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Come into this reality, spiritual compatibility. Cultivating the mind, enriching the soul.
Typing this poem, connecting, hopefully this message concatenate.
Immense contemplation. Terrified by perturb thoughts. What rises and then dissipates?
Wanting to be lost in pleasure. No time to measure, Remembering this experience forever.
We will run to the horizon and jump off the spectrum. Purposeful existence, not to be resistant, but theories are the bane of my existence.
Eliminate long periods of rest, no more dreaming, let us get up and gain clarity of our spirit, purge the tainted, we've been fed fluoride to the third eye.
Fingers in coarse hair under Summer air, enjoying our presence, laughing, smiling all the cheesy things makes her skin glow.
Lying beside me is my beautiful African queen made up of stardust from the universe herself.
I will be the stem to your flower, we can be the frequency to each other's vibration and correlate on the same level of consciousness.
Law of Attraction, is my thoughts forming into verbal attraction; from the universe reaction, my words have been heard, I can sense you coming; I will be ready.
Late night sitting on a rooftop looking up to the stars and I smile due to the vision of my future African Queen sitting beside me. Her hands on my hands, my love drive surging, I will have my Future African Queen...
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I shall admit my faults are the reason for friendships that fallen like pillars caused like an earthquake breaching the breathing grounds of comfort and trust broken, shattered and destroyed by the breathe speaking hate, misery and pure ignorance like the wind blowing from east to west my mind with from the right to left and I dropped everything that made me a centerpiece peace with a spirit beautiful, elegant and loving enough to be in a room with alone just say you have a friend you can sleep at night without worrying about what is wrong, or could go wrong, but my gentlemen brothers and my lady sisters, I apologise for the trouble I have caused you all and I have no one to blame, or an excuse to why things were said and done. I just was at the moment and I am of the moment now and speaking in sound I can put out to catch the attention of those I lost in disaster when I allowed myself to go south and forget who was there for me when I had nothing at all and to say this, I understand if you can not be my friend again, but if there is forgiveness I understand that like the my closet filled with dirty drawls and skeletons hanging on the coat rack by the jaw; I been off the hook and and when I found where I fell at was misery in a dark hall with no way back to those who wanted to see me evolve. Immense truth in this eyes I am gangster to some, but many do not like the path I walked in the influence of o
drugs and ego taking me away like losing hair till my personality became bald. I’m still with a woman name ‘Slump’ and she has me for awhile until her name becomes ‘Evolve’ and I will be free to everlasting peace from sleep, because right now my reality is dreams, I am making everything be what I want it to be, conscious of the damage, or not. This is just how the water flow down the stream in my sleep and I can not wake until I something gives me the spark to see the real day to be King once again without any hesitation to fulfill broken promises with puddy and strength my grounds with cement and build my confidence brick by every brim brick I can get, but until then I am sorry to you all for the damage the earthquake is here damaging vision I have for me to be clear from the erupting chaos I pursued after catastrophic relationship that left rumble everywhere… I am apologizing
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I love you, a thousand passions. As the surface of the sun, not the heat radiating rage violently of hot malting fire. Speaking of the atoms of the solar panjandrum. Counted out like pluto because of the outcast nature, I am naturally distant. I am losing consciousness of my dreams when I am awake as your presence, gravitational pull brings me closer to your core. Yet and still I am losing consciousness as Saturn loses its rings slowly. Throughout the years I saw no lights, throughout the years I peep light peeking through the debris of overthinking as the asteroid belt is the lining between what is left. What is left shall form to something miniature first, often overlooked and unknown to the existing that it exists, but a lightyear will appear as many years on earth pass away; you and I like time in space and time on earth do not co-exist anyway. It's a dream to me and reality for you that does not know I exist in this milky way. What is seen through the scope is unclear until the time taken into my dimension is made to know that I, as this strange ‘thing’ do exist. If, and, when passing your orbit means our ideal of time is erased and worlds implode from the disturbance of emotions rocking the solid grounds from meteorites striking harder than extinction that laid bones of dinosaurs as waste. 
Waste no more time, what is time anyway, again another rhyme paced, as I say these lines, but not to your face,  I am Pluto in a distant unreachable place orbiting everything else discovered as if Clyde Tombaugh never discovered I; You are my Clyde Tombaugh in another universe and I am scraggly ball icy surface with an atmosphere rarely and merely to stare with a glare reflecting from partial light glmmiming, but mistaken as the morning star just fading into obscurity with great measure with less meaning to be seen from the distance… 
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What of the golden eggs that hatched chicks and the white tigers with black stripes see through the grey area of life. Just say, we made a way. With the eye we let go red. What of the blue waves that gravitates bodies to swim and surf away the days and spin the records playing. No more reminiscing. Lets make this happen. Again and again in different ways that will sure to make us connect like patterns and a maze that guide through the gates in neverland. Imagine that imagination is a tornado and that tornado consumes all your thoughts flingig them around. That's the mind of a mad poet and it's a cold golden egg inside with a crack and when hatch, this Hen will be seen first and visited by wanders like they followed the north star. A new entity has risen and it's be set with a prism pencil and a marker marking the bold spots in the plot and there is a lot of golden eggs in the pot and they are ready to pop.
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What is it you see in me because I know I have demons and a dark closet with the door off the hinges. There iss ugly like the dead skin under feet.  Spent a night with Midnight to get closer to the stars in the sky and that was highest peak of the moon above.
