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When you wake up and your brain feels like its sludge, and your eyes feel like you cried a lifetimes worth of tears in one day.

#tumblr #sorry for being depressing

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How i wish i could be a fairy living in the woods. My existence a complete mystery.

#fairy tale vibes #fairycore #cottage living

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I wanna start a podcast. But what do i talk about? Any suggestions?

#podcast #youtube #tumblr #big mouth

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Lol and here i thought i would be posting more. Its been how many months? Idk lol but sadly nothing new has happened. I was thinking the other day of starting a podcast, but then i thought "what would i talk about?" I cant exactly go ahead and plan a conversation. It wouldnt be genuine. I feel the best conversations are the random ones u wouldnt expect to have. I cant exactly go around recording them all either lol

Idk what do u guys think? Maybe some advice can help?

#podcast #tumblr #listen #social media

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fuck

what the fuck. its a bitch laziness. laziness, lack of motivation, lack of desire. idk. maybe all, maybe none, maybe its deeper than just that?

who fuckin knows. all i know is this weather is so good and i just cant find it in me to do a goddamn thing. the best thing for me would be to take advantage and hell go for  a walk but the idea or thought of getting off my chair and actually going out there fucking kills. the thought of putting shoes on, putting on real pants, putting on a fucking mask and just doing all this shit to step out just seems like too much. i wish i had a backyard, a front yard, fuck just any yard of my own so i wouldnt  have to actually try so hard. i could just up and step out while still sitting on my chair. i could just have that fresh air while not put any shoes on. ugh. 

im almost disgusted with myself. but i also pity myself, altho i know i shouldnt. or maybe i should? idk. i mean even then at least im doing something right?  fuckin pathetic lmao

#blog #new blog #tumblr #feelings #sad #pathetic

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hello tumblr

well shitfuck. its been years since i have been on here. i wonder how shits been? i wanna say its been about 10 yrs or maybe less? i really have no damn clue. i was hoping to come back on here and i guess just kinda blog it out. i find it difficult to just sit and write in a book. i feel altho its more personal i just , idk, its weird to explain how i would rather write my personal thoughts and feelings on a public platform for many to read rather than in the privacy of a journal no one will ever see. maybe its the thought of someone hearing me out? someone giving me some form of attention? the idea of maybe feeling at least a bit like i am not always ignored or neglected? idk  or maybe its pure boredom? its hard to tell what exactly it is thats running thru my head so maybe i guess i will just see how this goes?  btw check out my friends instagram @tragick_luxx_designs she makes cool shit and her website has more stuff..   tragickluxxdesigns.bigcartel.com

#new blog #blog #welcome #tumblr #instagram