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choi yeonjun [f. requested, 694 words] chance

“i just don’t want to ruin things.”

taehyun looks to yeonjun after his confession, “how would it be ruining things?”

yeonjun was in the middle of another rant to his members about his feelings, particularly the ones about you. you’ve been good friends with txt for a while and you consider them some of your best ones. they, likewise, have considered you as their unofficial sixth member. the “problem” in this scenario is that their oldest, yeonjun, thinks of you as more than just a friend.

“it would be ruining things because of the dynamics. i don’t even know if they feel the same about me, and even if they did, it’s not like we could just date. there are other factors.”

soobin chimes in, “ok fine, there are other factors to think about but what’s the harm in trying?”

“the harm is that one: they could take it the wrong way and our friend group falls apart, or two: they like me but it ends badly because of… i’m not going to even try to explain all the horrible outcomes that could happen.”

“you can’t go into it expecting negativity. the worst thing you could do is set yourself up for failure,” responds huening kai.

“but i want it to go well. i like them… like a lot. as in more than they could ever know, more than i would ever be able to explain. the things they do to my heart, the way they occupy my mind 24/7. it’s unfathomable. they’re everything i could ever want in a person and more.”

“you really think all that about me?” you ask cautiously in almost a whisper. the five boys whip their heads around simultaneously to see you standing in the doorway. “you want to be with me?”

he swallows nervously, his eyes flickering to the different features on your face, trying to read your expression. he looks away as the movement of the younger boys leaving the room catches his eye. he faces you again and says decidedly, “more than anything. i know that what we have—our friendship—is good. i know that, but i can’t help but wonder how much better it could be if we were more.”

you start to say his name but are quickly cut off as he continues to ramble, “i know, i know. dating isn’t your thing. to be honest, i get scared of the idea too sometimes. yet, when i think about it with you,” he sighs as he steps closer and takes your hands in his, “it feels right. give me a chance, just one chance to prove it. that would be enough.”

you hesitate, letting your thoughts consume you for a moment. finally saying screw it, you tell him, “you don’t need a chance. i know what i want. i want to be with you.”

“please just think about it- wait, what?” yeonjun stops his questioning to think back to what you said. he didn’t register the latter half for a second, his mind focusing on the first sign of rejection. “you… you want to be with me?” he watches as you nod your head and breaks out into a wide grin. he chuckles a bit, “kiss me.” he gets you to laugh now. “i’m serious. kiss me. i have never wanted to kiss you more than in this moment.”

you reach up to wrap you arms around him, letting him get closer to you. right as he thinks you’re about to give in, you slightly turn your head to the side, feeling his lips hit your cheek. he whines annoyed but can’t hold it for long as he sees your teasing smile. he cranes his neck forward again, only for you to pull the same trick. he gives another shocked look, tired of your games. he hold your face in his hands, allowing him to crash his lips onto yours in a long awaited kiss. you don’t miss the smile or giggle on his end each time he pulls away.

faintly in the background, hidden around the corner are the rest of yeonjun’s members witnessing the entire conversation. beomgyu lets out exasperatedly, “finally.”

originally written: september 9 2021

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haechan nsfw headcanons

haechan nsfw headcanons:

a total switch

if cloning was possible, he’d be the perfect match for himself,,,,, if that makes sense

like he’s a tease either way but he’s also defiant

like he’s a brat tamer dom but a bratty sub

has a thing for punishments, both giving and receiving

as a dom, he likes to take control and take care of you

lots of edging and orgasm denial case he wants you to beg for it

constant degradation and dacryphilia

kinda has a thing for exhibitionism cause he wants others to know that he’s getting some

loves hearing you scream his name and crying from how well he fucks you

also maybe into somnophilia if you were down

as a sub, he’s super whiny and would call you mommy

like he is super vocal,,,, as in LOUD

wants to be restrained and have his hair pulled

an oral fixation. that’s it. yeah.

also mutual masturbation and watching porn together is super common if you’re comfortable with that

originally written: 3 september 2021

#haechan #donghyuck #haechan smut #donghyuck smut #haechan headcanons #donghyuck headcanons #nct #nct 127 #nct dream #nct haechan #nct smut #nct 127 smut #nct dream smut #nct headcanons #nct 127 headcanons #nct dream headcanons #nct haechan smut #nct haechan headcanons #kpop headcanons

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lhs - runnin’

lee heeseung [a. + f. 4700 words] runnin’

to you

you came up on some new

i know i shouldn’t feel blue

‘cause i was runnin’ out of time for you

synopsis: you met heeseung in your freshman year of college and immediately hit it off. you’ve made it to your third year and when everyone including yourselves thought that you were each other’s endgame, the devastation when you two split was immeasurable. you both know there’s still love between you. this break allows you both to realize new things. can you two find your ways back to each other? will this be the final goodbye?

