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one thing about shay is she will remind me to get on this godforsaken app and clock IN!

#hi 😌

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:DD

#*sighs* pretty boys

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J.P. Berame, from This Year

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finished my first bg3 run as well last night so if i start reblogging art of it .... what then?

#.💬 #it's the first proper Fixation i've had since fe3h #literally cried when i finished it lol #games are so good!!! and so fun!!! #how lucky am i to have people tell me to play them #cause my brain is like sand #<3

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hi! happy new year!

#.💬 #she returns! somewhat! #i hope you all had a lovely holiday season <3 #it's the last day before i go back to work but i have been RESTING #miss you 😔

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every time i come onto this app i truly just get sad that i'm not granted as much time as i used to have

#like .... #i don't have time for jack shit anymore #between work burning me out and trying to engage in my hobbies #which i simply don't do #and having plans which exhaust me i just #i feel like i do so much i can't do anything lmao #anyway

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A Conversation with Richard Siken by Thomas Hobohm

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whatever I'll post my addendum to it anyway

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SO I WAS TO JUST FIND OUT ON TIKTOK THAT THEY GOT NANAMI LOOKING LIKE THAT IN THE ANIME

#i hope i Perish

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oh btw just in case nobody ever told you. just because your life looks different than you thought it would doesn't mean that your life is bad or wrong or disappointing or less than. sometimes things aren't good or bad. sometimes they're just different

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get the print here :)

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i am exhausted but seeing the band that shaped my teenage-hood tomorrow for the first time in like 6 or 7 years.... so maybe i will rest after that

#3 guesses for anyone who knows 🤞🏻 #LMAO

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i’m trying2be kinder to myself but this bitch is so fucking stupid

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you are not a machine. you are more like a garden. you need different things on different days. a little sun today, a little less water tomorrow. you have fallow and fruitful seasons. it is not a design flaw. it is wiser than perpetual sameness. what does your garden need today?

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shay sends me aizawa thirsts posts and continues to be the love of my life if anyone is asking

#🤭 #hehe #feeling <3 #.💬

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a flock of Astarion (doodles)

#i need him in ways i cannot describe #.astarion #.bg3

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every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).