its not comprehensible enough…

I don’t speak either Japanese or English as my native language so I do make mistakes here and there. Please understand.

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dazai didn’t just say “you used corruption believing in me? how beautiful” he said “i think about you all the time and i want to be close to you and you bring out the humanity in me that only one person could” and chuuya didn’t just said “i used corruption because I trusted you” he said “i trusted you, i trust you, i will be your light” and i for one, think thats beautiful

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AGHHGHHH the PAIN

-sidenote I love this sm 🥺

Soukoku Fic Idea

Once everything has settled, Dazai and Chuuya agree to meet up and talk. This is the first time Dazai invites Chuuya to Lupin. He sits by his usual seat, orders two whiskeys out of habit, and Chuuya- as if already aware that it wasn’t for him- asks for a bottle of red.

So there, the two of them sat- one seat apart, Chuuya’s neatly folded coat in-between them. Beside Dazai, on the counter top, was Oda’s drink. He clicks his glass against it, then raises his own for Chuuya to do the same. “To the stray dogs.”

“To the stray dogs.” Chuuya echoes.

They drink and sigh on cue, the silence only stretching on. Chuuya fidgets with his gloves, feeling obligated to talk. He was the one who invited Dazai out, but in his defense he didn’t think Dazai would actually humor him. The air around them was tense, so much so that Chuuya instinctively held his breath.

It was a feeling akin to drowning.

Then Dazai turns to him, empty glass in hand, and asks. “Do you want to know a story, Chuuya?”

“What kind?”

“It’s quite the tragedy, I won’t lie.” He chuckles softly. “It’s about this boy who thought death shouldn’t be treated like taboo or separated from daily societal matters. This boy who once said, ‘death isn’t the opposite of life, but rather an extension to it’.”

The wine had an aftertaste of bile, Chuuya thought, or was that from his own tongue?

“A boy who now only clings to life to fulfill his promise to a ghost, wishing death had spared that one person who he’d willingly change his whole world for.”

“Is this promise the reason?”

“The reason for what?”

“The reason this boy left another boy behind?”

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can we just agree that manga dazai.

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This is so cute- and so well written- their interaction isn’t overly mushy like some skk fics and instead it comes across so natural and frking radiates ‘i hate you but i love you’ energy but yet again that’s what soukoku is about lol really love this!! @crow-writes-stuff

(I love your writing!) Since I’m feeling whumpy, for the Dazai x Chuuya prompt-

Surgery

Ahh, thank you, Anon! I hope you like it :)

Prompt: Surgery

Chuuya is not pacing because he's worried, thank you very much. He's pacing because he is furious.

Because of Dazai, of course. That asshole managed to get himself shot and who did the hospital call? Not his friends at the Agency, that's for sure.

Chuuya flexes his hands that have spent the past hour curled into fists. The pitying looks he's shot by both staff and visitors do absolutely nothing to improve his mood. He's not fucking worried, damn it. He's just here to demand an explanation from Dazai and maybe choke him a little. The asshole deserves it.

A nurse approaches him with a kind smile. "The surgery was successful. You can see him now." 

Chuuya is tempted to just turn around and leave. Instead, he presses out a "Thank you," and follows her. This isn't her fault, after all.

Dazai looks unusually small in the hospital bed. He's hooked up to some monitors and devices Chuuya doesn't care enough about to spare more than a passing glance.

The nurse gives him another smile before leaving the room. Chuuya waits until the door is closed. He steps up to the side of the bed, staring down at Dazai. He's breathing regularly.

Chuuya very lightly kicks against the bed. "Hey asshole, you awake yet?"

No reaction, of course. 

Chuuya takes one of the chairs in the room and pulls it over to the bed. "When you feel like talking, care to explain why the fuck I'm your emergency contact?" He sits down, crosses his arms and waits. 

Surprisingly, he doesn't have to wait long. Dazai frowns slightly before opening his eyes. He's not looking at Chuuya, instead opting to stare at the ceiling. "We set them together, remember?", he asks, voice quiet. "Am I not yours?"

Chuuya huffs. "No. I changed it to Ane-san after you left. What the hell do you think?"

"Hm," Dazai says, still not looking at him. "I suppose that makes sense."

They stay silent for a while. Until suddenly, Dazai snaps his head around, staring at Chuuya. "You still came."

Chuuya glares at him. "What else was I supposed to fucking do?"

Dazai looks painfully earnest as he answers: "You could have ignored the call." 

Chuuya kicks the bed again, careful not to alert any of the machines. "Yeah sure, as if."

Dazai blinks. Chuuya sighs.

He leans forward, reaching for Dazai's wrist. "You're such a fucking idiot." He gently presses two fingers down, feeling Dazai's pulse even through the bandages. "I told you before. If anyone's going to kill you, it'll be me. So stop being so stupid."

Dazai's lips twist into a smile before that turns into a chuckle. He stops soon enough, making a face. "Oh, that hurts." Chuuya rolls his eyes. "You deserve that." Dazai blinks again, considering. "Perhaps." He turns to smile at Chuuya again. "Thanks for showing up." Chuuya looks away. "Sure. Now shut up."

They both ignore it when his hand on Dazai's wrist lowers, taking hold of his partner's hand. They also ignore it when Dazai gives them a little squeeze. They've gotten very good at ignoring things like that over the years.

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oh hello there 🙋🏻‍♀️

So i’m new to this whole tumblr thing- but here’s some soukoku bbys that I edited 🥰

btw does anyone know whether this is an official manga adaptation of that dead apple scene- or a fanart? If it is a fanart i’m soso sorry to the artisit because I genuinely have no idea where the source of this is from smh trust me I searched for ages I swear

But tbh I really hope this is the official manga adaptation because IT RADIATES SO MUCH SWEET SKK ENERGY AHHHH okay I sound mad BUT I LOVE THEM SM OKAYYY

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