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I won't be deleting this blog or any of the others until I manage to save any writing I'm particularly proud of but yeah.

Not on hiatus. I'm out. I quit.

The fact that no one interacting with that blog thought that MAYBE it might hurt someone's feelings for even a second, the fact that it was made in the first place. The fact that some of y'all will threaten others if they don't tag your triggers or your friend's triggers but will ignore being asked to tag things like weight loss

That y'all thought body shaming was okay.

That y'all thought saying "I want to have a child" counts as some kind of child abuse because the person saying it is a vampire

That yall have private rag sessions on the people you don't like and accuse them of "breaking lore" in a system that literally ENCOURAGES you to fuck with the lore...

I am done. This shit is why I left fandom in the first place.

And btw, if I, as someone who had to give up their child, who had let their in laws adopt their son because they were too sick to properly care for them wants to have a storyline where their character becomes a mother, I have that fucking right and if you didn't like it, you should have fucking blocked me and blacklisted my username.

Your actions have fucking consequences and I never should have let that lame ass "apology" I got when this started fly.

Never did Morgan do or say ANYTHING that implied child abuse in that scenario. Someone in a bad situation saying they want children isn't abusive you fucking assholes. Excusing the behavior as "people get heated when child abuse is brought up" was a fucking cop out.

But I hope your lil in group is happy. You'll have vampblr all to yourself soon.

So fucking long and goodnight.

Morgan Mun out.))

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//so i know i didnt really follow the henretta blog cause i dont interact with a lot of that side of vampblr but we need to set straight that its like really obvious bullying and thats not fucking ok

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🙃🙃🙃 VERY AWESOME. THIS IS VERY FUCKING SUBTLE))

~hello i am henrietta hotstuff~

~i am a toreador/ventrue hybrid~

~and in life i was also fae-blooded~

~my measurements are 40/38/40~

~i am so cool and powerful~

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🙃🙃🙃 very cool guys.))

~hello i am henrietta hotstuff~

~i am a toreador/ventrue hybrid~

~and in life i was also fae-blooded~

~my measurements are 40/38/40~

~i am so cool and powerful~

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((I am legitimately gutted. I don't even care if they see me saying that. Like, I'm taking a break for mental health and the moment I leave the servers they pull this shit???

Who even does that???

I love the titty jokes tho. They're just so clever and nothing that's ever been done to me before.))

((Wow okay. Fuck y'all. I leave the servers without saying anything because I'm having a fucking crisis right now and y'all pull THIS SHIT?

I hope you all get exactly what you fucking deserve you nasty little shits))

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((Wow okay. Fuck y'all. I leave the servers without saying anything because I'm having a fucking crisis right now and y'all pull THIS SHIT?

I hope you all get exactly what you fucking deserve you nasty little shits))

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I'm suffering from some really intense emotional burnout and bullshit right now.

I'm trying to process some heavy shit and just... cannot focus on much of anything that requires serious thought or engaging with anyone outside of like, a few specific people and specific discord severs. I'm not trying to ignore anyone or anything I'm just...

Last sunday I had the first cutting relapse I've had since early 2018 and I've just come to the realization of exactly what my counselor saying "yeah, a lot of what your mom did to you was sexual abuse" actually means and trying to process THAT on top of trying to figure out if the nightmares I have about my father are bc of repressed trauma or something else.

This makes morgan specifically really difficult to find muse for unless I wanted to do a whole "I'm an incest survivor" story line..

Which I fucking don't. But I'm also just not able to summon much for my other OCs either.

I'm falling apart a bit. I'll probably be on tumblr but only sharing aesthetic stuff for a while. If I haven't answered on discord, it's not you I just... do not have the spoons for interacting w/people I'm not super close to 1 on 1.

Sorry about the sudden hiatus when I was just coming back. Everyone pls take care of yourselves. I might do replies here and there if I get an idea but... yeah. Sorry.))

#((ooc)) #((tw child abuse)) #((tw self harm)) #((tw cutting)) #tw incest

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@ventrue-to-my-heart

Sheet music.

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[SOB] it's just!!! Aaaaaaa!!

@sanglantromantique WELL??

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YES BUT NOW IT'S ANXIETY TIME

@sanglantromantique WELL??

#pregnancy tw

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

@sanglantromantique WELL??

#POSITIVE #OMFG #omfg #omfgggg #pregnancy tw #((mun passed out last night shortly after making the thread and only just checked tumble)) #((also sorry.for slow replies depression is eating me alive today fr some reason))

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I GOTTA GET TO THE PHARMACY FIRST AND ITS NOT LIKE I CAN PEE ON THE STICK IN THE PARKING LOT

#pregnancy tw

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I think I figured out why I might have been feeling so weird that last week and I am about to lose my S H I T

Wait...

Hold the fucking phone.

Oh my god.

#pregnancy tw

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I gotta hit the pharmacy...

Wait...

Hold the fucking phone.

Oh my god.

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BRB RUNNING TO THE PHARMACY

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Wait...

Hold the fucking phone.

Oh my god.