genre + tropes: angst. fluff. comedy. college!au. establishedrelationship!au. exes!au.

warnings: fem reader. swearing. arguing. nosy friends. cold heeseung and cold reader. drifting relationship. interventions. slight suggestive themes but it’s only mentioned like once. they both pine over each other. mentions of alcohol and binge drinking. maybe not a happy ending. if you choose to see it that way. whoops. appearances of the rest of enha plus txt yeonjun and soobin.

i.  the break

“so this is how it’s gonna end? i thought we were doing fine.”

heeseung erupts into an even angrier fit, “are you kidding me? we are not fucking fine. in what world is this fine? tell me!”

you scoff from where you stand cross-armed on the other side of the bedroom. “well, can you really blame me? it’s hard to see if there’s something wrong if we never see each other.”

“exactly my point! we don’t see each other.”

the two of you have been at each other’s throats since heeseung showed up at your apartment. you have no idea how long ago that was or when the argument started. all you remember is coming up to him when he arrived, wanting to actually spend some time with him. instead he shrugged you off and ignored you, blaming the fatigue. the rest has been a blur. one of you made an offhand comment and now here you are: frustrated and in another fight.

a quick recap: you two met at a mutual friend’s party. you thought that each other was attractive and he ended up asking you out. from there you kept going out, fell in love, dated, and everyone thought you were perfect together. three years later and it’s getting tiring. life has been draining trying to balance it all.

“and who’s fault is that?”

annoyed, he snaps back, “oh please, you can not put the blame solely on me.”

“bullshit. i sure can when i’m the only one making an effort here. i’ve actually been trying to save us. you, on the other hand…” you pause again, rolling your eyes, “well, we both know just how much you care.”

his jaw drops, defensively he spits back, “are you genuinely implying that i don’t care about you? about us? that’s rich.”

you move to sit on the edge of the bed, staring at a single spot on the floor. you can see the shadow of heeseing pacing back and forth. you sit there, not looking at each other. the only sounds to be heard are his footsteps and the heavy sighs from you. you think back to the last several weeks. you recall each of the times you have been able to see each other. there’s no substance, nothing memorable. the only thing that comes to mind is that you always end up not talking at all or arguing.

just like right now.

“be real, heesung. when was the last time we went on a date? when was the last time you stayed the night without it ending up with you just knocking out? when was the last time we actually sat down and had a conversation? be honest because i will. i can’t remember.”

“and yet you thought we were fine?”

“well it’s better to believe a good lie than face the hurtful truth. i’m trying to save this relationship. i’m trying all the fucking time and you don’t do shit.”

he spits back frustrated, “well maybe that’s because there’s nothing to be saved.”

“are you kidding me right now? am i supposed to be scared? you tell me that there’s nothing to be saved and expect me to just give up?”

“sorry but i’m not running from this anymore.”

“you’re not sorry and we both know it.” you push yourself back up to stand, resting your hands on your hips, “you can’t say you’re sorry and expect me to forgive you. that’s not how this works.”

“this isn’t what i wanted to happen. this isn’t how it was supposed to go.”

“then make it work.”

“i- i can’t,” he holds his hands over his face, running one through his hair, “it’s too much.”

“so what? what do you mean?”

he finally stops. he takes a deep breath and lets it all out, “i just can’t see this working anymore, at least not like this.”

ii. week one

you thought this would be more difficult. that this would be the hardest pill to swallow. the first week apart may actually be the easiest. nothing has really changed. that’s probably because you haven’t told anyone that you two are no longer together. perhaps the time that you didn’t spend with each other before the break up had trained you for this.

life goes on, with or without heeseung. that’s what you keep telling yourself. you choose to get caught up with your life. you have other priorities. it’s not a crime to focus on yourself for the first time in three years.

heeseung feels the same. he doesn’t see any point on dwelling on the breakup. sure, he was the one who made the decision. he’s the one who put it out there. he’s the one who ended it and the one who is taking responsibility.

lucky for both of you, you don’t have any courses together and your schedules don’t really coincide. there’s no chance at any awkward run-ins. there is this weird, tiny feeling though. there’s this small inkling of something missing. you both suppress it. i mean, hell, the breakup just happened.

iii. scheming

meanwhile, your friends have all seemed to notice that the two of you are off. they aren’t sure what it is. they get that you two have had some time apart, but you’re both adults with lives. you have your own classes, jobs, other friends, and such. no one mentions it because they don’t think it’s their business.

but come on… there’s no way they won’t get to the bottom of it. our resident gossips, sunoo and sunghoon, team up and make it their mission to snoop around. of course, they take precautions to not get caught. the scheming duo find out nothing, to no avail.

