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i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

#xelle.txt #i noticed i don't really have a permanent circle of friends. at least irl #i have one online but they're also busy and i just can't dedicate my time to one friend group #i don't know - it's just the people i thought who were nice turned out to be the exact opposite #and when i found out about that i just kinda. lost interest in making any more friends #my partner is the only person i interact with on a daily basis. the irl friend group i was referring to earlier i'm not exactly close with- #-them either #i feel like if i didn't only give my time in nurturing my romantic relationship i would have done the same for my platonics too #that's still a problem of mine. my time management between love life and friends. heck i even got myself into an unsolvable problem because- #-of my inability to stay consistent #also my brain is kinda fried from reading 20+ pages so pardon any grammatical errors but yeah anyway #honestly i've been craving for interaction here. but i know i won't be active and it'd just be pointless #to gain more friends or followers. i don't exactly make content as consistently as i did before #the other day i had to vent to an ai (would you believe me if it was cha.tgpt) about my troubles because i had no one else to talk to lol #there's just so much going on irl 😭 ya girl's almost starting college and they're throwing so much tasks at us!! #and i feel very very stressed about it because they're usually done in groups i am ALWAYS the assigned leader #which gets exhausting especially when there are lazy members present #anyway #hopefully this weekend i get some time to cool off. but next week i'm back to grinding and working #lol i don't even think i'm in the top ranks anymore. i'm so burnt out. #this is what being an academic achiever gives you oops ZZHSIAHAHAJAHHS #imma sleep now 😭 #idk you can just interact with me or recommend someone you know who self ships in the same medias i do #goodnight everypony 🫶 #vent tw #rant tw

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once i make an s/i it's joever

#xelle.txt #:[

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honestly i'm so predictable, show me any character who looks similar EVEN IN THE SLIGHTEST AMOUNT to jose and you'll see me frantically searching their wiki

there is no fucking way a friend immediately got me hooked to a character from a media i've never even seen once by merely showing screenshots

#xelle.gush #I'M WEAK!!!!

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there is no fucking way a friend immediately got me hooked to a character from a media i've never even seen once by merely showing screenshots

#xelle.gush #HEEEELLLLL #THEY GOT ME READING X RE///ADERS NOW HELLOOOOO??????? #IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN A DAY #I NEED HIMSK BAD #crush: sein #MY GOOODDDDDDD💥💥💥💥💥💥

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Every year or so i have this tf2 phase, when i just rewatch all sfm videos that i like and play some horrendous matches.

anyway. Engi is a husband material.

#OUGGGHHHHHH #HE IS INDEED HUSBAN MAYERIAL #HI MISTER #r!fo: dell #art

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i'm so in love rn 😭

#xelle.gush #listening to aj's songs on loop... she's such a good singer and i love her accent sm awwawwwawaaaa 😭 #pls sing me to sleep wiwiwiw 🥺🥺🥺 #ugghhhh 😭😭😭 #r!fo: applejack

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XELLE OMG HI its been way too long 😭😭 idk if u rmbr me .. previously @/recordplayershipping (scout) !!! i saw u as i was clearin out my discord friends list recently n i wanted to come see how u were doing 🥺 i hope schools going well!!! also take this as a free pass to introduce me to the f/o ur fixated most on rn!!!!!!! <3

HELLO HELLOO!!!! AAAAAAA SCOUT I MISSED YOU SM!!! of course i remember you omg you're literally one of my fav moots /gen i'm sorry if this took too long WAAA i didn't know which f/o to talk about.... and yes i've been SUPER busy with school and it's starting again in a few days so 😭 BUT TYSM FOR STOPPING BY, I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL TOO<3333!!!

it's actually been a while since i got a new f/o... but i started rewatching m.lp (my lit.tle pon.y) and am currently around season 5 and erm... ya girl got a crush on one of the main 6 GGRGRBRHRJFJ she reminds me of my partner irl so WIWIWIEIJEJ HAHA NOT SURPRISING....

in reference to that previous post of mine i was actually referring to appl.ejack 🙈🙈 LOOK who doesn't like a masculine woman (mare in this case) who can carry me without breaking a sweat amiright WEEEHEHHEJD.... and the human version (NOT E.QG) fanarts of her DID NOT HELP because they all drew her with a muscular body and i am literally!!! so weak for that!!! HELLO!!! SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWGIRL 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

i've made a ponysona too UABAYUSBDHDJ i haven't drawn her with aj as of yet because i suck at drawing ponies 😭 and i haven't made much lore about them either but i just like thinking about them hehehehehe

here she is!! my precious lil gem!! i based her off of the color palette of the beach hehe classic ocean-loving me. she's besties with ra.rity and would often come to her for advice about what to do with aj (pre-dating). again i haven't developed her but she's very Pretty and i love her so so so much. i would love to see her getting introduced to farm life by aj even though she's a bit icky about dirt but she'd do anything for the Girlfriend!!!

