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Why does my boyfriend want me to be fattttt wtf noooo

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As soon as September hits the eating disorder starts disordering like it’s supposed to every year. Anyone else feel the same way

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Major update; we been dating for four months now and he is the sweetest person on this planet and I’m obsessed with him

Bout to meet up with a boy I’ve been texting god I’m nervous argh

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Istg my classmate took a picture today where I was in the background and it just made me realize how much weight I gained since getting a bf… I just started being careless around food and I need to get back on track

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Cant stop thinking that if I were more ill and got even deeper in my Ed I wouldn’t have to have finals

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HOW MANY KCALS ARE IN FRUIT BUBBLE TEA WITH POPPING PEARLS HELP ME

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I feel like the skinniest legend rn for no reason and I know I’m not

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Buying a whole liter of Pepsi max and denying popcorn when going to the cinema is power

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I really need to poop like to the point where I pooped once like a week ago and i know for a fact I have at least 2 kg poop in my body and im freaking out

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And now my dad just yelled at me for crying for two hours straight over this Coke Zero and is forcing me to go to therapy

Literally sitting and crying hysterically in a train filled with people this might be my most embarrassing thing ever

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And what was the reason? I dropped my ducking Coke Zero on the floor so now all the people are sitting with wet feet cuz of my Coke Zero

Literally sitting and crying hysterically in a train filled with people this might be my most embarrassing thing ever

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Literally sitting and crying hysterically in a train filled with people this might be my most embarrassing thing ever

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Bout to meet up with a boy I’ve been texting god I’m nervous argh

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I wanna be so skinny that my ex friend will think that it’s her fault that I relapsed

Oh this sounds so mean but she was the biggest c word in history and while she was low key struggling and saying triggering stuff even though I told her not to, all I did was support her. And then she betrayed me, said I was faking all of my trauma and problems, switched me out for my other friend, and left me in this dirt. I want her to feel at least a little bit guilty

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Vacation made me gain 2 kg but I’m already back on track lol

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I literally feel awful I have eaten so much today at vacation and I have no way of purging or exercising or anything

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How am i at my lowesh weight ever rn- it’s unbelievable