now the gang of the scheming duo plus jay, jake, and niki have convened in the common room of jungwon’s dorm building. the 02z are all playing billiards in one corner. sunoo battles jungwon in a game of ping pong. the youngest of the group sits by himself on one of the couches, contemplating if he should speak up. they’ve been in a heated discussion as they try to figure out what exactly has been irking them.

riki, against his own conscience, speaks up to the five. he has this gut feeling and innocently wants to voice his opinion. “what if,” the young boy start out while gauging the faces of the others, “now don’t get mad and just hear me out.” he stops again, taking his time to make eye contact with each of the older boys, waiting until they all nod, “what if… they broke up?”

the group of friends all exchange glances with each other before breaking out into laughter. jay composes himself a bit, still chuckling when he says, “seriously? you think they broke up? heeseung and y/n? yeah, no way.”

sunoo leans onto the ping pong table and eggs him on, “they are literally soulmates.”

jungwon sets his racket down and goes to plop himself next to riki on the couch, “there is no way in hell the two of them split.”

iv. breaking news

“yeah, we split.” plain and simple. three words that crushed the poor hearts of jake and jungwon. he broke the news over brunch. he sensed their curiosity when they deliberately never brought you up. 

“good joke there, dude. almost had me for a second.” jake says, awkwardly with a forced laugh.

the youngest of the three chiming in and agreeing, “yeah, that’s really funny.” a silence hits the booth. “you are joking… right?”

the oldest then looks back and forth between the two, tilting his head to one side like a confused pup. he doesn’t see why they think he would joke and simply replies, “nope. you guys haven’t asked so i’m guessing you tried to snoop around and pick up on my cues. i’m also guessing sunoo’s behind this whole operation.”

“ok wait,” jake interjects, “what do you mean you broke up? you can’t just break up.”

jungwon agrees, “he’s right. you two are just playing a prank on us.”

“guys, i’m serious. y/n and i are no longer together.” the two just freeze, jaws dropped, eyes wide. “besides, it’s better this way.”

v. bad timing

meanwhile the remaining four members of their friend group have met up in the campus library in an attempted study session. so far, they’ve just gone back to gossiping and slacking off. the boys all find themselves teetering on the verge of sleep. that is until sunghoon catches you walking in. immediately going to softly pat the others back awake, they all look up confused. trying to stay subtle, hoon jerks his head to the side in your direction.

you make your way to one of the shelves, searching high and low for a book you need for your literature class. sneaking up behind you comes choi yeonjun, the library aid and a friend of yours. 

“need any help?”

“no thanks, i’m good jun.” you give him a polite smile.

unbeknownst to both of you, the failure of a study group has creeped to a closer table. they knew that you two were friends but they still can’t help but eavesdrop. “will you two please shut up so we can hear them?” the annoyed face evident on sunghoon’s face at the bickering of sunoo and niki. he turns to see jay, snacking and not paying attention. he rolls his eyes at the group, his gaze then catching yeonjun leading you out of the shelves. quickly shushing the three and nodding his head in your direction again, they finally get the hint.

yeonjun steps in front of you, “so you know my friend soobin, right?”

“soobin… as in choi soobin?”

yeonjun flashes his bright smile, “that’s the one.”

“yeah i know him. we had a stats class together a while back. he definitely taught me a few tricks around a calculator.” you laugh with him, “he’s super sweet, and needless to say cute too.”

“well, am i glad to hear that! long story short, he’s kinda been crushing on you lately and wants to know if you’re free. he mentioned your shared class before but he said he never got your number.”

“since you have mine already, go ahead and give it to him. tell him i’m free whenever he is.”

yeonjun raises his eyebrows at your boldness, “will do. i just wanted to ask you first before i gave it to him because… y’know…”

“no worries, i completely understand.”

he gives a quick goodbye before going back to his desk. storming quickly, four faces appear in front of you, all a combination of confusion, shock, and anger. 

sunoo starts, “um… y/n. why are you telling yeonjun to give your number to another guy?”

“yeah, are you cheating on heeseung?” his partner in crime, sunghoon, joins in.

you pause and scan their faces. your face dawns an equally as confused expression. “how can i cheat on someone who isn’t my boyfriend?”

four jaws simultaneously drop. riki’s being the first to close and answer a bit hushed, “i knew it.”

jay turns to him in disbelief, “not the time, niki!”

“did heeseung not tell you guys?” you ask them slowly. “i assumed he would be the one to let you all know.”

“that you two broke up?!” sunoo asks angrily, being shushed by yeonjun from the counter. giving an apologetic smile then tuning back into your conversation, “what do you mean you two broke up?”

