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Makig a sandwich to bring to school tomorrow can someone reblog with a filling to finish the ssndwich ill go first ok

Bread

#been laughing at this for 10 minutes #long post #reblog

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#back to work on my fic now 👀 drawing them gave me even more ideas and I feel like I'm losing my mind a little more (this is good)

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482/108 (alt under the cut)

#ygo #vrains #yugioh vrains #yugioh #dischargeshipping #jin kusanagi #lightning vrains #shif

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am i doing this ship dynamic thing right. are we still even doing these.

#YES GOOD #horror #fandom things #reblog

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im normal<3

#YEP THAT'S ME #I was so delighted upon watching trigun stampede :3 :3 :3 they got the good stuff (guts et al) #horror #reblog

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EXCLUSIVE STUFF | TIP ME | BUY STUFF

fellas is it gay to thirst for the reincarnation of your dead boyfriend

apparently the reincarnation au i did dealt +500 psychic damage. so here’s awkward old man vash before we feel pain tomorrow :)

#holy shit #fucking amazing #thanks for tagging me mate #trigun #reblog

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#awooga #i think i hauve covid #vrains #shif edits

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quick kink Q&A because I'm having a ✨Real OCD Moment✨ just another of those "fun" conversations I have with my brain

Q: Do you really like [kink]?

A: I probably do! And if I don't, with enough exposure, I probably will!

Q: Do you endorse [kink] in real life?

A: Sure! I implement kinks in my everyday life even outside of sensual contexts because I like it. Whatever other people do in their own lives is none of my business though.

Q: Aren't you just rationalizing [kink] because you're secretly into [kink] outside of a kink context?

A: Kinks can be a safe gateway for people to explore things/themes they would not be able to explore otherwise. What get people off is also none of my business.

Q: So you're saying you don't care if people who like [kink] hurt others?

A: This kind of question is awesome! I love it! This is precisely how you get sucked into the "trans people are predators" pipeline, for example. Good job! But to answer this seriously: many people who engage in kink try to be informed about risks and potential harm, and try to do the work to maintain a healthy relationship with themselves and with others, to avoid or minimize risk. I personally feel like communication take precedent over the kink scenarios themselves, where people will discuss boundaries, triggers and consent before playing. Another scenario is engaging in kink in fiction, which is pretty much harmless if you have the proper critical thinking skills and maturity to engage (if you're trying to engage), or to walk away, if it's not good for you.

Q: But you know some people do [kink] for real, right? That's a crime/immoral/unethical!

A: That's not what a kink is. These are two completely different things, that have completely different implications.

Q: [Kink] is wrong even when it's fictional or between consenting adults though! And if you don't condemn it too, aren't complicit with the harm it's causing?

A: That sounds like a "You" problem though. Again, what people do with their own lives, and what gets them off is none of my business. I can and will walk away if I see something I personally dislike for whatever reason. It doesn't mean they're wrong, it just means it's not for me (because it's none of my business). I was not put on this planet to waste my time and energy judging others, I have better stuff to do. To each their own, and that's a good life philosophy for me.

Q: What if it happens to your friend?

A: I have seen people using kink as a justification for harming others and I have dealt with it in whatever ways I deemed appropriate, but I don't stick around and I don't really want to engage, have a conversation or educate them so.. I can't really parent or save everyone from the evil folks using "kink", the help I can offer is also very limited. This is not something a person can do by themselves. The best advice I can give is for people to be informed and take steps to protect themselves when they see it happening. You won't always have support so that's extremely important.

Q: So you're victim-blaming now?

A: Huh? I think people being able to spot when something is harmful/toxic/etc when dealing with other people is a good thing. I think them being to take steps to keep themselves safe is also a good thing. It's one of the reasons why exposure to kink, kink culture and kinksters is so important, so you'll know what it is and what it isn't.

Q: What about the perpetrators? Aren't you one of them? You sound like one of them...

A: Ah, I haven't heard that one before! Awesome, thanks! Again, this sounds like a "You" problem and a lot of projecting, doesn't it? I have found that people who are so quick to judge and are so harsh on others, because of whatever sense of justice and righteousness they're trying to abide to, tend to have a lot of "hidden desires" and insecurities that get triggered when they're faced with something like kink and the people who truly and shamelessly enjoy kink. Therapy can help with that, also... minding your own business.

#I hate my brain sometimes (: ocd isn't fun and it drives me a little insane.. but at least we can talk things through lmao #shif writes #a true comrade

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CW for gore and suicidal ideation (TriMax Vol. 7) also Spoiler warning!

EDIT: I am a drama queen and just assume a lot of Trimax readers misinterpreted this scene bc I saw like only two people do it but I’m also using this as an excuse to yap about Vash and Knives’ personalities bc it was super interesting in this volume ok byyeee read on:

Is it just me or is the majority of the fandom under the impression that it was Knives who stabbed Rem?? Because it was actually Vash. Which I think says a lot about their actual personalities vs how the fandom perceives them.

