saltwombat88

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Weird things my mental illness convinces me of :

I'm only crying to get attention. Despite the fact that I'm crying alone in my bedroom and nobody knows.

#insomniac #mental health #mental ill health #chronically ill #chronicillness #migraine #sad thoughts #sadgirl #self deprecating humor #haha oops #i'm so tired #anxious #social anxiety #anxienty #anxitey #depressing post #sleep deprived #depression #depressed #sadness #im tired #im really tired #mental illness #im cryin #spoonielife #spoonie #spoons #out of spoons #lonely #lack of sleep

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👏CHRONIC 👏MIGRAINES👏ARE👏A REAL👏 DISABILITY👏

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Me: wow these new antidepressants are really working!

Me the next week: nevermind :)

#mental ill health #mentality #mental health #depression #depressed #depressing post #sadgirl #mental illness #anxious #social anxiety #health #sadness #im upset #too tired #i am tired #haha oops #chronically ill #migraine #insomniac #lack of sleep #im cryin #self deprecating humor #mentally drained #chronically sick #migrainelife #insomia #insomnies #spoonielife #spoonie #spoonies

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It's almost 3am. I have college in the morning. I need to turn my game off but lately its the only thing I find joy in.

#sleep deprived #depression #depressed #mental instability #mental ill health #mentality #mental disorder #mental health #mentalstrength #mental breakdown #mental help #gaming #video games #games #outer worlds #the outer worlds #switch lite #nintendo switch #switch games #sad thoughts #sadness #sadgirl #i'm sad #insomniac #insomia #insomnies #insomnium #i feel numb #lack of sleep #sleep problems

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*realising all the characters I hate are really similar to me*

Huh?...ohhhhh....

#depression #depressed #self deprecating humor #i'm sad #sadgirl #sad thoughts #sadness #haha oops #lol oops #oopsies #oops #lmao oops #hate me #hate myself #hate my brain #social anxiety #anxienty #anxitey #anxious #mental instability #mental ill health #mentality #mental disorder #mental health #mental illness #i am tired #i'm so tired #tired #too tired #im tired

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Emergency room doctor: so how are you feeling?

Me, desperate to please everyone I meet: great! how are you?

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*watches one episode of a show*

Me: wow. Yes. I love it. Let me join every group on Facebook related to this, follow tags and make a Pinterest board. Nice.

#tvseries #tv serials #friends tv #tv shows #tv #netflix shows #television shows #game shows #social media #movies #films #new obsession #my obsession #i love it #love love love #facebook groups #instagram #mental instability #instafollow #mental health #mentalheathawareness #depression #depressed #insomniac #insomnium #insomnies #spoonieblogger #spoonielife #spoonie #chronicillness

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them: you sound awful

me: I feel awful! thank you for noticing

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me: "I want to make more friends!"

also me: can't respond to messages because I can't think of a good enough response that sounds Normal™

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Reblog with whatever tag first shows up when you type "I just want".

#i just want to sleep

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*me trying to sleep*

My heart: boom boom, boom boom, BOOM BOOM, boom boom.

Bitch are you okay???

#insomia #insomnium #insomnies #insomniac #sleep music #lack of sleep #sleep problems #sleeping #sleepy #no sleep #sleepyhead #heartbeat #worrying #haha oops #lol oops #oopsies #well fuuuuck #i'm sad #sadgirl #sad thoughts #sadness #depression #depressed #anxious #social anxiety #anxienty #anxitey #anxeity #migraine

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Made my cat into an animal crossing villager. BTW the little brown area is his chin not mouth (only just realised it looks this way 😭)

#art #artist #artists on tumblr #digital art #artwork #my art #digital drawing #digital painting #digital #scottishdigitalillustrator #animal crosing pocket camp #animals #animal crosing new horizons #acnh clothes #acnh villagers #acnh memes #nintendo acnh #nintendo switch #nintendo #switch lite #switch games #ac switch #acnh switch #acnh art #acnh oc #oc artwork #oc art #ac fanart #acnh fanart #fanart

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On the one hand, watching familiar movies or shows help me sleep.

However it also entails me performing the entire script as a one woman show.

#insomnies #insomniac #insomnium #insomia #acting #friends show #television shows #tv shows #tv show #showbiz #showtime #movie #movies #movie reviews #netflix shows #netflix #amazon prime #prime video #primevideo #film star #films #old films #favorite films #sleepyhead #sleepy #fun #distracting myself #so distracting #its distracting #distraction

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It's 04:38 and I'm lying in bed trying not to cry. I feel so guilty about a situation I realistically shouldn't feel guilty about. But I spend half my life feeling guilty. I hate making decisions because if it goes wrong I feel like it's my fault. And I don't know what to do. I will feel guilty either way which makes it even harder. I'm just so tired.

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Reading back on messages I don't realise how snappy I can be. Or how I can come across as quite snarky. So now I'm really sad because I have never realised it and I'm not doing it on purpose. Can't stop thinking how many people have thought I'm being mean when I don't mean to be. Including my boyfriend :(

#sad thoughts #sadness #i'm sad #sadgirl #sad boy #im still upset #im upset #im just really upset #upsetting #upset #im cryin #i wanna cry #i want to cry #boyfriend #i love him #love #hate my life #hate my mind #i'm awful

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I miss being asked "is Pepsi alright?"

#cocacola #jack and coke #coke zero #cola #pepsicola #pepsi max #uk #uk humour #restaurant #i love food #junk food #foodporn #food #dinner #lockdown #covid19 #covid virus #covid2019 #corona update #coronavirus #coronamemes #i am bored

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Two characters interact a few times in a show:

Me: wow, I hope they get married

#tv serials #tv shows #friends tv #tv #tvseries #netflix shows #television shows #tv series #series #im so happy #i love you #love #i love her #lovely #loveislove #happiness #happilymarried #happilyeverafter #i ship it #ship meme #shipping #favourite characters #fav characters #characters #couples #couple #relationship #relationships