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╰   *  eriis.      :      about      ⧽   you'll never meet another me .

╰   *  eriis.      :      in      ⧽   i am your darkest moment .

╰   *  eriis .      :      musings      ⧽  the moon will sing a song for me .

#tag list // #╰ * eriis. : about ⧽ you'll never meet another me . #╰ * eriis. : in ⧽ i am your darkest moment . #╰ * eriis . : musings ⧽ the moon will sing a song for me . #my t/av !!

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i mean look at them... they're beautiful.

#╰ * out : mun ⧽ crying over fictional characters . #brainrotting over my own oc once again

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reviving this blog only bc i wanna write my tav

#╰ * out : mun ⧽ crying over fictional characters .

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all  this... still  feels  like  a  dream. like  the  last  few  days  had  just  been  a  big  puddle  of  confusion  and  other  various  emotions  at  once. though,  with  everything  that  happened,  seeing  bruno  again  was  the  last  thing  dulce  had  expected.

 he  had  left  without  a  word. a  hint. a  note... nothing. he  was  just  gone  over  night  and  dulce  assumed  he  had  fled  the  encanto  for  good. not  that  she  can't  understand,  but  --  if  he  wanted  to  leave,  she  would  have  stood  by  him. a  part  of  her  wishes  she  was  able  to  give  him  that  reassurance,  but  it's  10  years  too  late  to  think  about  that.

it  stings  a  bit  to  hear  him  apologize... dulce  wasn't  sure  how  to  take  it. can  she  forgive  him  ?  the  woman  wasn't  sure. she  loves  bruno. she  always  would  and  that  would  never  change. but  asking  for  forgiveness  was  a  different  thing... she  may  love  bruno,  but  she  wasn't  sure  if  she  could  exactly  forgive  him.

but  oh,  how  she  misses  him. seeing  him  in  old  photographs  in  secret  and  in  the  mural  that  in  the  view  from  the  schoolhouse. there  wasn't  a  day,  wasn't  a  moment  that  passed  that  dulce  didn't  think  about  her  husband. how  much  she  missed  him. hands  comes  grasp  his  head  in  her  palms  gently  --  thumbs  rubbing  against  the  facial  hair  and  stubble  as  she  examines  him. she  could  tell  that  he  had  tried  to  take  care  of  himself,  but  she  could  imagine  it  would  be  hard  to  with  the  limited  space  and  light  from  within  the  walls.

after  a  moment  she  pulls  him  in  an  embrace,  holding  onto  him  tightly. afraid  that  this  was  a  dream  and  that  if  she  were  to  let  go,  he'd  fade  away  and  she'd  wake  up  in  her  bedroom  alone  again.

 ❝  i  never  stopped  waiting  for  you,  bruno.❞  she  says. almost  quietly. ❝  i  never  gave  up  hoping  that  i'd  see  you  again.❞ / @livesforgttn

#livesforgttn #╰ * dulce. : in ⧽ i will stand on the side as you shine . #I HAD TO MOVE THE THREAD BUT YEAH #ANYWAY

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happy mother’s day to dulce.

#╰ * out : mun ⧽ crying over fictional characters . #thinking about her on this lovely day

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if there’s one way to get me back on here...  it’s bruno and dulce momence.

#╰ * out : mun ⧽ crying over fictional characters . #I LOVE THEM #I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH

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i’m gonna work on these after work tomorrow so – like this for a starter ?

#finally home !

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i’m gonna work on these after work tomorrow so -- like this for a starter ?

#╰ * out : mun ⧽ crying over fictional characters . #waahhh

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idk what this spring ball is, but here’s an excuse for parker to look nice <3

picrew

#╰ * out : mun ⧽ crying over fictional characters . #╰ * parker. : about ⧽ and i’m nothing like you . #i dunno what's happening but someone dance with them

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cots  was  leaning  back  on  the  palms  of  his  hands,  half  paying  attention  to  the  other.  not  that  it  was  done  out  of  a  place  of  malice,  but  he  really  never  understood  shakespeare.

attention  snaps  back  up  at  the  other,  blinking  a  bit.  ❝  hm  ?  no,  i'm  good  just  listening  if  you  want  to  continue  on.  ❞  he  speaks  with  a  shrug.

“…Sorry, I’m rambling.” Carroll cuts himself off, suddenly very aware that most people don’t care about Shakespeare as much as he does.

“Do you want a turn to talk? I didn’t mean to just stand here and monologue.”

#peachpitocs #╰ * cots b. : in ⧽ i can tell that we are gonna be friends .

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trying to figure out parker post finale, like...  didn’t think we’d get this far.

#╰ * out : mun ⧽ crying over fictional characters . #i would always assume they'd end up dying for b/elos like... #¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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i put a lot of effort into making another one of these

#╰ * out : prompts ⧽ it’s all fun & games until someone gets fucked up . #ooo these look fun !!!

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❛ you knew i loved you, and you used that ! ❜ // alex to neo 😳 

     you will live a long time yet. an eternity without me. // @tothearx​​​​​

eyes stare at her, iris’s gleaming a blue in the dim light of the streetlight. eyebrows furrow a bit in response of alexis’ words before there’s a chuckle, ❝ used that ? ❞ he repeats... there was a pang in his heart at the confession. perhaps in another time... where they both were two different teenagers in a different TOWN in a different time. but those thoughts are fleeting... he cannot DWELL on it. the song only rang louder in his ears.

