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     hi babies i went to bed early last night bc i work mad hours today so i’ll get around to replies on my disc later ! thank u to everyone who sent some asks im still working on the phone meme ones from last week asndknskdn ily’all . 

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what’s something you wish you could tell someone?

        “  i  wish  i  wasn’t  such  a  fucking  coward  to  open  up  to  you  .  you  deserve  better  than  what’s  been  happening  between  us  and  sometimes  i  wonder  if  i  could  be  that  man  i  keep  thinking  you  deserve  .  i  hope  i’m  not  pushing  you  too  fucking  far  away  .  i’m  sorry  .  ”

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #he's talkin bout someone w a vowel in their name 😧😧😧

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two truths and a lie?

       “   i’ve  scraped  my  elbow  down  to  the  bone  before  ,  i  thought  i  was  gonna  be  a  dad  at  20  ,  and  i’ve  been  written  out  of  my  family  inheritance  .  go  buckwild  with  the  speculation  kids  .  ”

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh .

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what's the history between you and desiree

      “   she  fucks  over  everyone  she  gets  her  nasty  ass  talons  around  .  first  milo  ,  now  adonis  .  i  don’t  know  if  it’s  the  stuck  up  bitch  attitude  or  the  lack  of  literally  any  talent  to  her  name  ,  but  something  about  her’s  got  everyone  hooked  .  who  knows  .  i’m  grossed  out  reading  her  name  .  ”   @lindberghtm

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕ DESIREE . #si and des : 🤢😤🤬 #c and ruby : 🥰😙🐊 #in case anyone wonders our dms are rife w croc talk #ASNKDSNNKD ty to whoever allows us to live out our muses' hateful sides

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            *  4 ℎ𝑐'𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐬 + 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐢'𝐬  𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝

  001 .   juni  dragged  silas  along  to  a  hot  yoga  class  and  silas  ,  in  his  eternal  stupidity  ,  forgot  to  bring  something  to  drink  .  juni  ,  unwilling  to  let  him  sweat  all  over  her  water  bottle  ,  was  not  keen  on  sharing  .  it  was  quite  the  uproar  to  watch  all  180  lbs  of  man  topple  over  out  of  standing  pigeon  after  a  bout  of  dehydration  rendered  him  unconscious  .

  002 .   silas  is  pretty  sure  he  and  juni  have  made  out  before  at  one  of  the  clubs  she  dragged  him  by  the  ear  to  attend  ,  though  he  was  more  than  likely  drunk  and  likely  complained  to  her  about  his  love  life  both  before  and  after  .  he  gets  vague  recollections  of  the  memory  when  the  smell  of  her  lip  gloss  wafts  to  him  from  when  she  talks  ,  but  at  this  point  ,  he’s  lowkey  too  embarrassed  to  ask  if  he  was  hallucinating  it  or  not  .  

   003 .   their  friendship  is  likely  a  product  of  juni’s  tenacity  as  the  two  could  not  be  more  different  .  they  actually  started  through  simple  dm’s  ,  her  starting  a  conversation  with  him  (  and  then  calling  him  out  when  he  read  it  and  didn’t  reply  )  and  something  about  her  unashamedly  being  herself  ,  no  filter  ,  really  resonated  with  silas  despite  their  general  differences  .  they’ve  been  friends  ever  since  ,  and  now  ,  silas  is  usually  the  one  texting  first  and  being  left  on  read  .

  004 .     silas  finds  himself  apologizing  for  juni’s  behavior  almost  like  the  maid  with  a  dustpan  following  her  tasmanian  devil  sprees  ,  but  never  apologizes  for  her  in  herself  .  though  her  methods  of  moving  through  the  world  stress  him  the  fuck  out  ,  he’d  never  ask  her  to  change  —  perhaps  just  call  less  people  out  in  the  process  so  he  can  enjoy  a  simple  evening  out  without  the  fear  that  juni  will  pick  a  fight  .

