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hi!!!

helloooo

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Omg I haven't been here for years

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ayooo

Yooo

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where are uu

Bum

I'm here 😎

Tw!

To be completely honest I feel like every time I come here I get a cold shower. My mental health is not good I'm trying not to do something to myself everyday while knowing my friends gossip abt what person I am. Im in a place where I dont know if I am a bad person or not. Coming here reminds me of times where I had a hobby or passion where my bes friend still was the closest person that did not unfollowed me and blocked me on every social media where I didn't hear how I'm destroying my suicidal best friend mental health just by being with her. I'm a mess guys and I feel like every next day it get worse

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Gonna get shit faced once again

In like 30 h

And gonna look hot while hoping some pretty girl or skinny white boy kisses me while I'm at it

#The downfall of my character here is pretty funny #Im just laughing how i turned from writing cute little stories to writing some random shit that embarrasses me #Hey but I'm living a life #Maybe a little different but I'm sure I will be back with writing and not destroying my organs

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It was like 3 weeks ago

And I'm traumatized

One time

I kissed a guy and he throwed up right after

#He gives like golden retriever energy #And he kinda is a big sweetie #But I'm not into that type of guys and I clearly can see he wants smth more

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One time

I kissed a guy and he throwed up right after

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I fucking love being high

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Summer break

Finally 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧😭😭😭

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Glimpse of us

Destroyed me on diff level

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What's the sneak peek about? You kind of has a lot of wips lol

Well depends on which sneak peek you are talking abt

I have to works I'm working on but there is a little problem that came along suddenly. My laptop kind of decided that after logging in there is nothing but black screen and mouse so I can't really write anymore

I already asked my friend to take it, hopefully it will be back i next days

I'm sorry for the wait and confusion with a lot of works but I have really important time in my life when I need to concentrate a little more on myself and my future. I hope it's going to end at the end of May but I can't promise anything

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Bijin | BTS

✦genre : abo!bts, smut, fluff, heavy angst, polyamory, idol!au, trainee!au, possessivness can be a little yanderish

✦ pairing : idol/abo!bts x trainee/omega!reader

✦ ratings : 18 +

✦ warnings : will be added to every chapter

✦ summary : There have always been a need for a world that needed to be categorized. hierarchy had been established which divided everone in a separate groups. It sounds good right? World were you don't need to worry about your place and social ladder. As a teen you were sure of your place, being prepared from the days where you still could not walk to become someone like beta or better alpha only to end up something way worse. Being abonanded just after your fifteen birthday you were not prepared to live in this society alone and for sure not prepared for seven somethings that weirdly wants to have you for themselves.

Taglist open

#You guys prepare yourself #Cause in the near future there might be the long awaited chapter #Maybe baby 🤷🏻‍♀️ nobody really knows

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Until I bleed out!! 💕💕💕

Btw bijin won

And I'm going to work on it right now ❤️❤️

Thanks for the ask sweetie

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How about both? Cause both your works are so far are extremely fcking amazing

Damn you flatter me to much 🤧

I wish I could do both but I'm too lazy and also I did not write anything for at least 6 months so idk if I still have skills to do so

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Bijinnnnn

I see i see

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Bijin +1

And that's how bijin overtook until I bleed out for this moment

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Bijin 🥰

It's getting closer closer 😶