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lately i feel like i'm just surviving, not living. life shouldn't feel this way.

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Lang Leav, Sad Girls

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“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

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by Ron English

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PRIDE & PREJUDICE (2005) dir. Joe Wright

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1am

Starting straight ahead

Laying in bed

Not a thought flowing through my head

Am I dead?

I feel so much dread

My soul crying to be fed

Maybe I’ll toss it some day old bread

Perhaps I should be bled

Surely then the poison will have fled

Wishful thinking

I’m giving too much cred

I should take my meds

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“I wanted him in the bluntest way. I wanted his lips, his hands, his arms. I wanted him the way the ocean wants the shore, constantly reaching and running back. I wanted him the way rain wants to fall, the way the sun wants to shine, the way words want to be read. I wanted him to infinity, to the millionth degree. No amount of rain could douse the fire I had in me for him.”

— (via perrfectly)

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A Quiet Soul

the moon was a quiet soul. She was beautiful. She had the sky all to herself. She was the sole being in the sky. The moon loved the night so much because, well, it was a part of her. She could not imagine another life without it. Though one beautiful and silent night, she thought to herself, “I have all of this beauty to myself, so why not share it”? The moon spent all night thinking to herself how  she could possibly share this beauty or who to share it with. She was all alone in the silent night sky. 

One evening she came up with this brilliant thought. She had all of this beautiful darkness, so why not create a beautiful light. She set off to create the one thing most people crave, the light. The moon thought and thought and finally decided to create what she would call, the sun. The sun was a wondrous and magnificent being. Unlike her and her silent night, the sun was loud and active; blazing with immense power and love. She eventually fell in love with him and he with her. Though, with all of this light, when could she have her quiet night sky again? 

The sun was so in love with the moon. They were opposites, but they were made for each other. Though, the sun could see his beloved moon was unhappy. He set off to see what it was he could do to bring back her beautiful and silent night sky. He finally came to the conclusion he would have to sacrifice himself for her happiness. The moon was shocked and wanted to never wanted to lose her one true love, but she not what to do. After days of pondering and thinking of anything to not have the sun sacrifice himself for her, she came up with what would save them both from the terrible heartbreak. She would have her night, but more importantly, her beloved sun. The magic used to accomplish this would create something extraordinary. She got stars. Little pieces of the sun to remind her of the sun and keep her company while he was away. She had her silent night sky, but now she also had her sun; her love. 

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“You are in no rush to figure out your own soul.”

Bianca Sparacino

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“You are in no rush to figure out your own soul.”

Bianca Sparacino

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That’s the problem isn’t it.. the pain and disappointment that has become a constant when you’re around will never erase the hope that this time will be different.

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yes, dear. by  Until_you

I do still think of you. you wont let me forget.

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L’Enfer (1994)

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by Henn Kim