#junifms #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕ JUNI . #this made me soft dont look at me #feel free to ignore whatever is not the vision i jus thought i'd toss some stuff out hehe

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🏠, 🔋, 🏨

🏨 - Sleeping position

     “  man  i  get  so  fucking  tired  i  can  sleep  anywhere  .  i’ll  pass  out  sitting  up  in  the  car  ,  slump  at  the  club  ,  anywhere  .  i’m  usually  a  stomach  sleeper  though  ,  my  face  gets  fuckin  buried  into  that  pillow  .  ”

      *   coupled  up  ,  silas  is  fond  of  being  backpacked  and  likes  being  the  little  spoon  ,  but  also  massively  enjoys  half  -  snuggles  while  he’s  on  his  stomach  and  his  bed  mate  is  curled  up  half  beneath  him  .

🏠 - What does their living space look like?

           silas  ,  fond  of  thrift  shops  and  antiques  ,  picks  up  little  cool  things  he  finds  on  his  journeys  or  eccentric  gifts  he’s  given  throughout  his  travels  .  i  picture  his  ues  loft  to  look  something  like  this  .  notably  ,  he  has  an  entire  wall  with  shelves  dedicated  to  trinkets  brought  to  him  by  devin  throughout  their  childhood  ,  organized  by  size  as  they’re  so  odd  ,  he’s  given  up  trying  to  categorize  them  in  any  other  way  .   @outspokens

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #im laughing at the loft concept being called mid life crisis #ANSKNSKD #the aesthetic is v him tho :')

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🍭+ 👶

👶 - As a kid, what were they like?

    *   answered   here !

 🍭 - Do they have a sweet tooth?

    “  shocking  to  no  one  ,  i’m  not  really  crazy  about  sweets  .  i’m  into  sweet  drinks  i  guess  but  i’ll  survive  if  i  don’t  have  dessert  .  i  do  like  red  vines  like  fuck  though  ,  catch  me  chewing  on  those  shits  in  half  my  skate  videos  .  vegan  ,  pretty  good  shit  .  ”

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #this was a cute combo tysm hehe

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🎩 👶 🕕

🎩 - Usual outfit

      “   hoodie  ,  chinos  ,  beanie  or  headband  to  keep  the  hair  back  .  t  shirt  if  its  too  warm  for  hoodies  .  i  like  flannels  too  i  guess  .  i’ve  been  wanting  to  get  my  nose  pierced  so  bad  but  i  think  i’m  pretty  conservative  with  the  decor  besides  like  ,  my  wallet  chain  ,  i  dunno  .  i  got  called  tilly’s  employee  of  the  month  once  by  someone  .  love  being  called  out  .  “

       (   a  general  aesthetic  claim  for  si  would  be  matt  champion’s  style  .  🤍  )

👶 - As a kid, what were they like?

       “  i  sucked  .  “

     silas  was  ,  surprisingly  ,  rather  similar  to  adonis’s  disposition  now  .  outgoing  ,  adventurous  ,  and  full  of  energy  ,  it’s  an  interesting  case  of  nature  vs  nurture  to  see  how  the  constant  critique  and  rejection  of  his  father  and  his  mother’s  apathy  towards  doing  something  about  it  shaped  him .  incredibly  sweet  and  deeply  sensitive  ,  silas  was  fearless  and  headstrong  ,  two  traits  that  seem  to  only  carry  over  now  in  his  skate  career  ,  as  he’s  otherwise  grow  into  being  an  overly  -  cautious  and  calloused  human  being  .

☕ - Tea or Coffee?  How do they take theirs?

                 * answered  here  !

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #thanks for this bby !!!!

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      * answered here !

