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It’s not fair.

It’s not fair that girls were given naturally fast metabolisms while I sit and ⭐️ve and still not be anywhere near as skinny as them.

It’s not fair that I need to f@st to drop weight but need to eat to have energy.

It’s not fair that they can just enjoy their life and not have to worry about counting calories.

It’s not fair that I don’t have the energy to get out of bed.

It’s not fucking fair.

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they worry when you have an ed barely eat

But they don't care when you have an ed and can't stop yourself from eating

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GOALS ASF

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Reblog if you’re pro recovery because we love recovery, we’re just not ready for it

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I hate my thighs so fucking much I can't wait to lose fat on them

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Hands

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anyone else in the pit of unfathomable despair

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I hate my BPD

You did nothing wrong, I have no reason to be mad or you but I am and I hate myself for it

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i need to drop weight or drop dead

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i need to be thin more than i need oxygen

i want to be better than them

i want to feel good

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summer th1nspo

all from 📌terest

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Hiii! 💖 Just saw about your other blog (which is such a bummer, I’m sorry that happened), so I thought I’d send my request through here in case you never got to see it.

Could you do one that’s super feminine/romantic/dreamy? 🎀

💌 romantic/feminine insp0 💐

i hope this is accurate to what you wanted 💗

(all pics from 📌trest)

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hurts my soul

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I don't want to be a fat fxck during summer AGAIN

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I AM NOT GOING TO BE THE FAT FRIEND THIS SUMMER !!!!!

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