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you can think someone's an idiot and not hate them. anyone who doesn't understand this has never had a coworker

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You know how to ball I know Aristotle

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ttpd is like... this fucking sucked... it was my fault... fuck joe... this also fucking sucked... fuck matty... i thought i was gonna die... straight up commit me to an asylum... FUCK matty... fuck joe... no one knows me... fuck kim kardashian... i created every problem and every consequence i have to face... please see me as human... i am exposing my flaws so you see me as a real person... fuck jake gyllenhaal... if you're gonna be so up my business you better realize how fucked up my business is... also hi killatrav ily... there is nothing redeeming about this chapter of my life... hi mom ily... this ALSO fucking sucked... there may be good in the world... here is every sin i have ever committed... i was promised love and forever repeatedly and no one ever delivered... my reaction to trauma was awful... i made so many bad decisions... if you're gonna crucify me do it for good reasons... are you not entertained?

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Not gonna say it again

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the black dog had potential to be the most emo devastating rock song and all that SCREAMING went nowhere like? such wasted potential? Taylor don’t be afraid to scream your heart out in the outro.

#ts ttpd #ttpd #taylor swift ttpd #taylor swift

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the beauty of this album is that it really fully encapsulates what it’s like going from the devastating loss of a long term relationship, to the rebound you think is gonna fix it all, only to ultimately realize that you were using the latter to process your feelings about the former. the songs are so muddled, and the lyrics are relevant to both muses because her feelings were muddled and she had no idea where to put them or what to do with them. the rebound promised her everything she couldn’t get from the ex-love and she fell for it because she was so desperate to be really seen.

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Taylor Swift watching her ex on a location app because he forgot to turn it off I'm obsessed with you admitting that to the entire world.

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Not gonna say it again

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I love that people just screenshot tiktoks. Fuck videos

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goodknigh…. this is me btwヾ(。￣□￣)ﾂ (-, - )…zzzZZZ

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remember being ten and future plans were so far away? and now you have one foot into that future and nothing seems to be right and all you want is to step back but the past keeps crumbling as soon as it's made. there's no going back, there's nothing to go back to.

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losing my mind at this

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today I saw this person on tiktok comparing swifties to Zionists and Taylor Swift to Israel and I'm like...please go outside and touch some grass. y'all are reaching 2014 tumblr level with these discourse.

#mine #taylor swift