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one second I'm like "hmm maybe life IS worth living after all and I WILL be okay" and the next I'm like "there's literally no hope for me in this lifetime" then I'm all like "great things are waiting for me in the future :DD" and then there's nothing in my mind besides "I wish I was dead"

#random stuff on my account like usual #vent post #negative self talk #followed bu positive self talk but then we get negative again soon enough #reference to suicidal thoughts

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For your humble consideration: aromantic Britta Perry. My evidence:

She says that marriage is a scam, but this only seems to apply to her; she doesn't try to persuade anyone else

Additionally, when she realizes she's great at wedding planning, she freaks out thinking that this means she has to get married (when many shows would have her arc being warming up to the idea of marriage, even if it was just a little)

Some descriptions of the men she has been the "love interest" of: the most unserious guy in the whole world, another person who will never, ever commit to anything, and half of Troy and Abed

(BTW I'm ignoring her confession of love to Jeff. Why? Uhhhh because I think it's silly)

Her longest relationship is with a guy who is fully in love with someone else. Not only is she completely chill with Troy's love for Abed (their main arguments aren't about him not being romantic enough, but about not being a good enough friend), but she actively encourages him to go after Abed while they are supposed to be on a date. She refers to Troy as Abed's boyfriend. No way she was romantically attracted to him

I'm arospec and I like her

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lord the peasants are so loud today

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I just thought it would be perfect for them lmao (based on that template made by @/HL0428 on twitter hehe)

#my beloved gusu trio <3

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serving concept this fine weekend are we?

#gosh he's so photogenic #zhengting #zhu zhengting #theo zhu #jungjung #funny i was thinking about him just this morning (in my timezone is morning) when he posted this #so conceptual

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When I read a fanfic I like, the author becomes a mini celebrity to me. So when an author with a work I like kudos’ or comments on my own fanfic I just-

#i had this favorite fanfic writer on 2018 that once commented on my mural i almost died #yeah on wattpad i was 14 leave me alone😭😭 #she created a gc in 2019 and when i introduced myself with my user she called me “MY BELOVED??” and i was like😳🥹😱🤯😵🥰 #best moment of my life for real #she read a oneshot of mine once and i was EMBARRASSED but also flattered but mainly embarrassed cuz i admired her so much #and didn't felt like my writing was good enough at least not in comparison to her writing #but yeah

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hope is a skill

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i felt so inspired yesterday:DD now how do i do things and live a lovely life :DD even if I don't know how to navigate myself walking on the streets cuz directions confuse me, don't know how to take the bus, don't have any money to call for an uber, also can't drive, little bugs make me shake and cry, I have no special abilities or talents, I'm not very smart, my phone lags way too much so it helps making even more hard to do burocracy, my phone also don't make calls, I have no friends in this state, my family is scary and I feel like there's no place for me in the world. how do I do that :DD

#random stuff on my account like usual #vent post #everytime i feel hopeful about life i remember i legitimately don't know how do things so how am i gona live😭😭 #i have to start leaving the house i think but i have nowhere to go everything terrifies me walking to places make me anxious #i have no money no support no sense of security and no courage #sometimes it feels so easy to solve all this but then my parents try to instruct me to go somewhere and my brain stops braining #they have to literally draw sometimes #once not even with my mom drawing i could understand how to go to the dentist luckily my little sister was in a good mood #she opened google maps and showed me the way #likeee what is this why do i need this I can't follow simple instructions?? #some places are not close enough for me to learn the way with google maps #this is so stressful

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Sorry, I could never be a capitalist, I suffer from “wanting humans to have their basic needs met” disorder, where I care about people who aren’t me.

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Maternity kits, medical threads and scissors, water testing kits, anesthetics, mobile desalination units, etc do you see the pattern? Israel is not only starving the people of Gaza but it also wants to ensure the spread of disease through contaminated water and surgical tools, as well as ensuring injured Palestinians suffer through horrendous pain.

It's beyond sickening.

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Hello, I'm someone who grew up watching Community and have also graduated law school and taken the bar. Here's something I wish the show did with Jeff:

Jeff was originally going to be paired with Abed, while Troy is paired with Pierce. Although I love Troy and Abed, I do think Jeff and Abed episodes tend to be a great highlight. Generally, Abed reflects a part of Jeff that Jeff refuses to acknowledge.

The my issue with the show is how Jeff faked his BACHELOR'S DEGREE. Not his Law Degree. That means Jeff "blow off class" Winger has not only taken the LSAT, but went through 3 whole years of law school, bar prep, and the Bar Exam itself. I think having Jeff be in love with all of the research, writing, and technical side of the law would have been a better approach than "good at speeches."

It would have also given him more in common, and a better parallel to Abed, if he can remember obscure court cases like Abed remembers movies and shows. But since it's coming from cool guy, Jeff Winger, it seems more as a power play than Abed's attempt at connection with others.

This would also make his dynamic with Annie better because instead of the slacker that she has to carry around, he now becomes a smart, but lazy, character who challenges Annie intellectually, but is also pushed by Annie to be more comfortable with his intelligence and passion.

Plus, his early pairing with Britta would have more meat to it if Jeff was quoting or citing cases like Roe v Wade in the conversations, to act as if he's a feminist like she is.

I dunno. The whole slacker story doesn't work when you consider how much effort he had to put in just to get into law school.

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playing with my pancake shapes again

#random stuff on my account like usual #the heart look so good today #but the other thing looks like everything but a star lmao #and now that I'm eating it looks like a little dude #... my life is such a silly joke

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prompt for @/tinybingy jc trying to make yanli’s lotus rib soup for young jin ling, having some sort of breakdown over it bc its not the same and he can’t do it but jin ling eats it anyways and without meaning to makes jc feel a lot better about it all

#crying hours so early in the morning

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LIFE IS GOOD INDEED Y'ALL

#THE BEST SONG EVER CREATED #INTERNATIONAL FANS ARE WE WINNING FOR ONCE??? #HOLY MOLY #cai xukun #xukun #KUN #mandopop #cpop #Spotify

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me seeing a mutual's happy post: "hell yeah buddy :)" *hits like*

me seeing a mutual's sad/vent post: "aww no buddy :(" *hits like*

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EDIT:

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#great day for my international fellas #Spotify