“we just… broke up. that’s it. end of story. now if you’ll excuse me, i have to actually study.”

they watch you check out the book you came in for originally and walk out the doors, unsure of what to do next.

vi. the intervention

arranging your monthly movie night was not exactly the easiest task given the tensions surrounding two people in your group. so the only logical solution that they all could think of was to simply not to tell one of you that the other was coming over. a fool-proof plan.

in the dorm of the 02z, you did not expect to see heeseung when you walked in.

he gets up from his spot on the couch, “what the hell is going on here?”

“yeah, an explanation would be nice.” you cross your arms as you glare at the younger boys.

niki, trying to act as mediator gestures for both of you two sit on the loveseat—the same loveseat that was always reserved for the two of you before. “this is an intervention.”

after the confession of their intentions, everyone goes quiet. not a single word is spoken for several minutes, no one knowing how to start. after much internal contemplation, jungwon finally attempts to start. “we brought you two here today because- you know what, i can’t do this.” he stops and cuts himself off, burying his face in his hands.

sunoo sits next to him with his arms crossed. “how dare you two? our parents gets divorced and we don’t even get a notice.” it was common for them to refer to you and heeseung as the parents of the group, being the oldest. although something about sunoo still calling you by that nickname stings, him shaking his head to display his disappointment making you feel guilty. 

you see heeseung out of the corner of your eye avoiding looking up to your friends. “look, i don’t see the big deal. we broke up. that happens when relationships don’t work out.”

sunghoon quickly intervenes, “how can you say it isn’t a big deal? you’re letting three years go to waste and that’s all you can say? that’s what happens.” he scoffs at how shameless you come off.

“well, would you rather us stay together even when we were unhappy?” their reactions were a mix of shouts, the words yes, of course not, and duh all blending into each other.

that’s what brought your ex boyfriend out of his daze. “y/n has a point. we broke up and it’s over. we were no longer happy and i don’t see the point in bringing it up again either. it’s in the past. let it go.” he says rather coldly and sternly. him actually saying it and acknowledging it caused that weird feeling to come back. his body language is off, too. your years together has taught you enough about heeseung to know when he’s upset, especially with himself.

jake takes his turn, looking down at his fidgeting hands and muttering sadly, “but you promised each other forever.”

that prompts you and heeseung to glance at each other quickly, making eye contact and it lingering for a couple of seconds. you look away first, not noticing that his stare doesn’t leave you.”some promises just can’t be kept.” your response then making him turn away.

“bullshit.” it’s the first word uttered by jay this entire time. “neither of you are the type to break promises.”

“some things can’t be helped,” heeseung defends.

jay, getting angrier, asks his friend, “did you know that she’s already going on a date? yeah, that guy, soobin. i’m pretty sure you know who he is. your ex,” he makes sure to stress the last word with a certain degree of annoyance, “thinks he’s cute.”

emotionless, heeseung answers back, “good for her, then.”

you were sure that you were over him, that’s why you said yes to the date. but something about him not caring leaves you feeling odd.

jungwon stops your train of thought, “no, you’re supposed to be upset. you’re supposed to get jealous and confess you still want to be with her. you’re supposed to fight for her and be together.”

another quick glance between the two of you, lasting longer than the previous one. no words are said on his end, but you know exactly what he’s trying to say. “he doesn’t have to fight when i’m the one who ended it.” you knew him. you knew he couldn’t admit to the others his decision. after all, he wants to be a good role model even in his darkest times. he couldn’t crush their idea of love and you did what you had to do. you lied for his sake—and maybe even yours.

vii. him

two months have passed since the breakup. there’s tension amongst the friend group, the six not wanting to pick sides between you and heeseung. they’re constantly going back and forth, like they’re walking on eggshells as to not bring up something that only happened with the other.

to get your mind off everything, you’ve found comfort in soobin. well, more accurately you’ve found comfort in between his sheets, or wherever you two decide for it to go down. that’s not to say the dates aren’t great. you’re not official and you both know that. your latest date, however, couldn’t help but feel weird.

the date was going pretty well. don’t get me wrong—soobin is a great guy. he’s sweet, caring, funny, and handsome. you have a lot in common like your taste in drinks and movies. maybe if you had met him first, you would’ve dated him… but you didn’t meet him first. you met heeseung first, and soobin isn’t heeseung.

you found yourself drifting from the conversation now and then, thinking about how heeseung would’ve been at that moment. you think back to his habits, particularly the way he raises his eyebrows whenever he’s excited or talking about something he’s passionate about. you always found it endearing. over the course of dinner, you are able to notice that soobin has some cute habits too, like him covering his face when he gets shy or puffing out his cheeks. but it still isn’t the same.

“you two deserve each other.”

soobin catches your attention again with that comment. “what?”

“you and heeseung. i know that look. don’t try to lie to me.”

“look, heeseung is my past, and i want it to stay that way.”