❝ alexis, i do this because i love you, ❞ he says, hands on his chest as the other reaches out towards her,  ❝ you had said we were in this together. that you would always have my back. you still do, don’t you ? ❞

#tothearx #╰ * neo. : in ⧽ i am far beyond repair . #he may be broken ):

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" Parker. " The emperor is faced away, hands hidden beneath his cloak as he peers across the room; a disarray of parts litter its every nook and cranny, scattered attempts at making the gateway to that which he'd once called 'home'. Before... Caleb. His eyes wander, looking towards the golden guard with contemplative yet patient eyes. A decided action -- he would have to rethink his strategies... after all, Hunter had betrayed him as with the rest. With Parker, he might not utilise the same tactics. Not that any of it matters... THE DAY OF UNITY WILL SOON BE UPON THEM, and THEY will be going home. " You're here. "

        i’ll make you proud of your boy. // @endtiimes​​​

parker  had  been  waiting  for  this  day  --  so  long,  they  couldn't  even  remember  what  they  were  doing  BEFORE  this  moment.  not  that  any  of  it  mattered  ;  their  time  had  come.  a  chance  to  prove  themself  when  the  emperor  and  the  TITAN  HIMSELF  needed  them.  boots  clamor  on  the  ground  as  they  make  their  way  to  where  they've  been  called.  belos  was  waiting,  and  it  wouldn't  be  parker's  place  to  keep  either  of  them  waiting.

footsteps  stop  before  the  emporer,  posture  standing  tall  as  they  could.  ❝  forgive  the  wait  --  i  came  as  quickly  as  i  could,  ❞  they  responded,  hand  clenching  the  golden  guard  staff.  impressed  that  it  was  found  in  one  piece.  they  figured  that  the  PREVIOUS  golden  guard  would  have  destroyed  it.  ❝  what  do  you  need  of  me  ?  ❞

#endtiimes #╰ * parker. : in ⧽ i can’t help but repeat myself . #hoo #anxiety

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𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐄. // a prompt list based off the first episode of the podcast DANGEROUSLY YOURS. feel free to change pronouns, decriptors, etc !

❛ i’m through ! ❜ ❛ i will betray you. ❜ ❛ we both can’t win. ❜ ❛ listen to your heart. ❜ ❛ you know who i am ? ❜ ❛ you never loved me ! ❜ ❛ you mind if i smoke ? ❜ ❛ look, a shooting star ! ❜ ❛ what are you thinking ? ❜ ❛ stop talking like a child ! ❜ ❛ you’re a coward at heart. ❜ ❛ he is a dangerous enemy. ❜ ❛ there are worlds between us. ❜ ❛ i couldn’t have betrayed you ! ❜ ❛ if i betray you, i betray myself. ❜ ❛ you tricked me into loving you. ❜ ❛ you’re actually going to kill me ? ❜ ❛ you’ve lost, you hear me ? lost ! ❜ ❛ rather melodramatic, aren’t you ? ❜ ❛ do you think i wanted to love you ? ❜ ❛ you forgot how close hate is to love. ❜ ❛ how do you know you can trust me ? ❜ ❛ the mission will be completed tonight. ❜ ❛ i loved you so much, i let you pretend. ❜ ❛ i wish you wouldn’t go see that woman. ❜ ❛ you knew i loved you, and you used that ! ❜ ❛ you’ve guessed wrong in our little duel of wits ! ❜ ❛ you will live a long time. an eternity without me. ❜ ❛ you’re determined to die with a lie on your lips ?! ❜ ❛ for me, there will never be another woman but you. ❜ ❛ what good are words when your heart is breaking ? ❜ ❛ you were the most handsome man in the dining room. ❜ ❛ you will either give me my information, or i will kill you. ❜ ❛ you might as well take my heart. it’s already full of you. ❜ ❛ since that first hour we met, i’ve been completely yours. ❜ ❛ for the first time in my life, i am completely, head over heels, in love. ❜ ❛ this is a gun in my hand. i’d advise you to be careful with what you say. ❜ ❛ if some kind fate wishes to send a beautiful lady to come dine with me, i can only be grateful. ❜

#╰ * out : prompts ⧽ it’s all fun & games until someone gets fucked up . #hi #do u like my prompt list

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it’s the stalker ! someone grab that little shit !

╰   *  neo.      :      about      ⧽   and i fear no evil because i’m blind to it all . ╰   *  neo.      :      in      ⧽   i am far beyond repair . ╰   *  neo.      :      musings      ⧽   do my words still haunt you ?

#tag list // #╰ * neo. : about ⧽ and i fear no evil because i’m blind to it all . #╰ * neo. : in ⧽ i am far beyond repair . #╰ * neo. : musings ⧽ do my words still haunt you ?

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❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞ / for neo from alex 😳 early stalker days maybe

    you’re taking us all in the night with you. // @tothearx​​

      he  sits  on  the  bench  by  the  cliff...  really,  he  didn't  mean  to  air  out  his  grievances  with  her. neo  knows  that  alexis  had  her  own  problems,  it  was  unfair  for  him  to  to  pile  on  top  of  it.  he  looks  down  at  his  hands,  eyes  half  lidded...  still,  it  was  nice  to  know  that  he  wasn't  alone.  face  turns  to  look  at  her,  a  small  smile  on  his  expression,  ❝   you  can  always  count  on  me  as  well.  you're  not  alone,    ❞  he  says,  eyes  glancing  down  at  her  hand.  he  contemplated  holding  it,  but  --  he  didn't  want  to  cross  any boundaries.

#tothearx #still haven't made t/ags but #i wanted to respond to this !!