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sadsickandstoned · 8 days
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OK Google: how to get rid of favorite person (no murder) for bpd girl
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sadsickandstoned · 14 days
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sadsickandstoned · 14 days
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I’m always the back burner friend. The friend that’s always there for everyone, but not important enough to be there for. I’m only moved to the front when it’s convenient. I’m tired.
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sadsickandstoned · 2 months
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Maybe it's "detrimental to my mental health" as my therapist says but I really love living in my own little fantasy disassociation world it's nice up here :)
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sadsickandstoned · 2 months
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At least 12 times a day, my brain tells me that I could literally just disappear off the face of the earth, and not a single person would care
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sadsickandstoned · 2 months
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I want to be a little kid. I dont want to have to deal with responsibilities. I want to be able to wake up late and have a nice big bowl of whatever sugary cereal i can find in the pantry. I dont want to have to wake up early for school, or work, or even to take care of my dog. I just want to be able to be so blissfully oblivious to whatever is going on in life. To be blind to the pain of dysphoria and depression. To not be addicted to self harm. To not have to deal with the myriad of worries life comes with. Just to be.
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sadsickandstoned · 2 months
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I have the biggest crush on my coworker.
He's handsome and nice, he's funny and hardworking. I'm awfully awkward socially but he always comes to talk to me. He playfully annoys me and I do the same.
The work days aren't that fun for me when he's not here. We worked the same shift for a month then he switched to night shifts for a few weeks. When he came back he shyly told me he had missed me and I was so giddy because I missed him too.
He won't be working with me for much longer, 3 months top, and I'm really bummed. I know there could never be anything between us but I'm gonna miss him so much, I need to get over him. I never had those feelings for anyone before and I'm a bit lost but I needed to vent.
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sadsickandstoned · 2 months
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I need to stop eating I need to stop feeling I need to stop thinking I'm good enough for anyone to love me I need to stop being so delusional I need to stop being so desperate I need to fade away and be erased from everyone's memory
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sadsickandstoned · 2 months
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sadsickandstoned · 2 months
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thinking rn about how much shit people with personality disorders get and how protective i feel of my fellow pd havers. you are all so special to me and i am so proud of you and i believe in you and i want you to succeed, okay? okay.
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sadsickandstoned · 3 months
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Update: I HAVE FRIENDS NOW YIPEE
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sadsickandstoned · 4 months
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Today I fucked up by telling my coworker a joke about my suicide attempts 😬
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sadsickandstoned · 5 months
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Jigsaw wants to play a game with me cuz I tried to kms but I just wait until the timer is over cuz I still want to kms.
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sadsickandstoned · 5 months
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My cut's doing too much rn like girl you're just a few days old cut I reopened stop bleeding like that grow up
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sadsickandstoned · 5 months
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I've reached that age where none of the stories in my Wattpad library get any updates anymore
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sadsickandstoned · 6 months
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sadsickandstoned · 6 months
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Or worse, I wake up (😠😠) and am LATE to work
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