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #tank u for dis ask tho hehhe

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🔎💢🍙💀

🔎 - Random detail about them

       “  my  skincare  routine  is  surprisingly  complicated  ‘cause  i’m  scarred  up  so  often  from  wiping  out  ,  if  i  wasn’t  on  top  of  my  moisturizing  game  i’d  be  full  cocoon  in  scabs  by  now  .  kinda  gross  but  i  guess  since  most  people  expect  i  just  roll  around  in  dirt  and  call  it  a  day  ,  it’s  kinda  random  that  i  have  a  routine  that  might  put  donnie’s  to  shame  .  ”

💢 - Something other’s do that gets on their nerves

    “  man  get  the  fuck  off  that  high  horse  of  flaunting  your  wealth  .  a  nice  watch  ,  a  cool  car  ,  whatever  ,  but  when  you  start  dropping  figures  on  a  regular  that’s  how  i  know  you’re  overcompensating  .  “

🍙 - Favorite snack

    “  i’ll  eat  seaweed  all  fuckin  day  man  .  i  carry  packs  of  them  on  me  .  i  smell  like  the  ocean  by  the  time  im  done  snacking  ,  it’s  so  much  salt  but  so  fucking  good  .  ”

💀 - What are they afraid of?

    “  i’d  hate  to  see  anything  happen  to  donnie  .  he’s  too  soft  to  handle  bad  things  .  ”   @ftadonis

       “  i  think  i  self  -  impose  my  own  limits  on  how  close  people  get  to  me  so  i  can  control  who  hurts  me  and  who  doesn’t  .  people  can’t  reject  me  if  i  reject  them  first  ,  right  ?  ”

#Anonymous #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #thanks for the ask!

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Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

#* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh .

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All the Little Things Meme

Get down to the nitty gritty.  Send a symbol to learn about the muse!

🍑 - Favorite fruit 🍰 - Do they eat healthy or do they like junk food? ☕ - Tea or Coffee?  How do they take theirs? 🎵- Favorite song 🔪 - Have they ever killed someone? 🍴- Favorite meal 🎩 - Usual outfit 🏠 - What does their living space look like? 🚿 - Do they like hot or cold showers? 🏨 - Sleeping position 🚔 - Have they ever broken the law? 🏃 - Are they athletic? 💐 - Favorite type of flower 🎹 - Do they play any instruments? 🎨 - Artistic ability 🏥 - Has they ever gotten seriously ill? 💤 - Do they like sleeping in or waking up early? 🕕 - The longest they’ve ever been awake 🔎 - Random detail about them 💢 - Something other’s do that gets on their nerves 🚬 - Do they drink/do drugs? 👶 - As a kid, what were they like? 🍭 - Do they have a sweet tooth? 🎂 - How old are they? 🎤 - Can they sing? 🔋 - What makes them feel better after a long day? 💕 - Parents 🍙 - Favorite snack 💀 - What are they afraid of?

#* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ hh . #whoever sent me the anon just now i realized i didnt rp this so this is my own ref #ANKSDNSKNKS

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#🥺🤍

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📲 : rory roo lopey loo 👑

silas : sorry for bothering you cuz of him

silas : HAH i don't blame your pops if he'd be avoiding him my dad is a annoying as shit

silas : please don't feel obligated once again this is just a huge favor you'd do me

silas : but ... if that's a yes then i owe you 😎💪🏽

silas : i wish i didn't have only shit to say about them but god damn

silas : yeah every single model i've worked with for this brand has been rude as fuck like dude they're street clothes . 🥴 drop the fucking attitude, i'd think

𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑜𝓇𝒶: no it's cool i just find it weird lol

𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑜𝓇𝒶: aren't all father's though? he's probs not ignoring him he's just busy rn

𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑜𝓇𝒶: or so i think he is idk

𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑜𝓇𝒶: but i don't feel obligated, i'm really not that busy since getting back into town tbh

𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑜𝓇𝒶: but you owe me for sure! idk what yet but i'll keep thinking

𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑜𝓇𝒶: that's annoying like ngl i hate models like that. like i know i'm not the nicest but sometimes you gotta fake the nice to keep the job you know?

silas : good point

silas : extra bonus points for extra awful dads

silas : wish that wasn't a bonding experience but ig the father bar is set super low

silas : where were you jetting off to before you made it back?

silas : yeah i did notice i wasn't spotting you around lately

silas : aha alright , i'm in your debt

silas : i'd say you're pretty nice . start a podcast or something , show people how it's done lmao

#* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ interactions : AURORA 01.

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*  𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐬   𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐫  :  phone   meme   ft   .  𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚   𝐦𝐚𝐣𝐢   .  

