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Sanity (demo) by Paramore (cover)

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Empty Husk

I didn’t catch feelings; I’ve caught a disease. My heart deceived me, I’m weak in the knees. Even when I try to make you listen to what I say I am merely dismissed in every way. – Should I busy myself just so I won’t dwell inside my head To the point of exhaustion until I’m finally dead? Why are we together if I’m not important to you? You’re not doing anything special to make it look…

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Dreamscape

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My love mine all mine by Mitski (cover)

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The Doom and Gloom

It’s so easy for me to see the doom and gloom. I won’t easily notice the flowers that bloom. I think I’d rather die than for my goals to become some sort of failure. I am both obsessed and afraid for my desired future. – My heart’s so tired making room for people who “loves” without action. Don’t be surprised by my obvious jaded reaction. Maybe I’m just not as meant to be blessed as I…

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Dead Inside

There are times that I wish that I just never met you. Because I’m not sure whether you love me the same way that I do. As times goes by, I thought I’d be more secure. But now most nights, my mind is numb from torture. – I’m already in hell but I didn’t think I could get dragged further. My life’s grown so pathetic that I’ve become so bitter. I’m so tired of taking charge and taking care…

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Swarming Flies

I thought I’d get used to these thoughts by now That the pain it brings would lessen somehow. Tell me, does your chest hurts too, when you think of good byes Or is it only me who has tears in the eyes? – I did and changed it for the better as you requested. I still kept planning for our future but now I’m exhausted. No return from all my investment, hard work, and sacrifice. Maybe deep…

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There's still light after darkness

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Hoping

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Goodbye to you by Michelle Branch (cover)

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Bitter and Black

I’m not the type of person who dances in the rain. I tend to look at my life often with disdain. The people in my life turn butterflies in my stomach into bile. I just know deep down spending my life alone is much more worthwhile. – Why oh why Lord, did you have to bring me here? Even your promise, purpose and will for me is so unclear. I do what’s best and that includes things that will…

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Deadly Cold

A crumpled piece of paper, A flower about to wither. I wonder where I went wrong. Like all of the above, I’m not that strong. – Is it possible to feel nothing and everything simultaneously? I’m starting to regret ever taking my life so seriously. All those years of hard work, I thought it would result to my dreams coming true But it’s all too far from that, no matter what I do. – I’m…

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Selfie

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My Heart's Desires

I’m so tired and I wanted to give up on everything. But you reach out your hand, the grip became everlasting! I’m disgusted with my heart as dark as coal. It is filled with nothing good and has a hole. – But why do you fill it with undeserved love? Your blood is streaming down to fill it from above. You’re trying to set me free and that’s the ultimate bliss! But why do I instead tend to…

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Crystal Fairy

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