“do you really want it to stay that way, or are you just afraid of what could happen if you let him back into your present?”

you give him a teasing glare, “don’t get all philosophical with me. i just don’t think he and i can go back to how we were before.”

“what’s so bad about you two changing? obviously if it didn’t work out, you shouldn’t try to be what you were before.”

“can’t i just try with you?”

“as much as i would love for you to give me that chance, i can’t do that to you or to myself. it’s not fair.”

you hesitantly ask him, “but is it worth it?”

“that’s not my decision to make.”

viii. her

now that you’re virtually not in his life, he seems to be looking for you everywhere. actually… rather than going out of his way to look for you, everything just reminds him of you. the jingles of the commercials you always sang along to, your favorite songs on the radio, the reruns of 90’s shows you always binged. hell, even when he was making ramen, he was reminded of how you would make his favorite for him every time he was stressed over an exam. he was sitting in the back of the lecture hall, trying so hard to stay awake for his 3 hour long class with the most boring professor on campus. he fought the urge to text you since it felt like second nature to rely on you to help cheer him up.

there was a particular night when it really hit him. reality smacked him in the face late one evening. heeseung was bored out of his mind, laying alone in bed, aimlessly browsing netflix to find something to watch. he thinks to himself y/n would’ve slammed this laptop closed and talked all night about random and obscure topics. he laughs to himself, reliving the memories. right then, it’s obvious. he misses her.

ix. promises

the rain hitting your bedroom window had no help on your already gloomy mood. what did help was the bottle of soju- well more realistically, four bottles of soju. it was all the liquid courage you needed to call heeseung at three in the morning. 

you sat drowsily on the rug of your living room, your phone on speaker and placed in front of you as you stared out the dewy glass. you heard the phone ring seven times, ready to hang up until you heard his groggy voice come out from the other end. “hello? y/n, why are you up?”

you laugh softly and ask him, sounding loopy, “why are you up?”

“because you’re calling me. would you like to give me a reason why, and are you drunk?”

“maybe. anyways, you know… i was thinking. we broke a lot of promises and it hurts. i have to know that we’re not bad people. i have to keep at least one, right?”

heeseung groans but lets you ramble, knowing that you won’t stop until you’ve said it all, “go on…”

“we made a promise that if something was going on, if we were in a dark place, that we would talk to someone. well, if you couldn’t tell by now, i’m not in the best place. the first person i thought to talk to was you.”

“why me?”

“shhh… don’t ask questions. i know you’re tired so just stay on the phone and let me talk. ok?”

he goes quiet for a bit, sighing, “ok.”

“i miss you. i do. i don’t expect you to miss me but i just want to say it,” pausing to hiccup, “soobin helped me realize some things, saying some crap like we deserve each other.” you chuckle as you recall his words, “maybe he said it because bad people deserve bad people. maybe he said it because in our own fucked up lives, we’re the only ones who can understand each other. i did a lot of thinking and i’ve come to the conclusion that we don’t. because if we stay together, we can’t move on. we can’t grow. we can’t become good people, no matter how much we want it. that’s life. sometimes, no matter how much we want something, no matter how much we wish on stars or pray, some things just aren’t meant to be.”

“y/n, get some rest…”

“wait, i’m not done. you already can tell i’ve been drinking and to be honest i have been, for a while. i do it,” starting to choke up and sniffle, “because it helps me forget. even if it’s just for a minute that i can forget what happened, i’ll drink as much as it takes. i’ll grow out of it, eventually. i know i will, but for now… i have to do what i have to do. i’m sure you can relate.” you laugh again, getting more drowsy. you bring your legs up, hugging your knees. faintly, the sounds of heeseung’s snores play from your phone. you smile to yourself, “i wish you were here, singing me a lullaby. i don’t know when you fell asleep but goodnight. take care of yourself.”

cuddled up in his bed, heeseung hears you hang up. he lets you believe he didn’t hear what you said. he knows the reality of it all and the weight that you both are carrying. knowing that you won’t check your phone for the rest of the night, he sends you a quick text: bookstore, saturday, noon. goodnight.

as he turns off his phone to try to fall back asleep, he sees his reflection in the black screen. he sees his puffy, red eyes and his tear-stained cheeks. the end of it all is coming and finally, you two are ready for it.

x. love song

seeing him in person is a good idea. clearing the air, letting it all out, getting closure. all good ideas, you hope. walking into the bookstore was a weird feeling. when you spot him sitting by the window, you quietly make your way over. he looks up at your new presence, his feet shuffling out of nervousness. you notice the glass of pear juice on the small coffee table in front of him, already half empty.

“hi,” he says like a whisper.

“hi,” you awkwardly respond. it’s unlike the two of you to not know how to start a conversation. you make your way onto the cushioned seat, letting yourself get comfortable to help ease the tension. you each avoid the other’s gaze, not knowing how to begin. you sigh and finally ask, “how have you been?”

