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s1n-unt0uched · 5 months

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hi hi

send me asks if u want! i can’t sleep and i’m scrolling thru my blog and i’m just in a yearny mood so ask me stuff ^^

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s1n-unt0uched · 7 months

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lol, about me getting better…😍😍 my boyfriend ended up cheating on me & my therapist told me i wasn’t in a place to get better so we will see how things go because lately? not going well

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s1n-unt0uched · 1 year

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hi :”) it’s been a while

i’m really happy to say that i’m a lot better, growing and maturing and wanting to heal. it’s been a really rough journey but i’m hoping i’m going towards a place where i can finally heal

i’ll still be here, cataloguing my healing from time to time and also venting on days it gets worse, but i think i’m overall just in a place of change right now

it was my birthday a week ago! growing up & time really does help, it’s so stupid but god, it’s so true. i don’t need extensions for my work anymore, im finding happiness in things again and i’m doing better than i used to

i know bad days are still going to come, and dips are natural but i’m happy that i’m not in a place where i feel like i’m trapped and there’s no way out.

i’m always going to be here if you need to talk, send me a dm or an ask and i’ll always reply. i want you guys to know it does get better. slowly, i am healing. and i’m so excited for the process.

i love you guys. please don’t give up. i’m so happy i didn’t.

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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hello long time no talk i just wanted to say hi i am not better but i am not worse

i’m back in a place in which i was the worst so it’s not got the greatest impact on my mental health right now

um, expect to see me post a little more frequently for the next couple of months since im here long term until september

love you all, please remember you can message me if you ever need to and i will get back to you as soon as i can :)

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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back on relapse shit, just wanna stop eating i’ve gained so much weight from being in a relationship it’s actually so fucking gross i hate myself

#ed not sheeran #ventcore #tw ed vent #eating problems #it's not as simple as just eating #need to lose more weight #goal weight #ana ed #tw ana stuff #ed rant #ed relapse #tw ed relapse #tw mia

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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hot take but there is nothing inherently wrong with traumacore and it’s a valid coping method but traumacore blogs should respect that a lot of weirdcore blogs don’t want to see triggering content. it’s unfair to assume that “traumacore dni” is belittling trauma holders. most blogs are just genuinely uncomfortable when presented with sensitive topics often present in traumacore. weirdcore itself is also used to cope with trauma sometimes. both aesthetics can and should co-exist and respect each other.

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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send me asks please!!

#ask me stuff #asks #ask blog #trauma #traumacore #actuallytraumatized #trauma vent #hello kitty traumacore #religious trauma #tw eating things #depersonalisation #derealization #derealisation disorder #dereality #depersonalisation disorder #abuse #eating disoder thoughts #eating disoder mention

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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update it’s substance abuse 🥰

being high made me fall in love with life……. which just made me so much worse when the high faded so my choices r now either substance abuse or depression every day 😻

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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you take a step in the wrong direction & it pulls you in with glee. you are pulling and pulling and pulling - it’s worse. breathe. relax. this is when you should take it slow.

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s1n-unt0uched · 2 years

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um, i’m back. slight update:

-got a bf, stayed on call w him for two hours because he was going to kill himself and was at a bridge and i was almost crying (he’s ok)

-started antidepressants, can’t do shit cos i’m on them and feel like crap

-am behind on all my assignments n got extensions and basically am gonna fail uni cos i can’t do anything

-keep dreaming that i’m cheating on my bf and want to die because of it because i feel so gross and want to throw up when i think abt it

-still want to die :)

-starting a new diet from today where i. stop eating

so all in all, great time for me i am not at rock bottom at all😀😀😀😀

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s1n-unt0uched · 3 years

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i really wanna die

i really truly wanna die

i wanna bleed out i wanna see blood everywhere i wanna slip away and i wanna go

i want the room to spin and i want to see red everywhere and i want to be happy soon

i’ll do it soon

#ventcore #trauma vent #dereality #derealization #depersonalisation disorder #depersonalisation tw #derealisation disorder #dissociation #liminalcore #tw suicice #hello kitty traumacore #actually dissociative #tw sui thoughts #suicide tw #tw sui mention #tw suidice

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s1n-unt0uched · 3 years

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Credit:- @4nglic4_

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