Analysis under the cut!

In classic Nightow fashion, it's hard to figure out wtf is going on and you gotta read over it multiple times, but look:

After the discovery of Tesla, Knives faints and is placed in a little incubator thing or whatever and Vash laments the fact he remained awake to mull over the horrors. From this point on, Knives is not in the picture bc he's busy honk mimimi (which is actually something he employs as a coping mechanism throughout the story... his precious beauty sleep...)

Now, Vash is refusing to eat and lashes out at Rem, expressing his disdain for being stuck on a spaceship with all these nasty humans.

Rem once again tries to get Vash to eat, peeling him a fruit.

Vash lunges for the knife and attempts to stab himself, but Rem stops him.

Vash is locked in a reactive state - he's in shock and acting out. This is where I think ppl miss the mark in interpreting the twins and why Vol. 7 is so important.

Vash can actually be nasty as hell. He ain't all that babygirl. His silly goofy facade is a way of integrating himself into the human world sure - but it's also lying to himself. He's impulsive, stubborn, and dare I say arrogant with his Messianic martyr type shit. (EDIT: I’m being a bit harsh here… I mean yeah he’s the only person on Gunsmoke who’s got a chance against Knives but like getting up in townspeople’s business gets really annoying imo like I understand why he does it but man…that’s why we’ve got Wolfwood bc narrative foil and whatever… anyway)

Knives on the other hand, internalises everything. Though he may appear to be the one who lashes out, and yes of course he's also arrogant, but it's mostly projection. He is in a MAD state of denial. For all his talk of being a superior being, that humans are icky and should all perish, yada yada yada, he actually wishes for love and acceptance - he wants to be safe.

Obviously, his head is too far up his ass to admit it, and he's always too busy tweaking about how annoying Vash is and blaming Rem for everything to actually try and sit down and think of better ways to do things but ANYWAY

(You know who else's head is up their ass? Vash. The twins are actually so alike if you really study them!! Anywayyyy)

That was Knives' whole deal from THE VERY BEGINNING. Knives was the one to cry in relief when Conrad and the crew accepted them, not Vash. Vash was more like "ok cool! life might not be so bad! yipee!" and then Knives had to Big Fall about his internalised plantphobia or whatever etc etc.

I AM GETTING SIDETRACKED !! ok so

The stabbing occurs. Again, hard to tell it's actually occurring bc Nightow, but yeah Vash stabbed Rem. Not Knives! Bro has passed out for a couple days now lol.

More evidence it's Vash - Vash was the one to express feeling suicidal. Knives cannot express anything to save his life bc he's the king of internalisation and deflection and projection lmao. Also yeah he's still eeping.

Oh look! He rises! Completely unaware of the drama that has unfolded! Not that he'd care! He's set on a mission to hurl humanity to the dust bowl of Gunsmoke! Little scamp.

Ok take from all that what you will!

Thanks for reading <3

#thanks for tagging me mate #trigun #gotta read this later so #delete later #maybe #reblog

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“You shouldn’t glorify violence in your stories” well I’m glorifying it. Sexualizing it even.

#meeeeee #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #yep that's me #fandom things #horror #reblog

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Give blondie what he wants ww 🫂

#cries #trigun #reblog

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gonna post this here too

#NICE #real good shit #trigun #reblog

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Chapter 441: Smile Translator: https://twitter.com/maomaozaii Editor: https://twitter.com/Lum_Cheng

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#cries #so sad this story started in the middle/end(?) because we already know they'll all be separated 😭 Old Xian why would you do that 😭😭😭 #19 days #reblog

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*gestures at own text* this fic could've been comics...... 🙄

#you don't know frustration until you realize you'll always be a better and more skilled writer than you'll ever be an artist #dude i really need a meme tag

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welp this is getting out of hand XD

this is that one Lightning/Jin Vrains fic I've been working on.....

I have not been this excited about fiction writing in literally years. This is, by far, my longest work (and just now I got to the middle of it lmao)

and I know this has not been done on AO3 because I couldn't find anything, that's why I took the matter in my hands 😎

it's overall rated Explicit with all kinds of trigger warnings imaginable BUT it's a multichapter, and I'm hoping I'll be able to keep beginning/ending rated General, where the reader can just skip the nasty bits without missing important plot points! It's a nice challenge but I'd like to do that so more people will read!

ultimately, it's a love story, romance with a happy ending..... I just have to add my own angst-filled horror to it HAHAHAHAHA 🥺🥺🥺

#not an exaggeration when I say 'all kinds of trigger warnings' by the way.. you'll see what i mean if you read that chapter 🤣 #delete later

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Family kiss

#cute #oh my goodness #5ds #ygo #reblog

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Forget unrequited love, you know what's really tragic? requited love but they're doomed by the narrative. It doesn't matter that they love each other, it doesn't matter how hard they love, they were doomed from the start.

#so many of my ships #cries #fandom things #reblog