“busy,” he says as he nods, “finally took up actual music lessons. thought it would be better to have someone who’s played piano and guitar professionally instead of trying to teach myself.”

you softly giggle, “that’s good. you’ve always loved music.”

“yeah… how about you?”

“same, busy. i got the t.a position i applied for like forever ago.”

“congrats! you still looking to become a teacher?”

“well, generally yeah. i was having my doubts before but i just fell back into it. finally being able to be there, present, and guiding others… that’s what i want.” you sit there across from him, watching him and taking it all in. the man in front of you is heeseung, but not the heeseung you knew. no, this is the better version of him. the version of him where he can focus on himself. the version of heeseung that’s glowing and happy and ready to take on the world. “so, look. there’s no easy or delicate way to put it but i think there are things we both need to get off our chests.”

“agreed. since it all happened—the fights, the breakups, the ambush interventions—we haven’t actually talked.”

“those interventions… they were silly but the guys did help me realize some things. we’re growing up. sure, i thought we had this plan of us graduating, getting married, having a family, settling down, growing old. we both wanted that type of life. sadly, it’s not what happened and we have to live with it.”

he lets out a chuckle, “heeseung and y/n: meant for each other and meant to be.”

“but not meant to last. what a bittersweet and poetic ending."

“it’s like people always say: right person, wrong time.”

“you know… you used to tell me that our love song was the soundtrack to the best life you could live.” you reach out and take his hand in yours, “i just,” pausing to take a deep breath and compose yourself, “i just want you to know… that if anything happens-”

he cuts you off with a quiet gasp, whispering your name with a shaky voice, “don’t.”

you shake your head and gently squeeze his hand, “if anything happens… if in the end, we don’t find our way back and it isn’t us, don’t think we ended on a bad note.” you drop your head as you chuckle lightly before continuing, “cause you were always on key.” you give him a small grin, trying your hardest to not make things worse by crying. “we were just playing different tunes.”

he pulls you in closer to him, placing his hands softly on your cheeks. “i always hated seeing you cry,” he says as he wipes away the tears on your face, not bothering about his own. he wraps his arms around you, holding you close for the last time. 

you stay there in his warmth, hearing him sniffle as he tries to hold back the falling tears. when you pull away, you tell him “i will always love you. maybe not in the way i thought i would but it’s still there.”

“maybe in our next life, it’ll be the right time.” with that, he leaves a kiss on your forehead, leaves the bookstore, and leaves your life. your duet that worked in perfect harmony now playing a beautiful cadence—two wandering artists, free to fill your own wretched worlds with new melodies, the bliss and tranquility of it all. the hope that maybe one day, you’ll be in each other’s lives again is enough.

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seoho nsfw headcanons

seoho nsfw headcanons:

for some reason, not many people agree with me but switch dom lean

looks like a soft dom but is a hard dom

such a giver and will do anything so that you’re writhing in pleasure under him

even though he’s a giver, he’s such a tease

wants you to know and see how much he’s in control

bondage, mirror sex, sensory deprivation, choking, all the works

will edge you and whisper in your ear a bunch of false sympathy until you’re just crying from how close you are but he won’t let you cum

but when he’s subbing,,,,,,

very whiny and loves to be pegged, i said what i said

needs to have his hands and lips on you at all time

would want to be called “baby boy”

also wants to be praised

much more vocal when subbing rather than when he doms

originally written: 8 september 2021

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sunghoon nsfw headcanons

sunghoon nsfw headcanons:

general dom with hard dom tendencies

somehow takes sex seriously but likes to keep things casual and free

just like i’m a firm believer that jay is enha hyung line’s resident thigh man, hoon is their resident neck and waist guy

loves to mark you up and bite you

has a thing for fucking you while you wear his clothes

this man will legit degrade you and pound into you recklessly until you’re whimpering but turn into the most worried fluff ball the second you say “ow”

has a fantasy of waking you up with oral or you waking him up by riding him

wants you to be wrecked from him and for you to see 

lots of edging and overstim until you’re crying from how good everything is

specific fantasy i see him being into is him being blindfolded while making out with his partner with an ice cube in their mouths and replacing it each time it melts until both of their lips are all swollen and bruised

then his partner running an ice cube along his neck and collar, trailing all the way down to his pelvic region and then immediately dripping hot candle wax onto his abdomen to switch things up

originally written: 23 august 2021

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hui nsfw headcanons

hui nsfw headcanons:

switch with no real lean

down for most things cause he’s an experimentalist

like if you asked him if you could peg him, he wouldn’t hesitate to say sure

loves to hold hands and put the both of you in a bunch of different positions

even if he wants to be intimate, he’ll end up still being playful and tease you a bunch

