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google search how to cough up the ball of grief that's been stuck in your stomach since birth

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the desire to be in a relationship only comes around when you’re about to sleep, on the journey home alone, sundays, after the club, when it’s raining, winter, at the cafe, today, tomorrow and yesterday

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It’s cool to not be totally healed from something 9 months later and it’s also cool to understand that you don’t really heal from anything you just live beyond it and find new happiness and it’s cool to grieve the loss of some sort of innocence you can’t quite name and it’s cool if you’re crying because I am too

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals

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Do you miss all your old selves?

no they are inside of me i hug them everyday and say u did such a good job

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here’s some fairy dust to everyone who is struggling with problems but trying their best to stay soft-hearted and determined ✩

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I love you angry characters I love you revenge arcs I love you protagonists who kill people and don’t feel bad about it I love you manipulative heroes I love you gray morals I love you terrifying protagonists I love you characters who hold boiling grudges I love you characters who reveal that their perceived harmlessness was just patience the whole time I love you stories about atonement and rage and vengeance that don’t end in forgiveness or guilt I love you stories that explore the healing power of incandescent rage

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Marian Ellis Rowan (Australian, 1848 - 1922): Brunonia australis (via Museum of Appplied Arts and Sciences)

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feeling very normal about this

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“You must love in such a way that the person you love feels free.”

— Thich Nhat Hanh

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GOD I just want to be CREATIVE but all my energy is being used to survive

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love is stored in the hand. love is stored in the hands that hold each other. it is stored in the hands that create art. it is stored in the hands that have the power to harm but don’t. it is stored in the hands that are warm and the hands that are cool. it is stored in the hands that do things for others just because they can. love is stored in your hands which express the desires of your heart.

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Sometimes I come to scroll my dash just to be inspired to draw anything that means something to me and only me.

#It is nice to remember to just be. #dr.txt

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“Poetry is not about an event. It is the event. Art is the resistance of complacency: It always stands in opposition to numbness. That is why it just doesn’t die, poetry—despite so many death notices. It is always there, waking us up when we get numb, poking us in the eye.”

—Ilya Kaminsky, in Garth Greenwell’s “Still Dancing” interview in the March/April issue of Poets & Writers Magazine (2019)