sicko-like-me

[sicko-like-me]

I WAS GETTING BETTER DAMN IT

I think I actually truly felt happy

And now it’s gone again just like that

Everything always goes to shit

There’s no rainbow after the rain

Just mud and dirt

#suicide #pills #suicidal #drowning #sad #hurting #hurt #broken #disappointment #depressed #depression #sad thoughts #alone #lonely #self harm #cutting #burning

[sicko-like-me]

[sicko-like-me]

Well....just broke a two years clean streak

#sad #depressed #suicide #suicidal #alone #lonely #broken #drowning #cry #crying #numb #self harm #disappointment

[sicko-like-me]

When will it end?

Why do I suffer?

Will death be my only relief?

#sad #depressed #suicide #crying #cry #suicidal #drowning #broken #hurt #disappoitnment #alone #lonely #self harm

[sicko-like-me]

If you thought the things I did

Would you still be okay

Would you still be sane

Would you still be alive?

#suicide #suicidal #crying #pain #sad #depressed #dangerous #numb #self harm #drowning #broken #disappointment #sadness #alone #lonely

[sicko-like-me]

One minute I finally feel like I can breathe

Like I can live

And then the next minute I'm underwater

I try to scream 

But my mouth fills with water

I try to cry

But my salty tear just blend in with the salty ocean

And my pain

Just ebbs and flows around me

#cry #crying #sad #depressed #alone #lonely #broken #drowning #self harm #numb #disappointment #pain #suicide #suicidal

[sicko-like-me]

My life is in shambles

But nobody cares

I’m numb on the inside

But no one knows

I’m broken

I’m cracked

I’m flawed

Maybe if I was on fire

I’d be pretty enough for 

You to notice me

#suicide #suicidal #sad #broken #numb #cry #crying #alone #lonely #depressed #on fire #flawed #falling apart #disappointment

[sicko-like-me]

If I faded away

Would you even care?

Would you shed a tear?

Would you even miss me....

Miss me at all?

#suicide #suicidal #numb #depressed #sad #fade away #crying #broken #disappointment #fading #faded #self harm #drowning #alone #lonely

[sicko-like-me]

My tears slowly turn into rain

And my heart gets soaked

#sad #depressed #suicide #suicidal #alone #lonely #numb #cry #crying #self harm #broken

[sicko-like-me]

Even if I said them....it’s too late

#sad #depressed #suicide #suicidal #numb #crying #drowning #cry #self harm #alone #lonely #help me #exhausted

[sicko-like-me]

My life is in tatters

My heart is so broken

Everything you say

Is a knife, just spoken

Living life is so hard

It’s nothing but a chore

and I don’t think

I can do this anymore

#depressed #crying #poem #numb #self harm #suicide #suicidal #broken #disappointment #lonely #alone #sad poem #i cant do this #help me #sad #drowning

[sicko-like-me]

And I never will be...

#depressed #sad #suicidal #suicide #self harm #crying #drowning #not okay #broken #disappointment #numb #lonely #alone

[sicko-like-me]

I don’t understand why I’m like this.

Why I feel so broken.

Why I’m not good enough.

Why I’m drowning out of water.

Why I’m even alive.

#sad #depressed #suicide #suicidal #numb #crying #death #self harm #drowning #broken #disappointment #alone #lonely

[sicko-like-me]

Mentally exhausted

Mentally fed up

Mentally unstable

Mentally done with life

#suicide #sad #depressed #suicidal #mentally exhausted #numb #lonely #alone #crying #disappointment #mentally done #self harm

[sicko-like-me]

Goodbye.

#sad #depressed #suicide #suicidal #tied #crying #numb #self harm #exhausted #broken #alone #lonely

[sicko-like-me]

Too much of a disappointment

#sad #depressed #numb #broken #tired #alone #suicide #suicidal #self harm #hopeless #crying #disappointment

[sicko-like-me]

I’m broken

No matter how hard I try the pieces just won’t fit back together

I can’t seem to fix what has cracked inside me

I feel so unwhole, so.....so empty

And nothing is able to fill it

#sad #depressed #suicide #self harm #suicidal #drowning #broken #crying #numb #empty