schwulchen

[schwulchen]

i want to be dancing to a soft tune with you in our kitchen. we're both stepping on each other's feet and stumbling, but it doesn't matter because i have you and you have me.

[schwulchen]

for me being in ur 20s feels like i don’t feel pretty enough anymore i don’t have the energy to keep up i don’t feel like im myself i don’t feel like i have anyone here for me even in a room full of people no one is really listening to me i feel so outcasted and like i can’t connect to people or socialize comfortably the people that are supposed to love me talk about my body as if it wasn’t a part of me what i have too much of what i don’t have at all the tattoos i put on my body what i do to my hair if i deserved my misfortunes

[schwulchen]

You’ve become your icon and you have the same situation as the icon you have.

How fucked up are you?

#um. fuck????? #i mean it depends at what stage #can i choose to forego santa barbara and just stay with my woman #bc i could deal with life at the farm #or even moving back to jackson #but shit...if i'm on my own? like really on my own? for the first time? #i don't think either version of us would be ready for that #but i mean we are living in post-apocalyptic times. p much everything is fucked all things considered #and i just now realized this says how fucked UP are you #not how fucked are you #well then kiddos. sit down and let me tell you a story #*takes a deep breath to prepare for a 6.5 hours monologue/character study* #she is so royally effed up in the head #i mean that honey needs some serious therapy #like she has really been through the wringer #she watched her first love at 14 die in front of her eyes thinking she'd die and turn into a zombie too but actually survived and realized #shes immune #and then found some family but was ultimately lied to when her father figure went on a killing spree to take away her choice to be a #sacrifice to find a vaccine and then lied to her about it for years #then she watched her adoptive papa get his head smashed in in front of her while she was held down and then went on a revenge tour taking #out half of seattle #and then watched her friend who came to aid her in her revenge quest die for her when the people she came for came for her too #and then couldnt get over it and tried to cope but had severe ptsd from all the trauma and torture and gaslighting and murder #so we're just...miserable at this point #yeah. i'm super fucked up

[schwulchen]

We really need to disentangle whiteness from being trans because every day I see people on various social media sites telling trans people of color that we won't pass unless we perform gender the same way white people do and not only is it ignorant, but it's culturally violent.

#gender #trans #whiteness #racism #transphobia

[schwulchen]

i am tangentially associated with a handful of well known microbloggers so think twice before you cross me

[schwulchen]

not to Hot Take on yalls asses but the reason this site is so grossly lesbophobic while simultaneously thinking lesbians are treated like queens here is that this site is the first time most of these clowns have seen a large group of lesbians just existing, much less talking about love, sex, life, feminism, oppression, and community without being made the butt of somebody’s joke or being too afraid of seeming predatory or man-hating to talk about those things. most of them (and a lot of us even) have never seen a community where this many lesbians exist freely and openly and talk about whatever the fuck we want and there’s too many of us on here for them to shut us all up or give us the boot so they have to put up with it and that comes off as ~lesbian privilege~ to dweebs who have never been outside a day in their life

#lesbian

[schwulchen]

i wanna take a girl out on a spicy food and axe-throwing date

#no cowards #step up fearless femmes 👀 #i need an intimidating woman #og trash #lesbian #butch/femme #wlw #sapphic #dyke

[schwulchen]

why am i imagining this as an ellie x dina baseball au?

#dina would look 👀 with purple hair and a baseball getup tho #but yeah this is 100% their dynamic #ellie provides moral support butt pats #i want this now #ellie's always the one doing sports in fics ok but consider this! dina is the mvp and ellie is the smitten supporter cheering her on at #every game #tlou2 #the last of us 2 #ellie x dina #the memes of us

[schwulchen]

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