  * moments   with   karina   :   karina  is  one  of  the  few  people  silas  has  opened  up  to  about  his  interest  in  being  a  film  director  ,  and  she  encourages  the  idea  wholeheartedly  .  when  the  two  were  at  the  peak  of  their  closeness  ,  he  often  practiced  his  stylistic  videos  by  recording  karina  herself  ,  but  not  for  his  youtube  channel  .  something  about  the  intimacy  of  having  these  personal  films  ,  documenting  their  friendship  for  themselves  and  no  one  else  ,  put  a  pit  in  silas’  stomach  .  he  has  a  few  short  films  in  this  style  ,  him  following  karina  around  on  her  many  errands  for  the  day  ,  but  the  one  documenting  their  exploration  through  nyc  (  with  a  special  appearance  of  their  own  stupid  handshake  )  is  one  of  his  favorites  .  he  tries  not  to  linger  too  long  on  the  way  she  smiles  seeing  him  behind  the  camera  ,  the  way  his  breath  catches  when  he  gets  a  glimpse  of  herself  standing  so  unaware  of  what  laid  ahead  of  them  .  during  their  brief  separation  (  mostly  at  his  own  fault  for  not  knowing  what  his  own  heart  wanted  )  he  watched  these  videos  fondly  each  time  he  thought  to  text  her  ,  hoping  that  giving  her  the  space  he  thought  she  needed  would  be  enough  to  keep  her  in  his  life  .  

      funnily  enough  ,  she  remained  on  the  other  side  of  that  phone  ,  thinking  the  same  thing  ,  and  yet  in  what  seems  to  be  their  own  divine  tragedy  ,  this  theme  of  “  trying  to  incorrectly  read  the  other’s  mind  ”  might  end  up  being  their  downfall  .

        * related   song   :     self  control  by  frank  ocean    .    silas  and  karina  have  vastly  different  musical  tastes  that  they  often  tease  the  other  about  ,  though  he  will  credit  her  with  the  megan  the  stallion  songs  she  did  put  him  on  .  though  music  isn’t  a  massive  connection  of  theirs  ,  he  finds  himself  repressing  so  many  feelings  regarding  their  relationship  ,  music  becomes  his  cathartic  way  of  thinking  about  her  without  having  to  unpack  any  emotions  .  maybe  it’s  their  mutual  downfall  ,  their  unwillingness  to  explore  whatever  else  could  come  from  this  ,  but  silas  relegates  himself  to  repressing  his  feelings  with  ease  ,  more  concerned  with  keeping  her  in  his  life  than  rocking  the  boat  trying  to  make  something  more  of  themselves  .  he  finds  his  thoughts  drifting  to  her  for  a  handful  of  songs  ,  usually  on  solo  skates  through  the  city  ,  the  most  notable  of  which  being  this  one  .    between  blaming  himself  for  not  being  tempered  enough  to  know  better  and  not  let  things  go  any  further  ,  as  well  as  pleas  to  keep  a  place  for  him  ,  the  song  is  a  somber  reminder  to  silas  to  keep  his  head  on  straight  and  push  away  any  thoughts  of  moving  their  close  friendship  beyond  that  ,  regardless  of  what  their  chemistry  may  imply  could  work  between  them  —  completely  unbeknownst  to  him  ,  karina  is  in  her  corner  ,  thinking  the  exact  same  .

#* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕ KARINA . #switchin up my format n shit to keep things fun 🤍 #nkskdnks i loved making this ngl #MUAH dani ily and il them ! #sorry u dont get a ft call for karina maybe next time sndkksksnk

[silastm]

       *  𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌  :  @𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭   𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑    1/16/2021 . 

         in  collaboration  with  nike  sb  ,  silas  barker  posts  a  short  but  sweet  story  set  to  gum  by  moose  blood  .  though  his  claim  to  fame  was  with  vert  ramp  skateboarding  ,  his  heart  belongs  to  freestyle  and  street  skating  ,  and  special  access  to  a  helipad  in  one  of  the  ues’s  quieter  blocks  allows  him  to  explore  his  claim  to  fame  once  more .  joined  by  a  few  friends  ,  his  love  for  the  sport  is  palpable  in  the  excitement  in  his  voice  as  he  anticipates  a  fall  —  luckily  at  this  height  ,  he  manages  to  keep  all  his  wits  about  him  .

#* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ career . #* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ edit . #me ? doing too much ? entirely possible #i'm almost done w my drafts so ofc i had to procrastinate w another edit #phone memes are trickling in slowly i just wanted to try my hand at a video hehe #flashing light tw #epilepsy tw #flashing tw #visual tw #just to be safe bc there's some p jagged light effects !

[silastm]

   *    ╱    .    𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐀   .

    *          𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅      𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓      𝒇𝒐𝒓     :    @silastm​  .

       no  matter  how  much  she  tried  to  avoid  seeing  silas  ,   he’d  been  her  best  friend  for  so  long  that  it  just  didn’t  feel  right  not  talking  to  or  seeing  him  .  it   only  took  her  a  week  to  come  to  that  conclusion  ,   no  doubt  she  was  weak  when  it  came  to  him  .   after  using  her  go  to  coping  method  of  consuming  some  substances  to  make  the  feelings  she  was  trying  so  hard  to  hide  more  bearable  before  making  her  way  over  to  his  place  after  previously  making  plans  with  him  via  text  .  the  brunette  holds  in  a  deep  breath  as  she  makes  her  way  up  to  his  front  door  ,   offering  a  soft  smile  as  she  spots  him  on  the  other  side  .   “   hey  you   ,   ”    she  says  softly  ,   moving  to  wrap  her  arms  around  his  neck  in  a  gentle  embrace  .   “   sorry  it  took  me  so  long  to  get  back  to  you  .  i’ve  been  super  busy  ,  ”   karina  slips  the  white  lie  past  her  lips  as  she  makes  her  way  into  the  all  too  familiar  home  .  “  what  have  you  been  up  to  ?   ”

            “  hey  yourself  .  ”     it’s  a  pathetic  response  ,  he’s  fully  aware  of  it  ,  but  he’s  not  sure  where  he’s  supposed  to  take  their  conversation  given  the  extent  to  which  is  left  up  in  the  air  between  them  .  a  part  of  him  was  hurt  from  the  space  they  took  between  them  :  a  mutual  agreement  to  preserve  their  friendship  ,  yes  ,  but  he’d  be  lying  if  he  were  to  say  that  a  part  of  him  didn’t  want  to  know  where  their  developments  could  lead  .     “  no  worries  .  you  know  me  .  i  don’t  have  shit  to  do  .  i  didn’t  even  notice  .  ”      he  bites  back  the  awkwardness  in  the  realization  of  his  words  —  he  doesn’t  even  know  why  the  fuck  he  just  said  that  ,  of  course  he  had  noticed  her  absence  ,  the  hover  of  his  fingers  over   every  text  he  wanted  to  send  but  didn’t  .    “  happy  to  see  you  though  ,  ”     he  adds  quickly  ,  covering  for  his  mistake  ,  before  he’s  caught  off  guard  by  her  grasp  on  him  .  she  smells  the  same  ,  he  notes  to  himself  ,  returning  her  hug  with  a  gentle  squeeze  as  his  eyes  shut  ,  holding  onto  the  moment  as  fleeting  as  it  is  .  she  pulls  away  and  he  follows  ,  rubbing  at  his  jaw  in  the  realization  of  just  how  much  self  -  control  they’ll  have  to  exercise  between  them  now  with  things  being  so  different  .     “  i’ve  been  practicing  for  a  new  skate   video  .  i’m  supposed  to  post  one  by  friday  for  this  brand  i’m  working  with  but  my  vlogging  schedule  has  gotten  in  the  way  so  i’m  fucked  and  cutting  it  way  too  close  .  my  dumb  ass  ,  ”    he  snorts  at  himself  ,  falling  back  onto  the  couch  .    “  what  about  you  ?  anything  new  ?  ”

#* 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝖆𝖙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 . ╱ interactions : KARINA 01. #this was perfect sorry my repleis r trash u should cancel me