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there's a low chance I'm gonna move in with my grandma or a family friend, neither of which know I have an ed, so I'm praying I can actually move so I can come back home looking gorgeously malnourished

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guys does anyone have some good belly fat burning workouts?? I have a beer belly and it's embarrassing 🙁

#male ed #4n0r3x14 #trans ana #ed diet #ed bllog #pr0 ana diary #ed vent

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I have to accept i will not be tiny and delicate. my bones are too wide, my ribcage is too big and my hips are too wide.

I will be skeleton at least. I guess my goal is to just look scary, instead of delicate.

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did I just binge on chips and have a sh relapse after nearly 2 free months? yes, yes I did

#4n0r3x14 #male ed #trans ana #ed bllog #sh blog #tw self destructive behavior #self h@rm #s3lfh4rm

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my top 3 reasons for ⭐ving and why

so I look dainty and petite for my boyfriend

my boyfriend has said he likes doll like people, that he thinks it's very cute how small and fragile they look..I'm very curvy and have a prominent amount of pudgyness to me so my goal overall it to look like a little skeleton. so he finally sees the need to protect me and love me..

To have my body checks be used as desthsp0 and not fatsp0

fatsp0 is much more of a edtwt thing, which I don't like it anyway, but the feeling of someone seeing my body checks and getting envious or agreeing I look like death is an ultimate goal

To feel overall less heavy

don't get me wrong, I am not "fat," by any means...my first ever sw was 121 ffs..but I feel the weight in each step, and it makes me very uncomfortable..I want to float and not trudge. when I lose it ny steps will be dainty and meaningful, not heavy footprints that give things away

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it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger.

#4n0r3x14 #th1n$po #ed diet #tw ana thoughts #trans ana #pr0 ana diary #male ed #male thinspi #th1insp0

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tw: ëđ bl0g

Hi, I'm Atlas. Here's some surface info abt me before I get into all the ana bs. I have DID, BPD, and autism. (I have some other issues but those ones affect me the most) I'm currently 13 but have had an ëđ since I was 9. I like reading, long walks in nature, coffee, and my favorite color is red. I'm gay, ftm, and currently taken.

Now into the ana shit.

sw: 137lbs - hw: 137lbs - lw: 110lbs

gw1: 130lbs - gw2: 120lbs - gw3: 110lbs

ugw1: 75lbs - ugw2: death

Socials

my twt is @ htjycol where I post less personalized stuff, more just tips and tricks to help myself reflect

more vent based posts on @roryisapilleater

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