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sensualcandies · 9 months
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i just found this wlw blog again
left tumblr bisexual
back a lesbian oh well
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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asked someone at a festival if they minded if I smoked. she said yes. said k. she said why. she thought i said do you have facebook. lotta noise out here. i said oh. can i kiss you. we did. i don’t have facebook. never saw her again. lesbians, keep being dumb and talking nonsense, might not end up married but it’s lotta fun
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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so it’s summer again and pride month coming but who’s closeted ass is going to pride when tv cameras might make MY closeted ass a show on my family’s screens...?
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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yo
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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hung up on the first therapist i’ve called in years, feel like nothing
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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do you sometimes feel like you’re part of a loving family and then remember what you’re hiding inside
this sadness
it doesn’t go away
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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cousins out there having girlfriends, boyfriends and babies, while all i have is rage and this obviously traumatazing not-sure-if-if-really-experimented-this-rather-not-ask memory in my head. oh hi auntie.
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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christmas but i love women
there’s no joke here just a coming out
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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not comfortable feeling anything like this for someone like you
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sensualcandies · 2 years
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still being lesbian after that much years trying to cancel myself has to be the same disappointment children feel when parents find them despite closing their own eyes
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sensualcandies · 3 years
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“don’t do later what you could do right n-”
i will do it later. i trust my will. there’s nothing i can’t do. i’ve never procrastinated in my life and i’m not starting now.
- philosophical reflexion about how doing something later doesn’t equal denial and living the lie
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sensualcandies · 3 years
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and it’s all starting again
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sensualcandies · 3 years
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lesbian aunt energy except i have no siblings but insistingly insist i do during family dinners, talking non sense about my “business” without anyone knowing where i am getting that money from, checking my phone going ‘uh, the ministry will soon fall’ and fluently speaking rare languages while commanding in foreign countries
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sensualcandies · 3 years
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a weird part of growing up wlw is identifying as both the man and the woman in a straight cinematographic relationship, isn’t it? Or maybe I am bi after all, etc, etc
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sensualcandies · 3 years
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I love myself. I love that person who loves women.
Those simple sentences help against the gnawing fear of never being able to have a normal life because of something I could not choose.
I love that person who as a child didn’t know they were going to fall in love with girls. I love them before, during and after this acknowledgement.
Self love should not be a narcissistic cult. But it is the healing against the self hate that was set to default mode coming to my orientation.
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sensualcandies · 3 years
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You were not made like this, you were made for this.
Nobody is broken.
Telling myself this made me feel so much better about who I am, I needed to share.
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sensualcandies · 3 years
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having everyone explain to my little niece how i’m not a man despite my short hair while i’m a comfortably closeted lesbian w/ gender confusion has to be one of the most dissociating experiences i’ve had this far
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