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rosedelei · 4 years
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You're so elusive.
You're like a fucking butterfly.
One minute you're there,
Seeming so dreamy and unaware
So I try to catch you in my net,
But then you disappear.
I'm kidding...
I don't have a net,
And you're not a butterfly.
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Bending limbs and rules like Dali 💃
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Pick me up and take me like a vitamin 💊
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Cheer up darling 🌻
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That bittersweet place between heaven and hell is called life.
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I wrote a poem many years ago, for someone who crushed my heart and then ran away. I wonder what he's up to now..
anyway, it went something like this:
This is not what i normally do,
it's not my way, but anything for you 
That’s why it feels so wrong
I’m killing my favorite song.
Im daring enough to make a move 
Hoping that you will move along
No, this is not what i normally do 
Not appropriate enough for you?
Hardly missed, 
but damn baby, i KNOW the feeling of that kiss
Did I really ask for it? 
I asked for you, not your services.
Contorted and certainly not well sorted
Im feeling your heartbeat - not out of intimacy,
But because i wont be called “unfeeling” if i am reported 
Lying here waiting, stroking your hair while you sleep 
Trying to keep from restlessness while you dream 
Do you even know what's going on inside of me?
Tomorrows inevitable insecurities
What the hell was I thinking? 
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rosedelei · 4 years
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Get deep as possible, drown in your essence, express that, and then float towards the surface and see who was able to withstand the turbulence of your waves… those who haven’t disappeared are the bonds of your soul.
Awakened Vibrations (via awakenedvibrations)
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rosedelei · 4 years
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Being a deep person can be exhausting. Its ok to come up to the surface and just breathe for awhile.
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rosedelei · 4 years
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20/03/20
Strange days. Uncertain times. taking a break, social distancing from my socials as well as people. getting a dose of perspective up in here.
the closer I get to that little universe inside me the less I panic, the more I trust. starting to really see how connected everything is and the knock on effect every action has.
feeling the collective frequency and trying to figure out what part of it is my contribution and where I am taking on fears and anxieties that aren't mine.
the air is so full right now and I can feel it in my chest, my heart says let it go. remember when nothing mattered except for what was right in front of you in every moment? your intuition already lives in the future and whispers softly everything you need to know, your job is to fully exist and breathe in the present so it has something useful to say.
I wish I had spent more time learning to grow gardens in the city, I wish I had researched how to purify the air in my home, I wish I never bought a phone.
These wishes are like the airplanes that used to pass over this city every hour of every day. the important thing is they do pass. as this too shall.
I wish I had traveled more. I will remember next time.
Now is a good time as any to really hone my craft, I want to be one of those artists whose art finds those rare souls that don't often get to feel understood. I want to connect those specific dots.
I want to be a yoga queen bending my body like rules, getting comfy in the fresh new perspectives of every pose.
I want to eat healthy and take care of my temple more than ever, God give me the fucking strength because a part of me is so damn addicted to trash. 
I want to talk less and only when needed.
maybe now is a good time to practice being more kind and understanding to myself and others.
I want to spend more time living breathing and bathing in love. I will start now.
I love dancing
I love music
I love the spiritual universe surrounding me
I love the feeling of a summer breeze
I love a good trip
I love melancholy
I love animals , humans too
I love nature; flowers, trees, rivers, oceans, mountains, sunrises and sunsets, meadows, and forests   
I love science
i love magic
I love when people's judgments don't bother me at all
I love the mystical world of my dreams
I love speaking from the soul
I love the Goosebumps on my skin when a moment is shared without words
I love words strung together to describe a complex feeling, the simplicity of how its done makes it even more magical
I love disappearing for a while to spend time in my essence
I love singing
I love when all I have are the things I need and nothing more.
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