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if i thought you were useful i'd keep you around

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Sometimes when you fight for long enough, you forget how to carry on without that adrenaline

#deanedit #spndeanwinchester #spnedit #spn #supernatural #spndaily #edit #concept #sad #art #theory

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i will defend improvised storytelling till the day i fucking die i think stories told by people under pressure to do it fast, stories told in collaboration…. that shits gorgeous and ALIVE. have you ever gone to a writing workshop and someone writes the rawest shit in the entire world during a ten minute free write? playing dnd and some dialogue is so moving it makes you wonder how it came from your dumbass friends? got really into one of those ‘one sentence at a time’ campfire story games and ended up making something— totally unrecorded, lost except to the people who were there— that should have been in the fucking moma?

people are full to the BRIM with stories and honing that storytelling into a specific practice (ex. writing) is for sure a learned skill that takes tons of practice to do effectively but…… it’s there. it’s there and anyone can tap into it if they’re given opportunity and an audience to say it to.

look, the point of telling stories is to connect with other people. and all we’ve ever done throughout human history is connect connect connect so is it any wonder when you put a human being in front of an outlet and you say ‘tell me a story’, no one stays silent? 

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For the most part, I want of to be loved

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If I could be loved, my world would improve

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And maybe part of you loves me

Beyond what you understand

Or am I alone in this delusion

Of an appreciation behind what I deserve?

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sometimes I'd daydream of you holding me and telling me I'm important and that you love me

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Couple of works that I’m happy with and represent what I’m trying to visualize the most at the moment..:)   I struggle with each piece and have emotional ups and downs, so it’s good to look back and realize this journey of self discovery is not going so badly..:)

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From Stardust To Stardust

Inked version :D

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Théâtre Empress : Scène et régie

Montréal 2020

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#love #hope #dream #sad #wistful #dreaming

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To be in your presence for just s fee moments

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If i could feel every moment with you just a quarter less intensely

#love #missing #lost #lonely #sad #emo

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is it greedy to want someone to love you? Giving love is draining, after all, I've felt

#greedy #love #not enough #alone #lonely #emotional

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There are 2 people not related to me that I felt like I could count on enough to list them as reasons to live when I left the hospital, so to be left behind isn't going great for me

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Feeling stuck can be painful. I haven't been able to talk to my friends in months. I've only got 4 and they're all either busy w personal/relationship stuff (3) or too far to see often (1).