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[shaking myself by the shoulders] i will get better. i will continue. i have no goddamn choice

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The human brain is not designed to look at “one year ago” memories

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really truly genuinely literally me

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personally i am just excited for it to get better

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everyone more pretentious than me is an insufferable poseur and everyone less pretentious than me is a clueless philistine

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Love from me on this kind of sad sky-blue sun-struck snow day. . .

— Anne Sexton to Anne Clarke

I love you today with a special kind of wide, sunny love. . .

— Vladimir Nabokov to Véra Nabokov

Tho I long for the actual sunlight contact between us I miss you like a home. Shine back honey & think of me.

— Allen Ginsberg to Peter Orlovsky

Write for a long time, send a little of yourself to this city waiting for you, stay turned toward me, love me. . . and, if you’re feeling depressed, forgive me for being so alive this morning. But the sun and you. . .

— Albert Camus to Maria Casarès

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gatitosentimental

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how long do i need to go outside for to fix my mental health. will 5 minutes do it. please say yes

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can someone fucking linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. can someone fucking forget their scarf in my life & come back later for it. please

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staying over at your parents is like. wow I’ve spent some of the worst times of my life here feeling trapped and alone. I’m so glad I don’t live here anymore. I’m so sad I’ll never live in the same house as my siblings ever again. I miss being a child. I miss living with my family. or maybe I miss the concept of a happy family. the idea of something I never truly had. I’ve cried in this bed so many times. things have changed so much. I feel the ghosts of my younger selves in this room still. it’s good to be home.

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I'm like if a chill girl had the need to control everything around her

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the phrases "kill myself" "kill yourself" "let's kill ourselves" are sacred because brands cannot use them. holy in the literal sense

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so fucked up that i have to take care of my body everyday. what if sometimes i feel sad about the maintenance

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I am reasonably fun to hang out with and my company is enjoyed by well over 10 people worldwide

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being aware that your behavior is shaped by childhood experiences is so cringe every time i notice it im like ooo look at her can't even get over what someone told him when she was 7. grow up