speaking of ra.rity i actually kin her! so it doesn't bother me when i see ra.rijack or any other ships involving aj tbh. BUT HELL when i do see ra.rijack I GET SO HYPED BECAUSE WE ARE SO CANON<333!! yes she is holding my waist and kissing me on the mouth yes that is me with the curly purple hair ehe

idk i just love aj a lot 🥺🥺🤧 i love especially how she's so blunt sometimes UABSHDIJD and she's so hardworking and does everything for her friends and such a sweetheart eeuuuuuuehhhh.... i wanna smooch her so badly and make her flustered AWAWWAEAEEEEEE

also i've re-explored my gender and decided i am more of genderfae (basically a gender that fluctuates to any gender except masculine ones, for example i can be feminine or neutral any time but never masculine ones) and have developed an attraction to mascs which aj perfectly fits into... aha <33

i don't think i'd be shipping with her e.qg version. they're canonically high schoolers and usually range around 16-18 but it's not confirmed so it's still kinda weird so i'm sticking to her pony version! og is always the best anyway 😍😍🙏

look at Her and her Handsome Face

SHE!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🧡🧡🧡🧡

#xelle.art #xelle.gush #WAWAWAWA I FINALLY REVEALED HER HI HELLO #OUUUHHHH I'M SO. I'M SO NORMAL I SAW FANART OF HER EARLIER AND I'M SOOOO (BITES MY ARM) #ANYWAY..... THANK U FOR LETTING ME GUSH EEEE #mailbox #friend: scout #r!fo: applejack #SBSUAUGAVAGAHABAJSJSJDBFJFJFJ 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

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Self-shippers, If you see ask games floating around, you don't have to wait for asks. Nobody says or goes around policing that you have to wait—there's no disclaimer of approval or any strings attached. You could answer as many of them as you want in a separate post and link back to the OP, or go on anon and send in asks to yourself. It's not "loser behavior" or whatever stupid Reddit-lingo people come up with—it's about making yourself happy. It's the same as treating yourself to chocolates or buying that f/o merch you've been waiting long enough for.

This is the self in self-indulgence. This is for you and what matters to you most when it comes to your self ships.

#real!! i've started doing this a long time ago #100% recommend it's good for the soul #reminders

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thinking about how my first (official) f/o is a cowboy and my most recent one is also a cowgirl

#xelle.txt #only my closest friends know who she is PIPIPIPIPI #it came full circle and i went back to being a cowboy/girl fucker 🤧🤧🤧

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Virtual Contact, Naruki Kukita, 2019

#art

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SHHHHHH SHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU DIDN'T SEE THIS

they are giving candy,,,

#THE BESTIESSS RAAAAA💥💥💥💥💥 #they're sosososooo cuteeeee omggg 🥺🥺 the girls are back together #dw about the crop!! HAUAUSHSSB IT FITS WELL #this gives me serotonin 🤧 #friend: jil

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joselcy chibis!! he's giving her candy ❤️💜

original base under the cut

#xelle.art #THIS TOOK SO LONG FOR WHATTTT #the hair i'm gonna 👊👊👊👊👊👊👊 #out of 8hrs i think the hair alone took me like. 5hrs HAUAHAUIWJSNDJD #IT'S SO DETAILED BUT DIFFICULT TO REPLICATE BUT I DID IT AND I'M PROUD #but lookie them 🥺🥺🥺🥺 they're sharing candy 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #this is the first time i've drawn kelcy in the official art style AND in general too #she looks taller here but trust me she's a foot shorter than him BWAHHAAHAHAJJJS #ANYWAY YIIEEEEE THEM!!! #♡: joselcy #ok to rb

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Alexa play fashion by Britney Manson

#kin: rarity #art

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i miss being here :((

#xelle.txt #oughhh hi everyone. i don't know if i'll permanently come back but i saw my interactions with past mutuals and i just got ;;;; #i've actually been doing self ship even off screen HAGAUAHHDJDJD aaa i have so much to share but idk how my followers would respond! hehe #school's just been so hectic and we were just now given a week to take a break 😭 #i think the burn out is catching up to me :[ i can't really find the motivation to study anymore. i only do it so i could pass and graduate #sorry i didn't mean to rant 😭 but yeahhh i'm only here for a bit! next week i'll be busy again #i'm actually working on a drawing and i'd love ti share it here! #OH and a new ship!! HAUAHAHSUDHFH they're from a cartoon show from 2013 👉👈 #anyway yeah i just miss everyone!!

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pov: you told mammon you loved him

#i love you bestieeee<333 #p!fo: mammon #art

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I'm so happy you love your sheep! You character is so cute, I had the time of my life drawing her. ❤️❤️❤️

WAAAAA i absolutely love it, thank you so much!!! seriously i'm so glad you had fun drawing her, it means a lot to me!! 😭💜

#mailbox #thank you!!!

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Free Commission For: @ari-shipping-stuff

Here are the two images I made and their process videos on tiktok just below. Thank you so much for reaching out to me, I had so much fun sketching, finalizing, and coloring both of these! (Even if the card frame made me want to rip my hair out, but that's my own damned fault 🤣🤣)

When I found out Ibis had a stabilizer, I may have flipped, looks so much better than the personal one I drew, thank whatever higher powers for showing me it's existence or this would have ended in madness.

I truly hope your friend loves them, and gladly draw this cutie again if given the chance!

Videos:

#HELLLOOOO????? 😭😭😭😭 #I AM THE FRIEND IN THE QUESTION #OH MY GOODDDD I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS #I'M SO GLAD YOU HAD FUN DRAWING HER 😭😭💜 #SHE'S SO CUTE IN THAT NOODLE CUP AWA...... #THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH 🥺🥺🥺 TO RION AND YOU<333 #seriously thank you a lot 😭😭 this was such a nice surprise to wake up to #s/i: kazuo #gifts