What is it you see in me because I know I have demons and an airbed for lust as like selling a dream is like selling air but, with time and that is a waste for both of us. So let us just cut to chase and get caught in our own earnings. Like what do you yearn for and what garden of your mind I need to pour more water on? 
What is it you see in me because I know I have demons and here is a simple thing, when the cover up gets scruffy and the words are not adding up, but it is not code and that is a fraud in the hoodie moving funny, scooping with side eyes at apartment complex 5 and what a surprise this man is the morning star waiting for a lady to awake for him to rest his eggs and that is not saying enough about what had him look that way. Sudden realization that this is no miscalculation that these are the signs of a demon waiting to say, "I love you" and then take your soul with a smile.
What is it you see in me because I know I have demons and  embracing these toxic traits that pave way to more than I thought I ever could make. That is acres of planeted mine traps in no mans land. I'm just saying what will it take to get the ass off the head before many get their first touch of either one.
What is it you see in me because I know I have demons...
-Shakkan Kan
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MAE ANDERSON
After three days of notifying her to call me. She called. I asked her, "Are you available?" after I took another puff of the death stick. She replied, "Free, I am." I told her to meet me downtown at the spot in the next hour. After a brief silence between us and with a stuttering of the first word she agreed, "I-I shall come." Then the phone hung up. With haste I turned the rusted knob to the door that will lead me to salvation from perpetual pain. Scurried out to the first step of a decaying porch. I felt the tenacious waves of regret. My fingertips shaky to the uncaring cold atmosphere of the world I hid from for many years rapidly taking a toll on me. "It's coming again..." The thought to turn around was extinguished by the sight of a faint flame from my peripheral vision. The porch has succumbed to a flame behind me. 
I knew then I could not turn back to the comfort of darkness that was my home. The flame grew violently in essence of my rage. I so wanted to leave behind. I heard faint murmurs, voices that echo louder as the flame grew. Engulfed the porch and so too the home I held myself in contempt within. I swoon and staggered off the porch and into the pavement head first in fear. I laid there as blood profusely leaked from the back of my head. I lie before my home incinerated to the cold ground. My vision became blurred. Faded in and out as I try to gather the strength to pick myself up by. As I grovel, the yells of agony, voices echoing familiarity to my ears. "This is the end..." I repeated these words to myself. Sirens blaring from a darkened street one light post and red flashes of light. Unable to stand on my own. Arms reached out to me and my vision completely faded....
I awoke, sweat all over my naked body in a hospital bed. My natural inclination was to get out. A failed attempt I jerked up and was  forcefully yanked back down as if someone was tugging me to the pillow I rested my head on. Wires connected to a head wrap covering my head and metal cuffs cold to my slaved wrist. I drowned in pure disbelief and sadness, "I am done for.” I conjured my own prison once and now I am in the hands of the law that will imprison me forever. Beeps from the monitor began to sound loudly and the room echoed with these beeps. I took a look around and noticed something peculiar about the room I was in. There was no door, no windows, not a single fragment of light, but green waves reflecting the metal rods of the hospital bed. I leaned over to the uncuffed side and saw that my bed was mounted onto a single board that held the circumference of the bed. Everything else was pure darkness. "W-where am I?" In ignorance I asked. A flare of red casted before me at the toe of my bed. A silhouette carrying an aura of the flames that burned my home to smithereens. My heart began throbbing and excruciating pain felt like a dagger piercing my left breast. The silhouette spoke, "It was once said to let go of all causes of one's suffering. And you, the man who created an atrocious reality for us will be judged before the mighty one and casted to the endless pitfall of darkness for eternity." I felt as though my breath was taken away from me. I could not speak, or let alone make a sound. My throat felt as if it had been shut down and not a single sound thought was able to come to mind. Soon I was presented within a mirage. I began hearing weeps from familiar voices just like the yells from the flames of my home. The figures of what seem to be women surrounding my bed with their heads in their hands as tears dripped from the hands of their crying eyes. The silhouette of these women frantically pelted me with their tears. Hard as coal and scorched me with their intense emotions. My bed was lit up in an ablaze, my skin darkening underneath the flames as I tried screaming in agony for them to stop as their tears pelt me. I was still voiceless, inaudible words as I moved my mouth for them to stop. Then silence... 
I found myself on my knees before the burnt bed. It was as if I was transported to view the aftermath of destruction. Confused and scared. I viewed the outline of my body on that bed where I was once burning. I heard my thoughts as if a door was unlocked and finally opened and spoke, "What has happened?" I took a look at my skin burned to a crisp and as I bowed my head to the hands that wereg once black flesh, now exposed ligaments and some bone drenched in blood. I took a look up and before me was a mirror suspended in nothingness. My face is unrecognizable. No skin, no flesh, no visible eyes but somehow I am able to see through the cold darkness of where eyes would be...
"This is my end I sunk into obscurity. Fell from the hearts of those who loved me. I betrayed them. Burning their trust with a match I pulled out the pockets of selfie…" An obscure voice from a distance yelled to me, "SILENCE!" I uttered not a single word for I felt powerless to whoever yelled at me. "YOU!, YOU OUT OF ALL DO NOT DESERVE PITY FROM ANYONE!" Baffled by her presence she rose larger than the tallest scaled mountain. Her words shouted down as a heavy weight of pressure buckled my knees to the nothingness before her. Her body draped in a red veil dress. So intimidating I stared in shame at nothingness under us. 
-Shakkan Kan
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