expect a lot of false sympathy when he’s leaning dom

lots of body worship when he’s subbing

loves when you grip onto his hair and scratch his back

has a bulge kink too

light choking and dacryphilia

studio sex where he can use your sounds as hidden vocals

lowkey likes to film y’all so he has things to watch when he needs inspiration

also loves to cum on your face or chest cause he just wants to make a mess 

speaking of messes, he also has a spit kink

originally written: 20 august 2021

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jacob nsfw headcanons

jacob nsfw headcanons:

doesn’t necessarily follow dom/sub themes

if you had to classify him, then a very soft dom

super sweet and romantic

values his privacy and likes to take his time with you

loves body worship and praise, both giving and receiving

name-calling but not in a degrading way

really just wants to take care of you

loves giving oral and will slightly tease you with a bunch of soft pecks and kitten licks on your thighs

has to have his lips on you in one way or another

you have to really piss him off or him be extremely stressed for him to let out his rougher side

that’s when he shows more sternness and would value obedience

light impact play and overstimulation

maybe even some light bondage or sensory deprivation if he’s feeling especially spicy

originally written: 14 august 2021

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pjs - beauty sleep

park jongseong [f. 203 words] beauty sleep

tangled under the covers lies a dormant jay. there in his arms, you stir awake. careful not to disturb him too much, you slither your way off the bed. to no avail, he too starts to shift. you gently sit on the edge, running your hand along his back. a small smile is shown on the corner of his lips at your calming movement.

“hey there, sleepyhead,” you say in a whisper.

he doesn’t respond with anything more than a groan.

you try to coax him more, raising your voice ever so slightly, “come on… time to get up.”

he answers you this time with a husky tone, his voice croaking as he says, “need my beauty sleep.”

you chuckle at his antics and start to stand up. “fine, suit yourself. get all the beauty sleep you want. i was gonna take a shower and was going to ask if you wanted to join me but oh well… looks like i’ll be all by myself.”

his eyes jolt open as he lifts himself up, hair all fluffed in different directions. “no! wait, i’m up!” he gives you a dopey grin and he rubs the prior fatigue from his eyes. 

“that’s what i thought.”

originally written: 22 may 2021

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jsc - good luck charm

jung sungchan [f. requested, 379 words] good luck charm

the rowdy crowd around you were huddled together, getting ready for the varsity soccer team to enter the field. you’re surrounded with other students, eager to see the players—you especially anxious for one in particular.

the countdown on the scoreboard reaches zero and the buzzer screeches loudly over the speakers, signaling the entrance of the long-awaited team. your eyes quickly scan the group of boys, clad in their uniforms, finding the one you came for: jung sungchan.

as he jogs towards the field, he searches the bleachers looking for you. when your eyes meet, he immediately changes his route to head towards you. he starts to smile when he sees you wearing one of his other jerseys, a big 11 broadcasted on the back. he comes up to stand in front of the platform as you lean down.

sungchan stretches up further, craning his neck so his face is mere inches away. “you owe me a kiss,” he tells you with a mischievous smirk.

you bite the inside of your cheek, ready to tease him, “hmm… i don’t know what you’re talking about.” you giggle as you watch his jaw slightly drop and his eyes roll. “why do i owe you a kiss?”

he furrows his eyebrows and scoffs lightly, “um, i can’t play without my good luck kiss. you know that. i know that. everyone knows that.” he pouts towards the end, starting to lose hope.

“you know,” you start, “you’re cute when you pout.” you inch closer to him, not missing the growing grin on his face. you reach out to hold the side of his face, letting him think it’s going to happen—only for you to turn at the last second and kiss his cheek.

sungchan looks at you with the most shocked face, “you are unbelievable.” he can’t keep the straight face for long as he sees you laugh at him. he loses his patience and finally lunges forward, pressing his lips against yours in a long-awaited kiss. you feel him smile in between pecks.

when his coach calls out for him, you two part. you whisper to him as he walks backwards towards the field, “love you, idiot.”

he chuckles, scrunching his nose as he replies back, “love you too, my good luck charm.”

originally written: 25 may 2021

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Can i request a enhypen’s hyung line reaction to a fem!reader who has b00bs on the larger side?🥺 this is for all my big bitties out there<33 thank you so much!!

loving this idea and i'll for sure write it! thanks for requesting!!

