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haven’t seen this one done yet

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pro tip: if you’re scared of/react negatively to your intrusive thoughts, then that means you’re not at all like them.

your thoughts do not define you. the way you react to them do.

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Godzilla is here to stomp on your intrusive thoughts.

Reblog him so he can stomp on your followers’ intrusive thoughts, too.

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i’m never gonna forgive people for making shit like “what if i put this pasta strainer on my head lol” and “i should shove wet spaghetti in my jean pocket” into “intrusive thoughts”.

intrusive thoughts are fucking scary.

you think intrusive thoughts are quirky? is imagining bashing a loved one’s head in with a hammer quirky? is imagining running out into a busy road a fun little thought? is imagining harming the people you love silly?

fuck you. fuck all of you. not only are you blatantly wrong, but you’re contributing to the negative stigma of intrusive thoughts.

if people think that the bar for “intrusive thoughts” is putting a pasta strainer on your head, then imagine how they’d react to actual intrusive thoughts.

#bpd #personality disorder #borderlines #borderline personality disorder #intrusive thoughts #intrusive tw #intrusive thinking #mental health #mental illness #mental stigma #stigma #depression #anxiety #ocd #ocd intrusive thoughts #bpd intrusive thoughts

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is there a way to tell the difference between a favorite person and a crush im dying here

#bpd #bpd fp #favorite person #borderline personality disorder #borderlines #personality disorder

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you’re the most important person in the world to me. you disgust me on every level. i want you to be happy. i fucking hate all of your friends. i want you to myself. i have never felt such seething hatred for someone in my entire life. hearing the slightest bit of exasperation in your voice makes me panic. you don’t deserve someone like me. i need to push you away. i need you. i crave you. i’m going to ruin you if i stay. i wont be able to function if you aren’t around. i want you to myself. i hate you. i love you. you’re the worst thing to ever happen to me and i want you to suffer for it. i want you to suffer for the way you’ve hurt me. i love you so, so much.

#bpd #fp #favorite person #bpd fp #borderline personality disorder #personality disorder #aspd #npd #pd #yandere #ヤンデレ

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it’s scary to me how BPD can make you feel so much genuine hatred for a person that you love so dearly.

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Please get obsessed! Get jealous! Hate my friends! I want you to completely own me!

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You have to abandon them before they abandon you

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Honestly, it's just fucking exhausting loving someone when you have BPD. It doesn't matter who or how the relationship is. Being so in love with someone just hurts. Idk how to do it.

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.•° .·:·. Sydney ✧ Degrees of Lewdity .·:·. °•.

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I just want to be loved as intensely as I love

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Please just kill me if you're losing interest. It's much less cruel than leaving.

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#bpd #bpdfp #fp #personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #borderlines #favorite person #co dependency #self sabotage #mental health #mental illness #aspd #npd #vent #yandere

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#tag ban #not bpd #tumblr what the hell #i do not believe it’s apple’s fault for a damn minute #THEY GOT RID OF S3X¥M4N….. #g!rl

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if I had a nickel for every time I experienced Tumblr enacting detrimental bans to appeal to the iOS Appstore during the month of December, I would have two nickels which isnt a lot but why the fuck did it happen twice