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I still love you.

You know I always would.

for you were the only one to treat me in the most loving and wholesome way. You didn't use me for my body

You didn't comment on my face

My hips, nor my chest

You talked to me about love, and we had serious conversations...

Oh how I miss those nights on call, talking away, ignoring the night.

But now you're gone.

I see you in the halls.

I see you in my mind.

I see you in my dreams.

But these are just delusions, I know I'd never take you back. No matter how much I still love you.

I could never go through that pain again.

But I gotta say.

I love you

Even if you're not mine

-Ry🖤

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April 18

I got to lecture on my field experience today. I didn’t realize I talked for almost an hour.

I wished you could have seen me. To hear all about my field experience. To see me be a teacher.

I know I’m proud of myself. But at the same time I wish you could tell me you’re proud of me too.

I actually wore our matching bracelet just so I could have you there in spirit.

I miss you so much. This is killing me.

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Why am I the only one making compromises? Why am I the only one trying to safe this relationship while you run away from our problems? You always tell me that our relationship is not the same anymore yet you are the one not doing a damn thing about it. You make me feel like shit. You are making me feel like I am the problem. I work my ass off while you already gave up…

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Baby your touch is so seductive for me 🤤🔞

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me and ?

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“I don’t feel particularly proud of myself. But when I walk alone in the woods or lie in the meadows, all is well.”

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Friends, Family, and Editors

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She lost interest in me and

I lost interest in everything <3

#free write #sad poems #i've said it before and i'll say it again #quotes #original writing #writing #relationship goals

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Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

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Even after everything I still love you.

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doms who are inside you before you can even wake up, whispering things like "I'm sorry baby you just looked so good I couldn't help myself" as they thrust inside you without giving you a chance to adjust to being stretched out around them >>>

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Look me in the eyes when you're doing nasty things to me.

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when you’re getting close to cumming and they start encouraging you “just like that baby.... there’s my good girl, just like that“