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hii !! could i please request a haechan nsfw head cannon :))) please and thank you

hi!! definitely adding this to my works in progress and thanks for requesting <3

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enhypen hyung line sub headcanons

enhypen hyung line as subs:

heeseung:

such a good boy

loves to be put in his place

call him baby boy and he just melts and will bend at your every will

lots and lots of whimpers and begs

once he’s in sub space, he gets super emotional cause he still wants to make you feel good but he physically can’t 

cries and sniffles a lot out of frustration especially if you tease and edge him even though he wants it

wants you to make him cum as many times as possible

jay:

kinda against it at first

only lets you dom when he’s super frustrated and just wants to let everything go

prefers when his dom is on the rougher side and overstimulates him

would call his dom mommy

likes to be restrained and let you have your way with him

wants to obey but it’s so much more fun to be naughty and rile you up

mans would be a wreck if you gave him a dry orgasm

takes him a bit to truly get into sub space but once he’s there, he’s there

you’re really gonna have to take care of him afterwards

jake:

bratty mf

really wants to see how hard you can dom him

manhandle him and grab him by the chin

loves when you pull his hair and leave hickeys all over his neck

would want you to spit in his mouth and call him pup

peg him. yeah i said it

and what about it?

wants everyone to know that he belongs to you

like this mf is so loud that it just riles you up even more cause he sounds so pretty

sunghoon:

call him doll and just watch him melt

like if you said something like, “aww, look how pretty you are when you listen…  keep being a good fuck doll, making mommy feel good and maybe i’ll just let you cum” and that man would lose it

can’t keep his hands to himself so either tie him down or he’ll just keep holding onto you

wants all the kisses all the time, like if you take your lips off his for 0.02 seconds, he’d start whining and whimpering

heavy panting and long drawls of your name especially when he’s close

wants you to use toys on him and put him in a harness

originally written:  19 august 2021

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lee know nsfw headcanons

lee know nsfw headcanons:

switch with a slight dom lean

he loves to experiment and try new things in the bedroom

and even outside the bedroom, especially in the dance studio and backstage

absolutely loves mirror sex cause he wants you to see how wrecked you are from him

has a thing for public sex and exhibitionism so the risk of being caught turns him on

he’s a tease and loves to see you all riled up

definitely changes up his pace and strength but stays deep

degradation (giving), choking (giving and receiving), bondage (giving), impact play (giving), marking (giving and receiving), and cum play

thigh riding. that’s it. i don’t need to elaborate.

not super big on names or labels but if you call him sir every so often, just know you’re in for a long night

also if you’re being especially bratty, he would call you kitten and give a bunch of false sympathy

he has really good stamina so expect multiple rounds with lots of edging and overstimulation

on the quieter side, but does give some low grunts and heavy pants

when he’s close, he’ll start dirty talking

when he’s in a sub mood, he’ll be an absolute brat at first

but then once you start teasing him like he does, he gets all whiny

he just wants to be your good boy but it’s so much more fun to tease you

originally written: 19 august 2021

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moonbyul nsfw headcanons

moonbyul nsfw headcanons:

such dom energy

the epitome of a top and she knows it

lowkey a sadist and a tease

the brat tamer energy is so strong

never just one round with her so expect a high stamina

takes her time until you’re just writhing and whining at her touch, that’s when she knows she has her way with you

definitely on the rougher side

likes to use restraints and choke you

impact play, giving

punishments when you’re being bratty

lowkey loves to roleplay,,,,, especially boss and employee, maybe specifically secretary

wants to be called mistress

but she also loves when you’re right on the edge and you say her name because she loves to know that she’s the only one making you feel that good

but like don’t forget that she likes to be taken care of too every now and then

that’s when sex is slower and more intimate

originally written: 19 august 2021

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Awww that's actually pretty cool love🧡

My own bias is Jihoon, and I think Hyunsuk (since the latter pretty much stole the place away from Jeongwoo).

So I was thinking a Jihoon fluff (you can make it a lil suggestive or sth like that if that feels okay), where he and the reader are good friends (or so the reader thinks). Actually what they have is more than friendship, but reader being an oblivious bean, is blissfully unaware of their feelings (and Jihoon's as well). But Jihoon knows they like him but just aren't accepting it, and so, he ends up losing his cool one day. Sth like that🧡

oOoOo living for this idea!! definitely adding it to my wip's and thank you for requesting <3

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May I have a request of enhypen reactions morning after first time?

oOo for sure gonna write this, thanks for requesting!

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Hello author-nim!

I love your works, but I noticed that your Seventeen masterlist seems kinda empty😅

So I had a request, if you're not too busy.

A Jeonghan fluff/angst where they consider the reader to be a "baby (istg I'm not okay ever since I watched his Vlive) bc they are like, Chan's age. But he doesn't know that the reader likes him, and he usually brushes it off by treating them lika child (much like he does to Chan). And that hurts the reader, who almost gives up on trying to get him to notice them, and instead, starts hanging out with other members (like Seungkwan and Vernon) to get their mind off things. And then Jeonghan feels somewhat jealous and realizes he may have feelings for them too.

hiii :) i love this idea so much and i am for sure adding it to my works in progress! thank you so much for requesting <3

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