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broooooooooooooo ur supposed to flirt with ya girl everyday like u still tryna pull her
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It’s a rule: on the first day, you dress as emo and grungy as you can. So that you can tell which doctors will judge you based off your looks.
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a journey through my destructive thoughts and manipulating love - i will (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1172823072-a-journey-through-my-destructive-thoughts-and?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=HanaAyman235&wp_originator=w3QtOOVYf3EPze2DlI33%2FBVuZO%2Fls%2BViFVieUOQ4aI9KeUMOfr6%2By6RrptVUa%2BPTqUEOQzIbIzMNws40FWPuzrKaEpblYCrCHWhJj8RS5Ir49WlaokUvatXHBsgmmwH8 the title explains it all
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im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this
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I hide in the noise because then and there my own voice is an abyss, it is still there but too far away and too scared to come out in-front of everyone.
my destructive thoughts and manipulative love
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I have lost myself in a display of strength, I have been pretending to be something I am not for way too long wether to impress you, or to appear strong after you left. I made up a whole new strong, unbothered, capable, and happy persona. You don’t know me, you never did, because I don’t know me. I have lost myself in the ashes of the me that I burned to the ground and watched go down in flames. But now, sit and watch me as I put my hands into the burning flames and try to put together my own remains. I remain a lost soul until then..
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the fact that i know i will be gone before my mother. rests and aches my heart.
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I received a text today, from you, after you’ve been away
my love that’s your name on my phone, but mine is unknown, my mind is blown.
my eyes lit up, my heart beats faster, I rush to answer.
I pause, my hearts drops, I stand still, your text says, wanna chill?
It’s 3 am, it’s been 6 months, should I lay down my confronts?
I remember when you were high on one of your blunts, and told me I really like these thongs. And these are all that you care about, the sexualized image of me, yes you are one of these cunts.
The ones who only care about the waves of my breast, the tides of my waist, the curves of my ass, and how my legs look like a mermaids tail, you put my soul in a jail, and my body on a scale, you focus on every detail, but never notice how I get pail,
because I starve myself to your liking. I start typing, and while I am dying I begin questioning you. I don’t think this through, and I say to you, why do you want to renew this pain? What do you have to gain? Don’t you think that it was a shame?
That you couldn’t be with someone who loves you and begged for you to stay? The day you walked away, I was not alive, and in vain.
I retreat, I fall to my feet and feel the defeat, I jump to my car and drive to the southeast, we meet, we greet, we jump to the backseat, we’re cuddling and now I feel complete, no one can compete, you play a song with a downbeat, and suddenly all I see is a beast unleashed waiting to feast, I scream.
And realize wanna chill, only translates in wanna fuck? Never in tell me how you’ve been since I left, how many times did your heart break over me, never I’m sorry I left so aggressively. I feel dumb for not thinking this through, I should have knew, and withdrew from you the moment I saw that your love is untrue, your name is carved in my heart like a tattoo, but for you I am just a shadow, and even tho you look at me confused, and tell me don’t kill the mood.
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My heart hurts at the thought of you, but he makes me see a brighter path. My body aches in despair for your touch, but hopes to feel his. Your voices makes me tremble and jump, but his makes me soft and safe. Your presences stresses me, but his gives me butterflies. You are messy, loud, noisy, and overwhelming but he is artistic, soft, tender, and calming. He offers so much kindness, but you have a hold on me, with your harsh words, scary claws, and your stabbing knives. you are a howling wolf, he is a breeze through a tree. You are a nighttime with no moon or stars, while he is the sun and her rays. But I will still choose an eclipse with you any-day over one his beautiful sunsets. I long for your storms and hope for his sun to never shine just to feel your presence.
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